Discernment

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It was a cloudy day, It would be perfect for a walk and just enjoying the day and just admire how wonderful the world is for once. Not for Chanwoo and the rest of the Ikon members though. Chanwoo keeps on running to who knows where, with his palms covered in blood and face wet, full of tears. He questioned on why he is running in the first place, but ends up telling himself that it is the right thing to do. He could only take so much, after all.

He keeps on running and running until his legs gave up on him. They just stopped moving and he ends up just curling up into a ball and cried sobbed himself, hugging his knees. After he did that he noticed that his left leg was hurting so much. He took a look at it and then concluded that while jumping out of the window he also injured his left leg causing it to be ripped open. He continued to moan a bit from the pain and stopped as he realized that maybe he deserves all of this.

He has no idea where he was, and he has no intention to know either. He just wants to disappear, leaving all the problems he is in right now. He calmed down to think about what in the world just happened but the images of Hanbin trying to attack him and Bobby telling him to leave keeps on playing in his head, as if the universe is trying to tell him he’s guilty of it. Maybe he is, he thought. Nothing good ever comes whatever the decision he made. Maybe this was all his fault. Yeah, that sounded right.

“Are you okay, young man?”

Chanwoo looked up to see who was asking the question. It was a middle-aged man, Chanwoo thought. He stopped lying down and got up.

“I-I’m okay”

“Your left leg is injured, you left bloodstains everywhere”

“S-Sorry”

“Don’t apologize! You need to get help. Do you want me to call for help?”

“NO! P-Please, just leave me alone”

“I’m sorry but I couldn’t just simply leave you like this”

“Just, s-stay away!!”

Chanwoo shouted as he ran away from the man. He ran as fast as he can, even when he knows he is limping from the pain of his left leg. He just hopes the man would stop following him.

 

 

 

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“We’ll never find him if there is no clue whatsoever on where he is!” Junhoe complained after 30 minutes on their search. “Yah, with that optimism of yours we’ll never going to find him, you idiot!” Jinhwan scolded the younger. “Then where are we going next huh? We basically searched every place that we know” he replied.

“I don’t know just keep looking”

The bickering keeps on continuing in the car with Hanbin looking straight into the road not even speaking a word ever since the hunting started. “Wouldn’t the most obvious place he would be is in Moonbin’s place?” Yunhyeong asked suddenly. “That would make sense, but none of us know where he lives” Donghyuk replied. Hanbin then told the manager, who was driving the van, to stop right at the corner, surprising the others.

“You’re not planning to stop the search, are you?” Donghyuk asked him. Hanbin took a deep breath and got ready to think of the words he was gonna say.

“I have Moonbin’s number.”

The rest of the members turn to look each other and looked at the leader again. “Well? Call him!” They all said almost in unison. “If I call him and Chanwoo’s actually with him, he might actually lie to us.” Hanbin stated clearly with the rest of them humming in understandment

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chanwoobin
#1
Chapter 19: I am waiting for Hanbin's letter.?
mollyaussie #2
Chapter 19: I think im addicted to this story now.
azure_bliss
#3
Chapter 19: Oh wow I am sooo late, but as usual, I'm hella excited for your update!
First of all, I absolutely love love love how Hanbin keeps on pushing to make things better between them and their maknae. I know that he's doing his job as the leader but a huge part of me also believes that Hanbin is doing it because his love for Chanwoo goes beyond the leader-maknae dynamics (not saying it's romantic, but more like I-can't-live-without-you-not-being-part-of-iKON kind of way). Everyone wants him back, but Hanbin goes one step above the rest, even if it means to be reckless in the process. I also like that there's still hope for Chanwoo's forgiveness, and he's willing to see his hyung now. They're baby steps for iKON, but reconciliation is sure to follow soon.

Chanwoo's real hyung tho.
Like what?
Who gave him the right?
Last time I check, Chanwoo's iKON hyungs are more hyung-like to the maknae than he is.
(in this story ofc)

And finally, whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat?!
Hanbin's letter is at the end??!! *dies of heartbreak* xD

P/S: You take as much time you need away, authornim. I want to see this story get completed more than anything, but I also want you to being do so happily :)) So, hwaiting!!!
AJP0910 #4
Chapter 19: Authornim,, can you make a fanfic about Chanwoo going to guam(youtube vlog). It can be a continuation of this chapter, like chanwoo need self healing or need a time to be alone together with his friendd, not Moonbin tho. Like Sungjae or Minho or something. Hahahaha. Kudoss author.
sweetch3rry
#5
Chapter 19: His brother is such a jerk.
Chanwoo must be stressed on what to decide.
At least he has Moonbin to talk to. I look foward to seeing Moonbin again next chapter.
Take your time to write. I know how it feels to not update.
Cuneng #6
Chapter 19: Chanu please listen to hanbin :(
chanwooro #7
Chapter 19: OMG ;;-;;;; i hate the brother’s character in this so much ughhhh why’s he such a jerk ? i cant even predict how this would end after what hanbin said to chanwoo jsjsjjs. Looking forward for the next one!! ??
risaisicha #8
Chapter 19: Huhu chanbin :(
Crazyness
#9
Chapter 19: I hate chanwoo brother in this story so muchhhhhh! I don't know what will happen now... I can't predict where the story line is going to go now... Authornim, thank you for updating and hwaiting and merry Christmas and Happy New year and may you have a bless for next year. This are the words that I want to say to you if you didn't update within that days.
azure_bliss
#10
Chapter 18: I'm baaaaaack (finals just ended I'm freeee)
For me, it makes sense for Dongdong to initiate the letters, cause he just feels so helpless, and as the angel that he is, he'd like to have his maknae back more than people give him credit for, if that makes sense, idk, it makes sense in my head aha. I guess seeing Hanbin in that 'he-doesn't-want-to-see-me-anymore' really shocked him huh. Tho, his letter is shorter compared to others (which Imma totally fine cause it's still longer than anything I write these days (0 words btw) but please please have Hanbin write a long one cause I'm a chanbin trash lmao), I'm still touched :(( What got me most was probably the announcement of the official iKON lineup. Like I totally had that scenario in my head, how Chanwoo would feel so bad because he was the sixth member to get announced and what's gonna happen to Donghyuk and BOOM, you made it sorta canon lol. Gotta admit, I absolutely adore Chanwoo with his older hyungs (especially *coughs* Hanbin *coughs*) but between the maknae line, I prefer Chanwoo's dynamic with DK (I love June too but my obsession is more towards the awkwardness in JunBob lmao) and I must say, again, tho this is a fanfic, you've captured their relationship so beautifully, so kudos to you! Oh yeah another thing, I noticed that in DK's letter, he explains how his hyungs are always trying to calm him down? How they don't want him to be burdened by this Chanwoo situation? Oh my ot7 heart is burning, the hyungs are trying their best to protect the remaining maknae line cause Chanwoo may be their official maknae, but the other two are seen as babies too? Idk that's just my thoughts and oh wow look at me rambling.

Can't wait for the next chapter, enough with the tears! (ExceptforHanbin'sletterlmao) Let the rainbow and sunshine begin!
Hwaiting!