Is it wrong if I want to spend my time with you?
I don’t know what happen but,
It seems like you avoid to spend your time with me if it’s just the two of us.
Except, when my house is empty.
Dude I don’t want to think what I thought before,
That you just want me to have with you.
But sometimes your action towards me just makes me angry,
And I’m sorry I can’t help but the idea always comes when I’m mad.

Why?
I’m hurt, actually.
It’s not happened once, or twice.
It happens every time I ask you to go out with me.
And the answer is whether you’ll ask another friends of our to join us or you’ll refuse.
It’s frustrating me.
I just want to have a simple date with you, is that wrong?
Just like we used to do.
Don’t you know you’re the only person I want to see every time I get my break?
Oh baby I just have few weeks to see you.
I miss you,
But maybe you just don’t care.
Proved by you prefer having fun with your circumstance including your ex than me, right?
I understand.
Who am I to bugging you about this, right?
But,
If I’m mad just because of this, am I childish?

Give me some patience, Father.
I’m afraid,
If I’m too hurt and I’m going to break my promise,
By leaving her.