Jennie's POV

I bumped into her earlier and tears in my eyes were flowing after I saw her.

Gosh, this is so embarassing! What will she think after that!

I return to my classroom and then after I reached my seat I turned down my head on my desk and I calmed myself. Good thing no one is inside the room when i returned that time.

Minutes passed and I felt someone touched my shoulder

"Jennie-aaahhhh! JENNIIEEEEEE"

Aigoo.... that voice.... that high-pitched voice... it's Chaeyoung

I looked up to her and I saw her smiling at me but after a second she frowned

I am confused af because she's just happy for a second and now she frowned like wtf

"Jennie... Did you cry??" She plead to me as she's looking straight into my eyes

"No, no. My eyes are just sweating Chae come on!!!!" I said to her as I playfully hit her arm. I know this excuse is so dumb and Chaeyoung is not that dumb to notice that I cried. I don't want to worry my bestfriend because...

"Your excuse is so lame Jennie!" Chaeyoung exclaimed and after that, tears escaped from her eyes. Yeah, Chae is such a crybaby

"Lol I knooooooow! But, don't worry about me Chae. I'm fine!" I proudly said to her and tried to show my carefree smile to her and tapped her shoulder.

Why am I like this? Always hurting myself for assuming too much. Aishhhhh. 

"Dont 'fine-fine' me Jen! I know you're not fine! Tell me why" She told me while holding my hands

"Really, Chae, I'm really fine" I said to her and another fake smile came up to me

"I understand you Jen. i will not force you to tell me everything that makes you sad unless you're willing to tell me. Remember Jen, I'm always free and you can tell me your problems and your worries, okay?" She said to me with that concerned tone. I am really grateful that even though Chae is always hyper she's really reliable when it comes to comforting. I really should not take her kindness for granted. For those people who will Chae will like someday, I hope that person will value Chae that much because she deserve that kind of treatment.

After our conversation the bell rang and it's the signal for us students to be ready for the afternoon class.

This afternoon I was spacing out, I can feel Chae's worried eyes staring at me. I didn't mind that.

My heart is aching today. This is what I get for expecting too much. 

I am happy that Jisoo is my friend and I am happy that our relationship are really close. I should be grateful and be contented to that. I should not