Gikwang's Pov

Her hands clutched even tighter around my wrists, making me wince in pain. She non-hesitantly walked up to the desk manager and demanded. Not even the cute demand action. But she DEMANDED for a room. The desk manager lady looked at us in a weird yet offended matter. But other than that, she tossed the key into Jaehwa's hands and she happily skipped towards the elevator.

 "Yah, Jung Jaehwa,dangsin-eun mueos-eulhaneunji alji? (do you know what you are doing?!) " I asked her in a timid tone

She did nothing but gave me a small peck on my lips and entered the elevator, STILL with her hand locked around my wrist. I didn't know what to feel, say or do. Was Jaehwa thinking straight? Is this really her plan on spending the last day we have together? ARE WE EVEN LEGAL?! These questions spurred in my head as I watched the elevetor taking us 1 floor higher than the other. After a few minutes, it finally came to a stop...16 floor. ... If I were to run away now, I would have to go 16 floors down. As much as I wanted to escape, I couldn't just abandoned this girl I loved on the last day we spend with each other...No! I wasn't that type of guy to do thatl regardless on what she does to me. She walked out and towards the last room through the hallways and turned left, leading to a door that engraved the numbers 1601. I kept that number in mind, just incase...but wait, what for? I gulped as Jaehwa twisted the doorknob open. Inside was ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL! It had a great view of everything. As far as I know Jaehwa was truly a great spende-

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It happened just like that. 

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My clothes were immediately off my body. The zippers of my jeans pulled down and off. The light seemed too dim for me and the bed softened its texture against my cold back. I was laying there, just looking and waiting.....waiting for what?

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I felt soft fingertips grasp my neck and legs that wrapped around my waist. I held this figure closer, leaving no spaces between us. I felt its breath on my neck slowly pressing down as if it were lips. In fact, they were. Each moment it and grabbed a hold of my short black hair. I couldn't help but let out a small moan as I grabbed this figure's waist and hesitantly took off bits of clothing that I felt on the tips of my fingers. I wrapped my left hand around its neck. Immediately I could tell this figure...this small petite figure was Jaehwa. 

"Gikwang~ Mmm" her muffled moans began to leave me agressively wanting more

My teeth clenched onto the straps of her bra and slowly placing my head down to rip off the article of clothing. It was really too bad that I couldn't see. I would've- YAH! LEE GIKWANG WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! SNAP OUT OF IT! My eyes widened and I took my hands off Jaehwa and breathed heavily. What the hell was I doing?! I turned my body around and tried to calm down by shaking my hair. 

"Gikwang ah~ why did you stop?" Jaehwa asked from behind 

"Yah, Jung Jaehwa, don't you think its a bit too early to be doing this?" I told her.

It took quite awhile for her to speak and I could hear her mumbling something. 

"I thought we could trust each other and that we were ready to do this. I REALLY thought it was the best time since you were leaving and everything- Don't you love me enough to do this?"

"I DO LOVE YOU! What are you saying?! But I felt-" I spun around and yelled at her

"THEN WHY WONT YOU DO IT WITH ME?!" she screamed back

"CAN'T WE JUST BE IN A RELATIONSHIP WITHOUT DOING ?!" I screeched "YOU KNOW ITS POSSIBLE RIGHT?!"

I could sense that she was really upset by what I just said. I mean, 2 people can have a nice relationship without right? It's normal not to have , and its also normal to have some. But I know I really love Jaehwa, much to the extent where I would kill myself if it meant to keep her alive. I had no idea I concluded the offer, I just...probably didn't feel ready....

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aigo, short update It's 12:32 AM
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I didn't really put much effort into this chapter, it was sloppy and un-edited
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