Hating Myself

Things I Write When I Have Writer's Block
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Prompt #36 "I wish I could hate you."  Part 3 of my miniseries.

The song Bae wrote is Eyes, Nose, Lips.  I know it's not canon, but not much of my stuff is anyway, and well he did write it after a breakup.  I included a video of the song that has the English lyric translation in case you've never read it,so that you know why it had Dae so moved.

This is HIGHLY unbetaed.  I will come back and edit tomorrow, so please excuse any errors.

                Daesung wasn’t sure what was so important that Jiyong needed him in the studio right away, but it wasn’t wise to ignore their leader when he wanted you in the studio, here he found himself.  In the elevator of the YG building headed up to the studio’s floor when he would rather be back at home, buried in his bed and wallowing in his misery.  It was something he had perfected over the last few weeks.  He had even managed to tune out his manager, maknae and hyungs all fussing at him about needing to eat and having lost to much weight.  What did that matter when he had walked out on and completely damaged the best thing in his life, besides BigBang of course? 

                Opening the door and entering the room, Dae saw Jiyong and Teddy sitting at the desk covered in sound equipment.  He couldn’t see who was in the sound booth from his vantage point but it didn’t take long to figure out.  Jiyong looked up at him seemingly to acknowledge his presence, but more likely it was to gauge his reaction to hearing Youngbae start singing.  At the moment all he could do was stand there in shock as he took in the words being sung.

 

 

                Jiyong turned back towards Dae again about halfway through the song to find him collapsed on the floor, still in front of the door, tears flowing freely down his face.  Guiding his distraught dongsaeng to the nearby couch, he wiped at his face and gave him a quick hug of encouragement.  Youngbae was done singing now and Teddy could be heard telling him that they had enough to work

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#1
Chapter 14: After not checking fanfics for months, I randomly signed in and found this gem. Thank you, Kat. My day is that much more bright :)
ILuvToDae #2
Chapter 14: Awwwwwww... This is so sweet, Kat. I have no doubt Dae said “Yes!”
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#3
Chapter 13: YAYYY!!! This makes me so happy :D I've been wanting more SunDae!
ILuvToDae #4
Chapter 13: Awwwwww... SunDae snuggles!
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#5
Chapter 12: Awwww I love this! And I'd really love a follow up with Daesung's wishes granted ;-)
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#6
Chapter 10: Bahahahahaha!!! This is too good, in every way possible
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#7
Chapter 9: I'll never ever be able to hear ENL again without thinking of SunDae...so beautiful
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#8
Chapter 7: Great now I'm bawling. My feelz!
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#9
Chapter 5: YAAAASSSSSS!!!!
I can imagine this happening and I'm ready to melt into a puddle, just so fxxking hot!
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#10
Chapter 2: OH MY GAWD! How did I not see this before??!!