Ji Hyo just looked sadly at Kwang Soo while he sped his car off. It was all her fault, she knew it. She dislikes hurting him but she could see that she was doing the opposite. It hurts her as well when their relationship change and become somewhat strained but she tried hard to get close to him again. She knows he can’t just ignore her. She doesn’t want to let him go but she also can’t acknowledge him as well.   She knew she was being selfish with him. It wasn’t right for her to hold onto him since she can’t give back the love he has for her. She cursed herself for being so fickle minded. She knew he likes her from the start and by being extra sweet and close to him, it was like she was encouraging him more. She doesn’t really understand herself. Sure she likes him, it’s probably more than like but she’s afraid of what might happen if she gives in and change what they have right now.    She could still remember when they played a game about saying I’m sorry, thank you and I love you in one of their episode. She and Jong Kook oppa were asked to leave Running Man then. She cried so much after hearing it first on the news. She loves the show and she considers the cast and crew as family so it hurts her so much when the news of them being axed from the show spread. It was Kwang Soo who really consoled her, although their friendship is complicated already that time but he was always there for her, helping her coped with the depression that almost broke her.   She wants to tell him how sorry she was for hurting him but of course she couldn’t tell it directly. She said things lightly so the others won’t notice the tension between them. She even accidentally slip about the time when he offered her his home when she and her mother fought. But when it was his turn, he became a little serious. She was a little hurt but still smiled on the camera when he emphasize how she was like a sister to him.   She knows she hurt him bad that’s why she can feel that he is trying to avoid her. She should be grateful to him because he didn’t pressure her but in truth, she was hurt and becoming more confused with her feelings for him. She always doubted whether she had made the right decision of turning him down. He still shows that he cares but not as carefree as before. Because of the strain in their friendship, she eventually relied on Jong Kook oppa since he was older and wiser.   It was really funny for her when the news about them dating surfaced. Of course she knew about the shipping between them by the fans but she never really have given it much thought but these days, it’s like every move they make, every interaction they have with each other, the fans seem to put meanings to everything. They both laugh it off when they were together. They talked about it since they are inseparable these days. But that is because Kwang Soo avoids them. Before, the three of them hang out. He was the reason why she even became close with Jong Kook oppa.    Now she could feel him drifting from her again, especially when the cast have been teasing oppa with her. She tried to tell him that nothing is going on but Kwang Soo wouldn’t give her a chance. He always left early after filming and wouldn’t answer her calls.    “Ji Hyo, are you okay? I thought you left already.” Jong Kook said breaking all the thoughts she was having. ”I’m okay oppa, I just feel tired. Why are you still here? I thought you left with Jae Suk oppa.” It was really nice having a close friend again. Although theirs was a lot different from what Kwang Soo and her have.  “Oh, I was called by the PD so hyung left without me. So, are you going home? I can give you a ride since your manager isn’t here yet.”  “Sure oppa, but do you think it is wise? We may be fueling the rumor surrounding us.”She was a bit skeptical since she doesn’t really want to have anothe