It’s been so long. I’m sorry. The last letter I sent, I wrote about spiraling into insanity, right? Well, my friend, insanity has not treated me so kindly. I’ve been swamped with school stuff. Jungkook had a relapse and started spending his nights out on the town doing god knows what. I’m having a hard time keeping track of everyone. It’s only been a month since I last wrote, but it feels like Bangtan is falling apart. Yoongi—or Suga, I guess—is collaborating with artists and releasing teaser tracks for some future project. I would ask about said project, you know, if I actually saw him more than once a week. He’s off at studios most the time, only home to sleep and shower and stuff. And then there’re Hoseok, who dances so much it makes me sore. He’s always gone. He made some friends who will also be at that dance camp during spring. Good for him, but how shameful of him to abandon me.

Jimin and E are busy preparing for the wedding. They’re working so hard, it’s becoming stressful for them. They want to pull it off in time.

Taehyung has nowhere else to go, so I get plenty of that. He’s worried about you and Jungkook, and I don’t really know how to comfort him, because every time Jungkook starts crying, Taehyung goes and plays with the dog. Ignore the smudges of ink on the paper. I hope you’ll be able to read it clearly. I feel like I’m being so negative. I was a fool for thinking everything could go back to the way it was. It seemed like it would all be fin