Seoul University has always been a favorite place for Jaejoong. Everything is here, in his beloved campus. His Campus which is full of people who are incredible smart, amazing extraordinary professors, incredible natural scenery filled with beautiful shady trees plus a beautiful lake in some place, and also his memories of THAT MAN.

Jaejoong dragged his feet along the lake .. The lake has a soothing sight. Adjacent to the University Hall and surrounded by shady trees make the lake a place very suitable for reassuring those who are troubled. However, for some reason all of a sudden today he became melancholy just by looking at the sight. Hhh .. stupid brain .. That's the thing that pops in his mind. He thought it was all because of his "functioning properly hormones" Yap .. Why do he has to act based on emotions and feelings and not based on logic? Why he should be more labile in his mind and emotionally? Why he should be so forgiving to the person whom he loved? Why .. why .. and the other why keep popping up in his head ..

Jaejoong looked back at his Blackberry in his hand. Looking at some pictures, although slightly, there is a photo with him, with THAT MAN. The One which he regards as his best friend, brother, his protector, and also occupies a special place as the person he loved most .. No, he did not want to use the word desire. The word is too vulgar, too associated with passion or lust. No. .. no, he would rather use the word love because it is sweeter, softer and has a much deeper meaning, like his feelings to that man.

Yes .. Today is exactly two years since Yunho disappeared without giving any news. And Jae felt very miserable. He did not want to admit it to the other people. He could only nag in front his friends, complaining why Yunho, as his "friend" never called him again. In the fact, the meaning of Jae's complaints much deeper than that. Jae missed him, loved him, like Jae needs air in his daily life. Jae believes that if he did not breathe for some air in a long time, then he will die slowly. And now, he's being off slowly, but sure ..

Instead of being a lonely guy or a gloomy one, he obviously has a lot of friends. He can easy socializing, and he's known as a social butterfly. Making friends is not a difficult thing for him. Only in a matter of minutes, he could soon become familiar with someone, as he had known that person for a long time. As a result, many girls and boys feel so happy to be his friend and eventually love her. But, somehow, deep inside his heart, Jae realizes he will never be able to love others as he loves Yunho. Yunho has a very special place in his heart. He and Yunho have been through many difficult things together, even in the beginning, Jae felt quite difficult to be friends with Yunho ..

Reminiscing this memory, Jae let out a small smile. His eyes looked far ahead, toward his faculty building is behind the lake. Jae's thoughts drifted back toward that days .. that wonderful days with Yunho...