My heart is yours

That infuriating chunk of muscle
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It had been a week since Seungcheol’s confession. Soonyoung was still too shocked about knowing the basketball player’s feelings for him whilst the latter seemed to have simply forgotten about it.

He still acted his normal self in class, with his teammates, and with their friends. But to Soonyoung? He clearly changed.

Seungcheol hadn’t bothered him like he used to everyday. He hadn’t dropped into their dance studio with drinks or sweets like he used to. He hadn’t even smiled at Soonyoung like he used to. They still talked, normal teenage conversations like homeworks and college, but it was different. Coldy different.

It honestly irked Soonyoung how emotionally, mentally, and physically it has affected him. He shouldn’t care about Seungcheol ignoring him but he cares. He seriously and deeply cares. But more frustratingly, he couldn’t do anything about their situation. Or rather, he didn’t know what to do.

Their friends have surely noticed the change in their interactions too but thankfully refrained from asking them about it.

As days passed and things seemed to be on a standstill, he then decided to put Seungcheol’s confession and cold treatment at the back of his mind, burying it deep into his subconscious. He then concentrated all of his energy to their practice. He trained hard, almost forcing to overexert himself. It was his last competition in his high school career after all; he wanted it to be flawless, perfect.

He’d perform with all of his heart and celebrate no matter the outcome. His final stage would be his swan song. He’d give it his all to perform the performance of his lifetime.

With or without Seungcheol by his side, he’d perform with his heart on his sleeve and won’t ever regret it.

 

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Soonyoung stared at his reflection. He was in their dressing room, alone. s were outside, watching the other contestants perform, leaving Soonyoung to his own devices. He was desperately trying to calm down his nerves but his attempts were all futile. He closed his eyes again and tried to count backwards.

“Knock knock.” He then heard Jihoon’s voice. He opened his eyes and saw through the mirror his best friend. He was standing by door, smiling at Soonyoung. The dancer instantly returned it.

“Hey,” he said, waving over Jihoon. The small lad walked towards him and pushed a bouquet of sunflowers onto his face. Soonyoung scrunched up his face. “Shouldn’t you give this to me after we perform?” he asked but still took the bouquet in his hands, a smile playing on his lips.

He stared at the bright yellow flowers, his nerves somehow calming. “Thanks,” he said, smiling at his best friend gratefully. “It’s not from me,” Jihoon replied with a huff. Soonyoung raised an eyebrow. “Then from whom?” he asked. Jihoon stared at him, unamused. The dancer just furrowed his brows and frowned.

“We knew, you know,” Jihoon told him, suddenly serious. He leaned on the dresser, crossed his arms over his chest, and stared meaningfully at Soonyoung. “We knew Cheol has feelings for you-” Soonyoung’s brows shot up in surprise “-and that he has finally confessed to you.”

Soonyoung suddenly looked down, unable to meet his best friend’s gaze. “Did he tell you?” he timidly asked. Jihoon scoffed. “He didn’t. It was just plain as day how much he adores you,” he said, rolling his eyes. The dancer stared at him, bewildered. “It was?” he dumbly asked. This was the first time he’d heard of it. His best friend nodded his head. “Everyone knew,” he replied but then frowned. He stared at Soonyoung, brows knitted. “Everyone knew except for you so it seems.”

Soonyoung started to caress the flower petals, his thoughts in a daze. “I-I just… You know…” He tried to explain or whatever it was he was trying to do. He honestly didn’t know.

He groaned out in frustration. “I just wasn’t expecting it,” he admitted.

Jihoon squeezed his shoulder and gave him a reassuring smile. “Things will be alright,” he told him. Soonyoung nodded his head, smiling slightly. “I hope so,” the dancer replied. “I honestly hope so.”

 

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ExodusElDorado
#1
Chapter 8: I was SHOOK when I saw you tossed out all these feeling chapters at me and to be honest I was going to make a comment when I'd finished reading them all but.... CHOI SEUNGCHEOL KISSED SOONYOUNG'S FOREHEAD!
SpillTheUnicornBlood
#2
Chapter 11: I haven't even recovered with that confession chapter and then suddenly it's the ending?! /grabs my hair and screams
ths is so sweet and wonderful and fluffy that it makes my heart flutter and grin so widely. gahd, i'm a er for fluff fics and this is a great story of the genre.
YOU DIDN'T GIVE THEM A PROPER KISS THO ASLDKJAFGJFSDGKLH nah, it's fine. i'm still happy with how it ended <3
thank you so much for this fic. it's so difficult to find stories for this pairing, and a great one at that. i hope you will write another Sooncheol in the future <3 <3 <3
SpillTheUnicornBlood
#3
Chapter 10: WAIT UP IT'S IN THE DEAD OF THE NIGHT AND I'M ON THE ROAD I WAS JUST CASUALLY BROWSING THE UPDATE BUT WHAT IS THIS?! I'LL COME BACK ONCE I'M HOME OR I'LL GET KILLED HERE BRB
SpillTheUnicornBlood
#4
Chapter 8: "Feeling a little brave, he lightly kissed Soonyoung on the forehead." MYGAHD Y U MAKE ME SCREAM AND WRIGGLE LIKE A WORM AT 4 AM?! This fic is even softer when read in the early hours. I'm crying ㅠㅠ these small things that Soknyoung notices, they make me cri I cannot OTL thank you for this update! ♡
Simple-J #5
Chapter 8: I need all this soft stuff tbh. Thanks!
SpillTheUnicornBlood
#6
Chapter 7: I can imagine Cheol hugging Soon and BOII THIS LIKE A SCENE IN A TAYLOR SWIFT MV lol I can relate to Cheol when you can't believe something and you just space out like that...AND THE FIRST PERSON YOU WANT TO HUG IS THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE ASDFGHJKL Is it okay to hope for a kiss next time? <3
ExodusElDorado
#7
Chapter 7: GIIIIRRRRLLL okay this chapter... hollup... lemme get the tissues. *grabs them and tries not to sob*
We readers out here finally getting some physical touching of the two like there is no tomorrow! ugh Seungcheol... boi just confess! I already know dang well you weren't upset about that basketball game being a close call, nah you were upset because Soonyoung wasn't around you... mhmhm... I predict that Seungcheol didn't like that distance.... unless... unless Soonyoung was cheering waaaayyy to loud and Seungcheol heard him and was like "Yes. My number one fan!" ahahah oh man I seriously love your updates! this one made me feel as though I were watching a drama straight up and finally getting to hand holding at episode 17 (pfft) Girl imma cry now. :'D bless!
SpillTheUnicornBlood
#8
Chapter 6: I'M SO SOFT RN YOU CAN CUT ME UP AND PUT ME IN YOUR MISO SOUP u.u cuddles are the most wonderful things on Earth <3
ExodusElDorado
#9
Chapter 6: Okay listen... this chapter be hitting me in some feels... 1) Soonyoung over here lookin at those defined fluffy lashes and not that body ;D kekeke
2) I bet you Seungcheol was the one that crept up on Soonyoung for a cuddle since it's obvious the 'cHuNk of muscle' is secretly crushing on Soonyoung!
3) Hide that smirk Seungcheol hide it! you can't deny your love for the Hosh though hahaha!
I love it so much thank you!
ExodusElDorado
#10
Chapter 5: boi if they don't end up together imma smack that choi freaking seungcheol for not confessing in the last chapter ahahaha!