Jeon Jungkook had just returned from the world tour and like any other members he too was exhausted as hell. Although he was the maknae of the group yet being a main singer and doing most of the carrying (the other band mates) parts during performances, it wasn't easy for him at all. It was tedious and hard. 

But even though the world tour had just ended and they were back to their home land, they didn't have enough time to rest. They already had pre planned schedules and a week of recess was too little for them. They had fan sign meeting and then a concert there after. But as always, Jeon Jungkook was set to go for it. He was always in go and he preferred it like that too for if he had any spare time then he would have definitely ended up thinking about his past.. thinking about her.. and he didn't want to feel low and less energized. Yes, he was a maknae of the group and an energetic, all rounder cheerful maknae to the world and he would be the sarcastic evil maknae in front of cameras too but in reality he was the most reserved and serious person who would rather suppress his emotions to himself than to display it in front of others to see. He didn't want people to see him as a vulnerable idol.

After a week of recess and quality time with his band members, Jungkook was back to being the evil maknae of the group. It was after their fan sign meeting, his mind was back to being occupied by the past memories and with the images of her. He had been thinking about her a lot these days especially after that fan sign meeting and now he couldn't skip that thought from messing up with his brain. 

He still remembered one of the fans asking him if he hated someone older than him calling him oppa. Yes, it was a simple question but that question had powers to make him go through several other feelings all of a sudden. He pondered for a while and replied back with a 'No' decorating it with a fake little smile but yes, he hated it. And now that he thinks about it he had this internal debate to himself if she felt the same way too, if she hated him calling by her name without adding any honorific. Then some one else had asked him if he preferred younger girls to Nuna fans. Actually that question was really famous amon