Chapter Seven

Athazagoraphobia

Sitting across from him, in the apartment they shared before the accident with so many familiar things... Hearing the voice that has starred in his daydreams and nighttime hours... In this place, Jonghyun is so much more real. So much easier to picture as the man Key had been so in love with. But to look away, for even a second, would make Jonghyun a stranger all over again. A nameless face who brought him flowers every day in contrast to the sterile white nothing that was his hospital stay. A man more broken than he looked, no matter how impossible that seemed. Each time it happens, there's a moment of panic as Kibum frantically grasps at half-formed memories, trying to recall who the man across from him is. Key's willing to bet that his forced amnesia caused more damage to his mind than the accident ever did. To be forced to forget, over and over... It had to have left behind a scar.

And yet... And yet there was an undeniable force that continuously drew Key toward Jonghyun. He seemed to crave the older male's touch. As much as Jonghyun tried to respect any boundaries Key might have, the younger's hand kept entwining itself in Jonghyun's own or in his hair... A few times, the two had suddenly realized that one was in the other's lap, foreheads touching, and had disentangled themselves only to discover a few minutes later that it had happened again without either of them noticing.

They spent three days - three glorious, wonderful days - learning each other. Three days of hours-long conversations, soft touches and hesitant kisses. Three days of movies and cooking and laughter. Thee days of being head-over-heels, over-the-moon, innocently, sweetly, completely in love with each other. The first night, Jonghyun slept on the couch and woke up in the middle of the night to see Kibum on the floor of the living room, one hand gripping Jonghyun's and a peaceful smile dancing on his lips. The second night, Jonghyun shared the bed and Key woke to find himself wrapped in the other's arms. It was the best sleep Jonghyun had had in years.

The third night, Jonghyun was called back to work in an emergency, and Kibum helped him pack and made him some food for the road.

 



This is a really, really short chapter for this series, I know. But it's still hard for me to get myself back into the story right now. But for the first time since the news, I felt like writing again, and I just had to get it out. So... You guys get an update. 

Again, I'd like to thank all of you so much for staying with me, and reading my stories. It means so much to me.

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Rellamellow #1
Chapter 7: I've been a silent reader until now, but I want to let you know that it's okay to take as much time as you want and need to. No one is pressuring you into anything right now.
"It’s okay to cheer up tomorrow
No, it’s okay even by the day after tomorrow
Even if you are gloomy, gloomy for about a month
I’ll be standing here"
- Maybe Tomorrow
Remember that we're all here and, in a way, so is he. He will never be gone truly. ♡♡♡
Dibidibidisn
#2
Chapter 6: So exciting!!! Did Kibum remember Jonghyun as his old lover or as the guy who was constantly there at the hospital?!? I don't know, why would you end it at that??? You're killing me here
Dibidibidisn
#3
Chapter 5: kkkkk the story is getting more and more exciting!!! I though that he called Jonghyun first but when it turned out to be Taemin I was squealed knowing that the story won't be cliche!! Also the fact that Jae Eun went with what his uncle did just because of his crush on Key was something that shouldn't be forgiven, I'm mad. But so excited for the next chapters!! Also I'm mad at SM OMG why
Keytsune #4
Chapter 5: Omg!!! Omg!! Wait! Wait!
That doctor is disgusting! Don't they have an oath or something?! Gosh i'm so mad! The things they made Kibum AND Jjong go through!!!
But omg!!! Kibummie's coming back??? *can't contain feels*
G_emc2
#5
Chapter 5: OH MY GOD FJDJF IT'S ALL COMING BACK TO HIM!!!!
Dibidibidisn
#6
Chapter 4: Oh my someone finally wants to help Jonghyun. I'm happy to know that he still loves Kibum but it breaks my heart knowing that when they do meet, his heart will break. I wonder how everything will turn out especially for Kibum since he's the one who doesn't know anything right now
Keytsune #7
Chapter 3: I'm half happy that Key is enjoying himself... but with Jaeun so I'm like, NO. And i thought maybe i should just wait until we have Jjong before i read to keep me from a heartbreak every chap... but that's because I'm so biased. Lol. And i don't think I can keep myself from reading anyway xD
Hope things get better for you too. ♡
Dibidibidisn
#8
Chapter 3: I just don't get it? Key has been living normally not knowing he was an idol but then no one's recognizes him? Like I know Jae Eun knows but what about the strangers Key meets on the daily basis?
And you know that description of Jae Eun reminds me of Jonghyun? Could it be that Key sees Jonghyun in him?
Dibidibidisn
#9
Chapter 2: That's Kang Dae kid is making me mad
Dibidibidisn
#10
Chapter 1: First chapter and we got Key who moved on but not quite?
I'm just wondering how everything will turn out considering Key is dating someone when he's still with Jonghyun, but he doesn't know that of course.
I'll be waiting patiently for the next chapter to come!