You: *sigh*

Your let your thoughts wander as you gaze at the beautiful figure who you've been looking at for 2 years. How can someone look so dazzling from the back? It doesn't make sense. You're glad you're a few seats behind him, at least he won't notice you drooling. You have the biggest crush on Kwangmin who takes the same bus as you do but apparently does not even know of your existence. Yes, you have never exchanged one single sentence except for that one time when you boarded the bus, and that was 2 years ago. So for 2 years you have been sitting a few seats behind him and look at his gorgeous back. For 2, whole years.

Today you take your usual seat behind the angel, everything was perfect but you realize there's this really weird guy that is sitting opposite you. He keeps throwing looks and silently whistling at you, and it has been going on for 10 whole minutes. And your ride home is one hour.

You: *Oh God, no!*

To make matters worse, the seat beside you was emptied as the person sitting beside you reached her stop. And that guy you tried to ignore looks like he's going to move and sit next to you! Just when he was getting up, the unthinkable happened.

Kwangmin: Yah, can we please stop fighting? I really miss you.
Kwangmin's head suddenly appeared in front of you, blocking that weirdo's view. For some reasons, your heart started beating faster than before.

You: *OMO. Kwangmin is sitting next to me! Must. Act. Normal.* Um..what are you-?
Kwangmin: Okay, I'm sorry. I'll delete all the messages she sent me. Here.
You: *Who is she? Oh, he has a girlfriend? :( But what does that have to do with me? o.o? *
You watch dumbfounded as he punches something into his mobile and hands it to you.
 

"Play along."

And he suddenly grabs your hands.

Kwangmin: "I'm sorry, be my yeoja again? " And he flashed his killer smile at you, trying to wink but blinked instead.
You: Um...okay..?

And Kwangmin leaned in and gave you a gentle peck on your cheek. You hoped he wouldn't notice how hot they were. Then you guys fall into silence as he turns to face forwards. And you couldn't seem to ignore that his hand was still holding yours.

You: *If this is a dream, I don't ever want to wake up.*

You sneaked a peek at him and saw that he was still staring in front with a warm smile and as he notice your glance, he looked at you and smiled even brighter. You bend your head, hoping your hair could cover your face a little to hide your blush. It seemed to go on forever as the bus made multiple stops yet Kwangmin never let go of your hands and his smile never faltered. He just looks so...happy.
Until suddenly, you realized that his stop reached and it was time for him to go. You heart couldn't help but sink a little. But weird enough, he didn't get off!

You: *Hmm? Why is he not getting off? Waeyo?*

But you didn't want to spoil the moment, so you...played along. It wasn't until the next stop, where he awkwardly removed his hands from yours.

You: *Oh well, all dreams must come to an end... :(*
Kwangmin: Sorry about that...
You: Hmm? *Must hide disappointment!*
Kwangmin: I um, noticed that there was a creep staring at you...

He turned his head and you notice that guy wasn't there anymore.

You: *Oh...so that's why he made that act...*
Kwangmin: I had to make that creep believe it so he wouldn't bother you again, so...um, sorry about the, the...

You knew he was talking about the kiss, so you tried to change the subject. Feels like he's revolted to kiss you even if it was on the cheek. He doesn't even want to look at you. ;___;

You: Um, so how did you notice? I mean, I was behind you, and you were always reading. Do you have an extra eye? Keke.
Kwangmin: I was, um. Glancing around.

You saw a suspisicous shade of red blooming on Kwangmin's face. But before you could silently fangirl about his shyness while his head was turned, he suddenly faced you.

Kwangmin: Wait, how did you know I was reading?
You: *Oh no!* I, um, was glancing around. :)*Whew, that was close, I don't want him to know I've been looking at him for 2 years...*
Kwangmin: Oh...

You couldn't help but notice a little light in his eyes dimmed.

Kwangmin: Oh, your stop is the next one, now that creep wouldn't bother you

So you sit in a few moments of awkward silence when you suddenly remembered his stop had passed.

You: Omo! You passed your stop! Eottoke?

Kwangmin: Gwenchanyo, I'll just walk or something. But...how did you know I passed my stop?
You: *Let. me. die. now. I'm such an idiot!* Well since my stop is the last one, then I...uh, I guessed. *THAT IS SO LAME!*
Kwangmin: Oh...well we're here.
You: *Hmm? The bus driver didn't even say anything?* So...how do you know this is my stop?
Kwangmin:...............................
You: o.o??
You stare at Kwangmin as he frantically looks around at a loss for words, his mouth hanging open.
Kwangmin: I.....

*to be continued*