December 18: Remain (Jonghyun). This is dedicated to SHINee's Jonghyun, who was an amazing person who inspired so many of us, including me. I'll miss his smiles, his voice, just everything about him. 

All that remained were their broken hearts, their sobbing and aching eyes. They knew he had been depressed and they had tried to help him understand that his music was the best, it was gorgeous and the fans loved it. But they couldn't understand how deep the his wounds his thoughts caused nor could they see how much he wanted others to love him. They hadn't seen this coming. Nobody had but they should have. Good bye beautiful angel, all that remains is our memories of you and how you made us feel.