Dahyun pov

Let’s break up

 Sentence that I hope never come in my relationship but I said that to her 3 month ago. I’m the one who love her first. Only God know how much I tried to encourage her. Maybe she said yes just because she didn’t want to be alone or she felt bed to refuse me. well we never know what the other felt.

You know what make me hurt more? i can’t run away from her. in fact, I have to meet her everyday, make my heart more sting.  How I must be professional infront of public, how she tease me in front of our fans, make me more hurt. luckily,  our schedule is really package now, so I don’t have times to think about this.

Flashback:

I have been in relationship with Sana unnie for 2 month. I really happy when she said yes. But she is change since around a month ago. She is busy with her phone, when I asked her about this, she always nothing happened. She never spend her times with me anymore, and  I have caught her lie to me for 2 times. 

“unnie, let’s date”, I asked her out.

“I’m sorry dubu. I have practice dance schedule”, she answer

Like today, she lie again

“it’s okay unnie”, I give her reassure smile.

She left me alone at dorm, I decided to stalk her. I wear my disguise so she will not notice me.

Someone pick her up, so I take taxi for follow her. they stop on café, she with man hand to hand enter to café. I enter to the same café and I sat away from them. 

It’s almost 2 hours since I’m here. They talked, Sana unnie seems really happy. I never she laugh like that since long times ago. it’s really hurt me that I’m not the one make her laugh.

Finally they go out from this café , I take taxi again to follow her. And  their destination are high end apartment in gangam, I stop following them and back to dorm.

I don’t know what will they do there, and I don’t need to know about this.

I wait her come back to dorm.it’s 3 a.m now, when I heard dorm door opened.

“dahyun why you still not sleep?”, she asked me.

“I want to talk with you”

“can we talk tomorrow? I’m really tired”

“just short times, I promise”

‘after this I will never bother you anymore’

“okay what is this?”, she look at me annoyingly

“let’s end this unnie”

“huh?”

“let’s break up”

“why?”

“I’m tired, it never work on us”

She just stands in front of me speechless

I give my last best smile to her,“I hope you happy unnie. I hope you happy without me. and I hope he treat you better than me. good night”

I go to my rooms, leave her alone

Lately during TT promotion, I don’t know why but she always targeting me. she always come near me, hug me like nothing happened. Well I just play along with her. I will put my smile mask when she hug me, kiss me. even on one of our fansign event she said I’m hers to Momo unnie. I don’t know what her intension to do that, but I don’t care. I try not to care about this

But on backstage, we never interact with each other. We just talk about work nothing more. The others know about this, they don’t know what happened with us. I