Journal Entry No.81

March 8, 2011

Heol.

How should I do this?

There’s this guy I like…

My brothe  Okay. I’ve never admitted it to anyone but I like Jung Hoseok. (｡♥‿♥｡)

I never knew when it started. It just happened one day and I realized that I, Kim Jisoo, sister of Kim Seokjin is in love with the boy nicknamed Hobi. I shouldn’t write this on my journal, but I’m anxious about confessing to him.

(☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞ Yes. You read that right. I’m confessing to him.

FIGHTING CHICHU! ᕙ(⇀‸↼‶)ᕗ

I was supposed to do it on his birthday but I chickened out and my brother’s friends will surely tease me about it. Sometimes I hate how my brother treats me like I’m still a kid. I’m already 17 years old and I’m mature enough to know all the things that an adult would know. Like the fact that it’ll take time for guys to fall in love than girls would. So that’s what I’m doing right now. Because I know that I’m a smart and cool girl, I would have to confess first so that Hobi Oppa will realize that he has to learn to be an adult to match my level.

Last night, I bought a cute bearbrick doll that I know Hobi Oppa would like. ∩(︶▽︶)∩ I’m sure he’d appreciate it because he’s always so optimistic and cute. Even though I bought it at a cheap price, I know he’d still accept it.

I don’t want to think that I’ll get rejected today but I also have to think about the consequences.

If I don’t get rejected then I’ll be the happiest girl in the world and I’ll promise to be the best girlfriend he’ll ever have.

But if I do get rejected…then…(╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

Heol.

What should I do?

(≧Д≦) (✖╭╮✖)

Good luck to self.

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To be continued...

a/n

These days I'm getting more AND MORE addicted to Hobi.

I don't know why...maybe because of this fanfic. 

Why am I doing this again?

Ah, right, cause my day job is stressful. Hahaha. Goodnight guys! ~ (◡‿◡✿)