Oh love,
I feel lost,
I feel alone.
I remember a day,
A day when I had you as my home.
When I tired about anything,
When I felt like the world was so against me,
I had someone at my back,
I had someone to embrace me,
I had someone to hug me tight,
I had someone to lean on,
I had someone who lent her shoulder when I needed the most.
When I smelt your scent I knew I was at my safest place.
And I knew that everything would be okay, as long as I was with you.

But then reality would always play with my paper heart.
What happen now?
Whenever I feel sad,
Whenever I feel mad,
Whenever I feel broken,
I can’t do anything.
All I can do is just crying,
Alone,
At the corner of my room.
You will never be there anymore.
You will never hug me as tight as before.
As much as I want you to come and comfort me,
It will never happen.

When I think about you,
Maybe you’re hugging with my friend.
When I remember our precious moments in the past,
Maybe you’re kissing with my friend.
When I miss you,
You won’t miss me back.
When I still love you,
You love someone else.
And think about that just make me realize,
That I’m just the most stupid human on this ing earth.

You’re happy, I can see that.
She makes you happy, doesn’t she?
She’s doing something great for you,
Something that I can’t do for you in the past.
But to be h