The following days Jaejoong helped Yunho write his songs, and as much as he wanted to play and compose he couldn’t, it’s like his mind was still protecting him from getting hurt again and every time he tried he would he would get worn out and exhausted. And Jaejoong knew that he might get hurt again like before, but he couldn’t help it he wanted to see Yunho succeed even if there wasn’t any chance for him. Or so he thought.

But Today was different, Jaejoong waited patiently in the studio as Yunho went to talk to his manager with Changmin. Jaejoong looked towards the piano then at the notebook in his lap, Yunho gave him one so he could write his own songs or anything he wanted, he mostly used it to communicate but he did have some pages filled with lyrics.

Again he looked towards the piano, the urge to play it grew rapidly, but he knew he couldn't overwork himself and his mind wouldn't let him play, he opened his mouth to speak but again nothing came out, no sound, anything. he mentally sighed as he leaned his head back onto the couch and closed his eyes "Am I going to be like this forever?" he opened his eyes and looked at the mirrors in front of him, he saw his sad expression and looked away.

After a while Yunho finally arrived and looked at Jaejoong "sorry! it took forever, but Manager and Changmin are revising the song. they said it has potential to be a hit!" Jaejoong nodded while looking at him "...I wonder if he told them I helped him..." he felt his heart tighten as Yunho smiled "it's all thanks to you Jaejoong!" Jaejoong simply nodded and looked down, his mind and heart battling against everything.

Yunho looked at him worriedly and sat next to him "are you alright?" Jaejoong just looked down and just nodded, Yunho was about to reach out to hold his hand when the door opened and a middle aged man and Changmin walked in. he smiled at Yunho then looked at Jaejoong "who is this?" Yunho blushed and looked at Jaejoong and to his manager "ah, this is Kim Jaejoong. he's a friend" manager nodded then frowned slightly "Kim Jaejoong, sounds familiar... hmm" Jaejoong shot his head up with wide eyes and looked at the man "does he know me?!" he looked at Yunho and then looked at the man who just shook his head "nah.. Anyways, Yunho good news!"

Yunho looked at him and waited "we decided to go ahead with your song, you will be recording it soon and performing it along Winter Rose next week during Music bank" Yunho nodded happily and Jaejoong looked down "his song?..." he felt tears build up as he griped the notebook but didn't do anything, Yunho must have had a reason, so many possibilities flowed through his mind as Yunho shook him slightly "Jaejoong?"
he looked up and stared at Yunho’s almond shaped dark brown eyes, he felt himself blush but looked away, he looked sadly at him before standing up "I'll be back, I have to do some sound check, Changmin will stay with you" Jaejoong just nodded and didn't watch him leave the room, Changmin sat next to him and looked at him "hyung... what's wrong?" Jaejoong wiped his eyes casually trying to hide the fact he was crying and opened the notebook and wrote something down and handed it Changmin.

The younger read it out loud "Did Yunho tell you and his manager that i helped him write that song?" Changmin looked at him and Jaejoong looked down, he knew what he was going to say but he wanted him to get it over with "No, he didn't say you helped him, he said someone helped him but he didn't specifically said you... did you really help?" Jaejoong nodded and Changmin continued "Yunho is usually good at composing but lately he seems to be off... I knew the song was different because it had a different fell to it." Jaejoong looked up at the younger male and wrote on the paper he gave Changmin and handed it back, he read it.

"Am I getting in the way of his work?" Changmin shook his head "no, no hyung! Actually thanks to you he seems more like a human being! Before he met you all he did was work, work and work, just so he could be the best, I guess now he’s learning to use his emotions for once. But I'll tell him about your song" Jaejoong placed his hand on the younger's arm and shook his head and wrote again. Changmin once again read out loud "don't worry about it... it happened before... something my mind tried to warn me but I guess I let it happened again... I can't tell you now but once I get my voice back I will" Changmin looked at Jaejoong who had the saddest expression and it hurt Changmin to see his hyung like this.

Changmin pulled the older male into a hug "hyung don't be sad okay? please no more...I will beat some sense in Yunho okay?" he smiled and Jaejoong just looked down right when Yunho walked back in "hey.." he looked at Jaejoong who was looking down and at Changmin who had an annoyed face on, he stood up and helped Jaejoong up as well "I'm taking hyung home, he's tired and he wants to rest" they walked past him and Changmin mumbled and "screw you hyung" before leaving. Yunho stood there figuring out what just happened.
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The next day, Jaejoong went with the Changmin and Yunho back to the studio, the only reason Jaejoong tagged along was so he wouldn't stay at the apartment all day,, Changmin clearly showed off his pissed off face every time Yunho was practicing and once he was alone with him Changmin asked "Hyung, why didn't you tell us, Jaejoong helped you with the song?" Yunho looked at him "is that why your pissed off?" the younger nodded and Yunho looked down sadly "I know I should have said something but I don't know why I didn't!" Changmin crossed his arms and waited for him to continue "I'm going to tell everyone Jaejoong basically wrote the song during Music bank" Changmin sighed and shook his head.

"You know, Jaejoong hyung thinks you stole his work... he told me himself well wrote it down... he said it happened to him before…" Yunho looked at him in disbelief. “What do you mean?" Changmin sighed and placed his hand on his shoulder "hyung, maybe that's why Jaejoong hyung was in a coma, something happened in his past. and I know it had to do something with all of this..." he looked around him and Yunho frowned "I don't understand" Changmin closed his eyes as he tried to control his anger "Hyung, you are an idiot... but he did tell me he was scared to tell us his past, and that he was afraid it's happening again." he looked at the older male and sighed "I'll see you in the sound room" he walked away, leaving Yunho standing alone. "What did I do?.. I didn't mean it to go this way..."

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>Authors Note<

here's a quick little update, i'm posting from school and I'll add a picture when i get home, which is soon. uh sorry if it's short or anything but i had to post something. i'll update again later!!

ATTENTION TO ALL MY READERS I EDITED THIS CHAPTER!! I REALIZED THERE WAS ALOT OF SPELLING MISTAKE AND I ADDED THE FIRST PARAGRAPH SINCE IT WAS ON MY LAPTOP AND I FORGOT TO ADD IT IN.... OTHER THEN THAT EVERYTHING IS THE SAME!! XD