Is my choice right or wrong?..

I sighed, pondering at my choice for leaving america, leaving my mother and my little brother, Yoohwan..


I choose to back to Seoul all by myself with the promise from a company which I audiotioned and got accepted into..


They said that I will put into a group and will debuted after recieve some training..


But, can I really hold into their promise.. Even if I really debuted, will I be succeed?..


All I want to is make my mother and my little brother happy.. Give them a better life.. Be a great hyung who he can depend on..


Since our parents divorced, life haven't been the same.. Everything seems to always fall into wrong direction.. We never felt happy as we used to be again..


I can still remember how My mom always home late looking so tired because she must still taking care the two of us.. Until oneday she breaking down.. She giving up me and my brother and send us to our father.. How Yoohwan keep crying all the night..


I trailed my focus on my wirst that have a silver chain barcelet circled on it.. This barcelet is given by my little brother, right before I entered this plane.. I really love my little brother, and that gift from him really touched my heart.. I promise I'll never take it off from my body..


Without my notice, my tears fall down from my eyes.. I felt really sad and lonely.. After my parents divorced I change into different person.. I become more sensitive and easy to get angry or sad.. I'm not my bubbly self anymore.. I even dropped out from mys school..


It's just been 5 hours from the last time I met my brother.. But I can't help to be already missed him..


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Finally the place landed on Seoul city's airport.. I get my bag and walk outside.. I took a taxi and went to the place i'll be staying from now on.. My family in Korea had arranged it for me..


45 minutes later I finally arrived at the small house, but enough for one person to live at..


I then unpack my belonging, making sure it's neat enough before head to take a shower..


After I take a shower, I lay myself on the single bed which located in a small room.. I asume that is my new bedroom..


I just lay there absorbing the very quiet environment..


It's make me feel more lonely and sad..


Tears comeback fall from my eyes uncontrolably.. And bring me to sleep..


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'Is this the company I got accepted into?' I asked to myself.. Amazed of how big it is..


After I talk to the female staff on the front desk, she directed me to go to an office room..


I went to the office..


"Hello sir.." I bowed and he just gestured for me to sit down..


"You're name?"


"Park Yoochun sir"


He then start to search through some pile of files..


"So, you're the one who got accepted from America.." he verifying my identity..


I just nodded my head..


"okay then.." he call someone through the intercom..


Not long after a man at an early thirty entered the room..


"This the American boy.. " the man who is talk to me before said.. The other just nodded as response..


"follow me.." the man said to me..

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a/n : Sorry for taking so long and yet the chapter so short.. T.T.. But after this the 5 of them will finally meet^^..