Discernment
ReplacedIt was a cloudy day, It would be perfect for a walk and just enjoying the day and just admire how wonderful the world is for once. Not for Chanwoo and the rest of the Ikon members though. Chanwoo keeps on running to who knows where, with his palms covered in blood and face wet, full of tears. He questioned on why he is running in the first place, but ends up telling himself that it is the right thing to do. He could only take so much, after all.
He keeps on running and running until his legs gave up on him. They just stopped moving and he ends up just curling up into a ball and cried sobbed himself, hugging his knees. After he did that he noticed that his left leg was hurting so much. He took a look at it and then concluded that while jumping out of the window he also injured his left leg causing it to be ripped open. He continued to moan a bit from the pain and stopped as he realized that maybe he deserves all of this.
He has no idea where he was, and he has no intention to know either. He just wants to disappear, leaving all the problems he is in right now. He calmed down to think about what in the world just happened but the images of Hanbin trying to attack him and Bobby telling him to leave keeps on playing in his head, as if the universe is trying to tell him he’s guilty of it. Maybe he is, he thought. Nothing good ever comes whatever the decision he made. Maybe this was all his fault. Yeah, that sounded right.
“Are you okay, young man?”
Chanwoo looked up to see who was asking the question. It was a middle-aged man, Chanwoo thought. He stopped lying down and got up.
“I-I’m okay”
“Your left leg is injured, you left bloodstains everywhere”
“S-Sorry”
“Don’t apologize! You need to get help. Do you want me to call for help?”
“NO! P-Please, just leave me alone”
“I’m sorry but I couldn’t just simply leave you like this”
“Just, s-stay away!!”
Chanwoo shouted as he ran away from the man. He ran as fast as he can, even when he knows he is limping from the pain of his left leg. He just hopes the man would stop following him.
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“We’ll never find him if there is no clue whatsoever on where he is!” Junhoe complained after 30 minutes on their search. “Yah, with that optimism of yours we’ll never going to find him, you idiot!” Jinhwan scolded the younger. “Then where are we going next huh? We basically searched every place that we know” he replied.
“I don’t know just keep looking”
The bickering keeps on continuing in the car with Hanbin looking straight into the road not even speaking a word ever since the hunting started. “Wouldn’t the most obvious place he would be is in Moonbin’s place?” Yunhyeong asked suddenly. “That would make sense, but none of us know where he lives” Donghyuk replied. Hanbin then told the manager, who was driving the van, to stop right at the corner, surprising the others.
“You’re not planning to stop the search, are you?” Donghyuk asked him. Hanbin took a deep breath and got ready to think of the words he was gonna say.
“I have Moonbin’s number.”
The rest of the members turn to look each other and looked at the leader again. “Well? Call him!” They all said almost in unison. “If I call him and Chanwoo’s actually with him, he might actually lie to us.” Hanbin stated clearly with the rest of them humming in understandment
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