No waaaay! I am turning 28 this year and still no bf! I have always thought I'd be married by this age. I was dreaming of getting married by 28 and having kids by 30. Oh well, I guess things don't always happen as you plan it to be. Hmmph! I blame it to Mr.Dense! Kwon Jiyong, that guy who have always put me in the friendzone but always treats me like I'm someone special to him. Who say only girls  can lead on? This guy has been leading me on for a decade now! But then again, they say assuming makes an ' out of u & me' so I guess I am partly to be blamed for assuming 'us' would lead somewhere beyond friendzone. 

So as a New Year resolution, I will try my best to really find Mr.Right this year! I will hang out less and dream less of Mr.Dense because I don't want to be an old maid! 

I am not really an NBSB (no bf since birth) gal. I had my shares of dating experience and I have also experienced heartbreak... other than this long standing heartbreak with KJ (Kwon Jiyong). I have tried dating a couple of guys before like Kim Jaejoong (another KJ) I guess that initial is a bad omen for me, huh? Maybe I should try dating other guys with initials like AB or CD, anything but KJ! Ok, back to Jaejoong, he's really handsome, isn't he? He has that combination of bad boy and flower boy rolled into one muscular body *drools*. So I am obviously deprived lately, can't you tell?

Thanks to Top or maybe unlucky for Top (because he got beaten up by Bom when she found out Jae broke my heart), I met that flower badboy and we started dating. Apparently, Jae has been crushing on me since he saw me in the backstage of Inkigayo while waiting for our performance and he said I look like an angel (in a leather jacket? Really Jae?). That one is quite a smooth talker. Top introduced us after an award show we exchanged numbers and the rest is history.

My bestie Jiyong didn't like Jae, he said, "he looks like a player." Well, I say, "it takes one to know one!"

He said, "that Jae would just break your heart because he is too pretty! You would always worry about girls throwing their bodies at him." Again, he must be talking from his own experience.

I actually disagreed with him that time *bumps my head on the table* and told him, " I really think Jae is sincere because he is quite consistent in calling me and asking me out for dates."

Of course Jiyong has an answer to that, "he said it's probably because he wants to get inside your pants." I said, "Don't all guys do?" He got silenced with that comment.

I know all his dirty little secrets so he cannot play good guy to me! I know how he's been chasing of all the y idols in kpop. The nerve of this guy telling me who I can and I cannot date just because he said so! He wouldn't let me date other guys but he wouldn't also ask me on a date? What am I to do? Sit still and play dead? Slash that, it's too morbid, sit still and look pretty? Yeah, that's more like it.