It wasn't meant to be..

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Ever wanted to feel important, wanted and loved by others? So much that you become well known and gain both the money and glory? We'll I've always been wanting that all my life. I wanted to at least...experience a relationship, have , get into fights, maybe even more. Yet I'm stuck here...alone, ugly and totally worthless to mankind and society. Been called names and a bunch of other . What is there to experience especially with a head like me? I want a tutor or at least someone who can help me improve my life. Hi, I am Lee Gikwang, 20 years old, living life in a cycle until I die...How do I change? Then I met him. He changed my life in a just a matter of time. I have no idea what I'm feeling about this. He's got everything I've been wanting achieving... Those blood shot eyes just seem to be.... able to reach in and tell me everything...Everything...is he my everything?

main image credit to owner (not me)
background image credit; whenmylifeisaparty
Story written originally by Xen Chang

Foreword

Junhyung hovers his body over Gikwang's making sure his dongsaeng's eyes were laid only on him. He smirked and gently touched Gikwang's soft face with the back of his hand, slowly placing his thumb on his chin. He tilted his chin upwards and felt the soft breaths out of Giwang's soft plump lips. Gikwang quivered as he felt Junhyung's cold tender fingertips touch him. Gikwang squinted his eyes shut. He knew he couldn't just give in just yet. This man that stood before can't possibly seem to know his true feelings. Gikwang took Junhyung by his shoulders and pushed him back. He was on the verge of tears, and a total meltdown. He stared at this boy that he ever so much loved, he just knew that it wasn't meant to be. A sharp shooting pain spread across his chest and a vast amount of trickled water streamed down his face. The agonizing burn pained him, weightloads of stares searched his body from head to toe. Slowly, his knees betrayed him and sank harshly against the floor and clenching with a tight fist. The aged male looked with sadden expressions. Took minimal steps onward and the soft hairs on the crying boy's head. This was the same boy, that wanted to become a man. The same boy, that wanted to get laid, have girls and wanted to fight. This shattered boy was the same boy, ever since they first met. This same boy that captured his heart...Junhyung took his hand and tilted Gikwang's chin up to his level once more. The tears formed and fell heavily down his cheeks. Gikwang gravely continued as he saw his partners face. He leaned forward seemingly closing the space between them. But a harsh wind came and silenced the two. It became a sudden wall between them. 

 
'Just go...' a slight but breathless speech spoke out
 
A confused and bit altered Junhyung sat there. He swallowed a gulp of worry down his throat. Feelings like this were so dry, so tasteless and ever so bitter. The sadden dongsaeng intwined his fingers with his own but slid them carefully off his face and onto his lap. 
 
Junhyung slowly get up and onto his feet but feeling the burden in his heart slowly descending him. It felt like his heart was ripped right out of his chest. Not using anything to ease this kind of pain at all. His fists hit the ground first, then a small tear escaped, running down his face. 
 
Was I too late?

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Die-chan
#1
please update soon i like the story please update !!T_T
Gohannah4444
#2
Can't understand at all....iut welcome to Junkwang kingdom!
spikecollar600 #3
Awesome story! poor poor kiki being treated like dirt,Jun needs to save him,well try since he already scared him and looks like kiki holds grudges againts his tormenters,haha jun has a long road ahead of him.cant wait to see what happens update soon!
Junkwang Forever!woo!
AshXIII #4
Vampire fic? Or something along those lines?

Too short for me to tell you much. Gikwang got bullied? (blinks and gives a creepy smile) Just give me the names and it'll all be taken care off.