EDITED

Hi all! I edited the month on Hyemi's diary. I realized I wrote it wrongly. LOL I didn't even realize before that I wrote the month as August instead of May. Omg why will I make such a weird mistake? Anyway it's not a big deal so yeah... Enjoy the story~

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(Three years later, at the graveyard)

I gently brush away the long weeds that were around her tombstone and wipe the little dirt off her picture. “Hyemi-ah… I missed you so much…”

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On my way home, it started to rain really heavily. I quickly ran to the nearest shelter. To my surprise, it’s that same shelter… That same street lamp… And that same scent… At that moment, it almost feels as though we’re together again…

I love you, Kim Hyemi. And I always will.

Hyemi’s diary:

11 April 2008

Rainy day

Tired as usual! However, I saw this weird, rude, yet funny man at the shelter where I went to avoid the rain. I was nice enough to offer him my tissue, but he rudely rejected it… That’s okay though, I find him quite cute! But… why am I feeling like this?

12 April 2008

Sunny day

Met Doojoon at the café today… I don’t know why but I kept thinking of that weird guy that I met yesterday… Doojoon kept telling me jokes and that really made me laugh so much… but he kept appearing in my mind! Aish, Kim Hyemi!!! You have a boyfriend! Maybe that guy is too weird that’s why I kept thinking about him right? Oh my god, I am thinking about him again! Think about Doojoon… think about Doojoon…

19 April 2008

Rainy day

It’s raining again~ Oh, I met that weird guy again!!! So… His name is Yong Junhyung… He’s so weird~ And, I saw him smile today!!! He looks really nice when he smiles! I initiated to exchange numbers after that. I hope that we can become good friends and I could make him smile more often! He doesn’t seem like a bad guy!

Short paragraph today, so tired T-T

21 April 2008

Sunny day

Junhyung asked me out today, saying that there’s a nice café he wanted to show me. I have to admit it’s really nice. I love the caramel frappe! Junhyung is really nice too since he insisted to pay for my drink. Well, we talked a lot and I get to know that he’s the same age as Doojoon! But I don’t get it… why is my heart beating so fast when he smiles…?

27 April 2008

Rainy day

Today is indeed a funny day with a funny man. Junhyung wanted to bring me to a park but it started raining so heavily that we end up having ice cream on an ice cream parlor. The ice cream tasted extremely cold on a rainy day, but it’s still good~ Junhyung sure knows where all the good food is!!!

1 May 2008

Rainy day

Coincidentally, I ran into Junhyung again on the same shelter. I guess our bad habit of not bringing umbrella should change already! Anyway, we end up having dinner together at a famous restaurant, his treat!

But… why am I feeling like this… this feeling… the same feeling I felt for Doojoon when I first saw him… Am I falling in love with Junhyung? Kim Hyemi, you babo! You can’t fall in love with someone else! You have Doojoon, remember? He’s been there for five years! But heart, why aren’t you listening?

5 May 2008

Windy day

I went to town with Junhyung today. I was happy, really really happy. With Junhyung, I seemed to forget all my worries, unhappiness, everything… even Doojoon. I shouldn’t… I can’t feel like this anymore… Doojoon... I used to fill his name on every page of my diary… but now….. What happened…? I am sorry Doojoon… I really am…

I should talk to Junhyung next time; I should let him know I have a boyfriend. We shouldn’t hang out so often anymore.

8 May 2008

Windy day

How stupid. How stupid are you, Kim Hyemi, to fall in love with someone else… betraying your boyfriend for 5 years! When Junhyung confessed, I felt happy and sad at the same time… Happy that I know he loves me… Sad that… I realized I have fallen in love with him too… When he kissed me, I wanted to kiss him back so much, but I can’t… Doojoon is really nice to me… But I can’t bring myself to pull away either… My heart ached, knowing that Junhyung and I… aren’t possible…

I can’t do that to Doojoon…

I can’t…

Sorry… I am sorry…

12 May 2008

Rainy day

It’s raining…… Junhyung had been trying to contact me every single day… But I avoided him, hoping that my feelings for him will fade eventually… But that just makes me miss him more! Doojoon had been asking me what’s wrong lately. How could I tell him? How could I tell my boyfriend that I fall in love with someone else? How could I tell my boyfriend that I kissed someone else? How could I hurt my boyfriend that had been there for me for 5 years? I feel like a … How could I fall in love with someone else so easily?

Love… is such a complicated thing…

15 May 2008

Rainy day

Everytime it rains, it just made me miss you more…

Junhyung… please stop contacting me… please…

22 May 2008

Sunny day

Doojoon… proposed to me today. I said yes… knowing I couldn’t hurt him. He brought me to the beach where Junhyung confessed to me… My heart ached so much when I agreed to Doojoon’s proposal… Haha… how funny is this? I fall in love with someone else within a month, now I am getting married to my boyfriend for five years who I don’t love anymore, and the place he chose to proposed is actually the place where the person I love confessed and the place where we kissed? The place where I cheat on him? Haha…… I think I am going mad… Maybe… after the marriage, I will fall in love with my boyfriend again… I hope I can.

I should contact Junhyung and meet him for the last time tomorrow, telling him the news… I wonder how he will react…

It will be difficult… I have to put on my happy self to him and let him know I am happy to be married to Doojoon… I can’t let him know that I love him… it will just hurt him more…

Sorry Junhyung… But I guess this is goodbye…