Heavy footsteps hit the shiny and fancy floor one after another. It wasn’t hurried footsteps, but those were far away of coming from a relaxed person. The sound of thin heels hitting constantly the floor of a white corridor – that had weird but “artistic” paintings on the walls – could definitely be scary, if not for the countless others noises around.

Voices, phones, muffled pop songs. That was the routine of a famous fashion company.

Lalisa walked her way with her arms holding some books against her chest, not having a good expression on her face. She wasn’t exactly happy to be there and this wasn’t something new. Her lips painted in red showed her complete displeasure as soon as she entered the location where she worked, which had tables placed all around the room.

Nobody cared for her presence if not for the “polite” hellos, which she answered with the same excitement she received. Lisa walked to her desk and sighed, not really being in her best humour. She placed what she held on the table along with her purse, and sat on the same old same place, crossing her legs right after.

When she imagined herself working with something related to fashion, she for sure didn’t think she would be there, behind a desk, taking care of useless stuff that didn’t come close to what she liked. Certainly, her love for The Devil Wears Prada didn’t help her likingness, at all.

Lisa started to work on what she had done yesterday, trying to be busy. Her attention was only diverted when she felt two heavy hands on her shoulders.

- Good morning, sunshine.

The voice made her lean her face to the left, as if that was her way to greet. The man who was already too used to that at that hour, accomplished the greeting with a quick kiss on her cheek.

- How was your night?

Lisa didn’t bother to look at him, as she just kept typing her review.

- Long. – She sighed.

- I tried to call you but I think you were already sleeping…?

The man’s voice seemed uncertain, making Lisa try to go back in her mind to see if there was really a call on her phone before she went to sleep.

- I don’t think I received.

- Really? I got home and – The man interrupted his words, letting out a light chuckle while seeing the speed Lisa was typing, not even messing up words. – You’re frenetic, huh?

Lisa just muttered an affirmation as answer.

- I’m bothering. Keep going, I’ll come back later.

So, his hands left Lisa’s shoulders, making her quickly look to the side. In a way, she knew she acted indifferent at moments like this but it wasn’t because she wanted. That job was really devouring her patience. Or that’s what she liked to think.

- Hey…I’m sorry. – Her hand pulled her boyfriend’s wrist – As I said, long night. I woke up in the middle of the night and I couldn’t go back to sleep.

She looked in his eyes, seeing how he smiled back.

- It’s ok. – He advanced to give her a little kiss.

Lisa accepted but inside she was always reluctant every time he chose to do that at work.

- Let’s lunch together, what do you think?

- Ok. – She half smiled, seeing how he was ready to leave now more “cheerful”.

Lisa turned to her computer and took a deep breath. She would’ve to finish that review, no matter what.

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At the lunch time, Lisa was at the company’s refectory with one more person besides her boyfriend: Rosé. The young girl with orange-ish hair worked a floor below but they always ate together. Lisa received her food brought by the man and smiled as a thank you, while she saw the other woman sitting by her side with him in her front.

That place was huge, the food being prepared by nutritionists to keep the employees in “shape”, while the ambient was composed of colours that contributed to the creative development of everyone. The Thai girl believed that was too much but being the famous company it was, it made sense they always tried to do things that differentiate them from the others.

- What are you going to do this weekend, Liz? – Rosé asked, starting to eat what she had on her plate while looking quickly through her phone.

- Sleep. I’m going to sleep for three days.

That made the other two giggle. It wasn’t really a joke. It seemed a great plan to her.

- Right. Let’s try to go out a bit, yeah? Walk around. It’s been some time since we went to that park to jog…

Lisa just nodded, eating what she had in hands. She wasn’t feeling her best fitness moment, so she had to thank her fast metabolism and its disposition to always burn calories without much effort.

The three of them talked about a lot of things, with Lisa now getting better with her humour as Rosé was telling something that happened to her during the week. She was a funny girl, so Lisa always found herself excited by the end of some conversations.

However, all that happiness seemed to falter as soon as one figure entered the room, with her fancy look that could buy Lisa’s whole apartment with just two pieces from it. Both girls on the table started to follow the woman with their eyes, seeing her super high heel shoes walking – almost as if in a runway – through the hall to the direction of a table that had two people eating.

- Wow…Boss is more elegant than ever today. – Rosé said, finally making the man look to where they were looking since she arrived.

Lisa could swear that even if she was steps away, she could feel the scent of her imported fragrance. That along with Rosé’s comment made her roll her eyes.

- Stop calling her boss. – She grumbled, finishing her juice.

- But she is our boss, isn’t she?

The woman had her hand on the table while she seemed to talk to her secretary, Kim Jisoo.

- It’s ridiculous. – Lisa muttered just to ignore Rosé’s question, but that didn’t go unnoticed by the other.

- Still mad, right? – Rosé looked back to Lisa’s eyes, trying to cover her amused smile.

- Of course I am. The job was mine, one of the directors told me that it was almost confirmed.

- But then she came like a wrecking ball.

This made Lisa roll her eyes once again, seeing the said woman chuckle while lifting her body to leave the place, the same way she entered: walking divinely, with her black trench coat almost leaving traces of her beauty like a queen’s long gown would.

- Then she came, like a nepotist. – Lisa sighed, already aware that she was receiving a “reprehensive” look from the man in front of her.

- Why do you hate her so much? She’s qualified for the job isn’t she? – He just didn’t seem to understand. Actually, he understood that Lisa was upset that she lost the promotion she wanted to the CEO’s daughter, but in every step, every breath Kim Jennie made, Lisa seemed to roll her eyes, almost looking like she was wishing all the evil to her.

Lisa disagreed but he or Rosé did not believe her words when she said it was just because of the job.

- Why do you like her so much? That’s the question I want to make.

The blonde’s impatience was clear, all that bad humour now completely back even if the woman wasn’t there anymore.

The other two looked at each other. While Rosé had a half-smile, finding all of that too funny, the man was just frowning.

- Ok, ok. The person who said this is not here anymore.

He was already used to Lisa’s bad days. However, lately, Lisa seemed to be more bothered than normal. About that, he could only do what he always did: wait for a change.

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In the middle of the afternoon Lisa was surprised with a call from Kim Jisoo, in which she demanded her presence right away in Kim Jennie’s office. Lisa took a deep breath and followed to the floor above, her wine-colored skirt giving a high contrast to the decoration that as she got closer to the office, it started to get even more dull.

When she arrived, Jisoo simply allowed her entrance, making her find the presence of other two employees of her department right there.

Kim Jennie lifted her small face to look at her arrival but her eyes didn’t last long on her figure. The employees were standing, so Lisa followed to stay by the side of one of them, greeting quickly with the best expression she could fake.

- Since you’re all here – Jennie put her elbows on the table and started to look at the three, voice and expression cold. – Let’s go straight to the point. I need you guys to elaborate together a planning to cover a fashion event that is going to happen next weekend. I want you to organize and talk to the team that did it last year. I don’t want the same disaster happening a second time.

Lisa saw her looking to the other two employees with more frequency. For one moment, she was thankful, since she didn’t want to look at her eyes. For the other, on the instant she started to stare at her eyes, Lisa thought that eye contact lasted for an eternity.

- You have until next Wednesday but I want a report to be delivered today, containing what you already searched about this line as I previously asked.

Lisa had absolutely nothing. She started to bite her bottom lip in stress while thinking that she wouldn’t be able to relax on that late afternoon, before going home.

.

She wished to curse her out loud.

- It’s all. Good work. – Jennie let a minimal smile appear on the corner of her lips and went back to stare at the paper that was on her table, being that the signal for them to leave.

Lisa wanted to go up on that table so she could strangle that neck that was surrounded by a silver choker – with a gemstone – but ah, she would’ve to content herself with doing that on her dreams.

She left Jennie’s office like a lightning, not thinking twice before she closed her expressions once again. As her friends used to say: At least she was pretty in any way, even when sulking.

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On the end of the afternoon, Lisa found herself extremely stressed and full of stuff to do. At least the review was already finished, but the report Jennie asked wasn’t even close to its end. Soon Lisa realized that she would’ve spend some hours at the company or at home to drain her brain so she could write all of that.

The shift was over and as expected, her boyfriend followed to meet her, ready to calm her down and try to convince her to finish that after a long and relaxing shower, after some dinner and a few glasses of wine. It seemed crazy but Lisa was more productive when alcohol ran through her blood.

- I can’t. I’m so stressed that if I take a glass of wine to drink, I’ll do it until I pass out.

The man laughed but didn’t give up.

- C’mon, just a bit? To relax. I cook.

- No, it’s ok. Go home, tomorrow we can dinner together ok? I really need to do this, for my ego’s sake.

Lisa looked up, seeing how he seemed to think for a few seconds before he finally accepted her proposal. After again a quick kiss, he bid goodbye to the younger and followed to the parking floor, along with other employees.

The Thai woman sighed again and took a long sip of her cold water so she could continue her work. That concentration lasted for some good 10 minutes until Kim Jisoo showed up in her way, while seeming ready to leave too. The news she gave Lisa left her even more tense.

“Jennie wants you in her office.”

Lisa just nodded, thanking her in a forced smile.

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As soon as her feet were again in Jennie’s office, all the ambient seemed to be completely different from where she was before. Jennie was without her trench coat, her long brown hair was completely placed on one side, while some low song played with the attention of the older woman focused on one of the paintings on her wall.

Lisa stopped on the same place as before, crossing her hands so she could stay there, waiting for whatever Jennie had to say to her.

It took a few instants but as soon as Jennie her chair to look at Lisa, the younger felt the need to gulp.

- What’s with you?

The question was direct. Jennie didn’t like to play around with words and for what she said, it seemed she had noticed Lisa’s dissatisfaction with that job. Or with her. That wasn’t too hard to notice.

- What? – Lisa faked knowledge.

- What’s your problem? Mind to share?

Just then Lisa noticed that Jennie had a glass in hands, with a liquid that seemed to be whiskey.

- There’s nothing for me to say.

- Do you think I didn’t notice this face of yours that seems like a 7 year old girl who never received the gift she wanted, walking here and there?

Jennie smirked. Lisa hated that smile, now more than ever. Still, she kept silent.

- Tell me. Maybe we can fix it.

She saw Jennie leave the glass on the table, getting up from her chair right away. Lisa tried to keep quiet but seeing her in front of her like that, in some way, it made her want to give a piece of her mind to the woman. Some words that were stuck in . However, she knew she couldn’t. It wasn’t her right. It never was.

- The cat ate your tongue? – Jennie tried again, now with a sarcastic smile even more evident.

Lisa took a deep breath, seeing her go around her table so she could get closer.

- You know… - Jennie kept her eyes on Lisa’s, while her expensive shoes slowly stepped on the carpet on her direction. – It’s been a while since I saw you acting this way.

Lisa crossed her arms on her chest, letting her eyes divert to her side for a bit.

 

- And don’t tell me that it’s because of the promotion… - Jennie stopped her steps as soon as the distance between them seemed to be good enough to be easily broken. – Or is it? I thought we were past that phase.

Just then, the blonde went back into looking at Jennie’s eyes, seeing how it glowed with satisfaction in seeing her like that. In that silence, Lisa started to curse her internally, for being so cocky and for having such arrogance in her.

However as soon as Jennie extended her arm to carefully touch Lisa’s jaw, all of her curses started to redirect to herself.

She couldn’t. She wanted to slap her and stay firm in her place. She didn’t want to give herself to somebody who flirted with half of the world around or worse, who didn’t have the sense to not flirt with her secretary there, right in front of her, days ago. But what she understood of sense, though? Her name was Lalisa but her surname was hypocrite. She knew that well.

- You’re a jerk. – Lisa couldn’t hold it, trying to divert from Jennie’s touch.

That only made the older woman laugh.

- And you’re hotter when you’re angry. – Her fingers – her perfectly manicured nails – touched the collar of Lisa’s white social blouse, pulling her slowly so she could get closer.

- Don’t even think of doing this. – Lisa protested. – I still need to finish the report “the boss” demanded.

Jennie again left an ironic laugh echo through the place. Her hands then pulled Lisa with more force, leaving their faces even closer together.

- If you’re so obedient like this… - Jennie’s stare fell on the younger’s red plump lips, leaving even more evident her desire to take them. -  The boss demands you to stay.

Lisa couldn’t help but look at Jennie’s mouth, those words slowly hypnotizing her with the way they came out of her lips.

For a moment, Lisa thought she was in control of the situation – or at least, control of herself-  while she resisted but then she found herself completely absorbed to that damn spell Kim Jennie seemed to have thrown on her. Without place to run, Lisa saw herself being “forced” to correspond as soon as Jennie gave her a hot kiss, capturing her lips with that same desire she always left it evident.

If there was a definition for Jennie’s kisses, it was lust. She always kissed in a way that left her weak at times, a kiss that seemed to want her and not only on physical terms. It was maddening, and it was one of the main motives of why she insisted in doing those sins.

Jennie held her face with one hand and with the other, she turned their bodies, so she could make Lisa get against the table. Between them romance and mellowness was nonexistent. Jennie always wanted one thing and Lisa always had the conscience that she wasn’t that different. Even if little things still bothered her like the fact that she got jealous of someone who wasn’t really hers, while she was cheating on her boyfriend.

It was actually funny.

Jennie made Lisa sit on her table, while her hot hands started to roam on the younger’s body, with her tongue working her ways inside . Her agile fingers always trying to find the right pace to give her pleasure, sliding up under the woman’s skirt.

Lisa couldn’t help but moan as soon as she felt Jennie’s lips go down to her neck.

- Did you miss me?

Lisa’s hands went up to the brown silky hair that fell upon her, with her eyes closed to feel better.

- No. – She muttered.

- Really? – Jennie, being the provocative one, stopped what she was doing so she could look at her. - Then why are you here on my table, with your legs open while I –

Before she could finish, Lisa took her lips once more, following with a “Shut up” that left Jennie smiling through the kiss. That relationship was weird but it was more than necessary to satisfy the needs of both women.

In that office, between the calm waves that the song emitted on the background, moans would start to sound all over the place, mixing with scents, sweat and the pure vision of what lust and ual desire would look like.

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That shouldn’t have happened. Jennie had been away for 1 week. Jennie celebrated her birthday outside of Seoul and Lisa stayed 1 week without falling into someone else’s arms while her boyfriend wasn’t present. However, it took only a few minutes alone and there Lisa was, completely given to that woman’s arms. That made her weak but Lisa liked that weakness. Even if she felt guilty and like a sinner, she couldn’t help but do it again.

It was like an addiction, one that she didn’t want the cure.

On that night, though, one simple thing made her rethink what she was doing with her life. On the kitchen’s balcony, inside a plastic bag, was some well cooked food with a little note about how her boyfriend thought that she would need it, to continue her work. He was tired so he chose not to wait for her, but she could compensate the other with a formal dinner.

Lisa wanted to cry but she held it in with all her force. Still, as soon as her head fell on the pillow, everything seemed to hit her in a way she didn’t expect.

She had to end that.

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The following day started cloudy, just as the confusing thoughts that started to fill Lisa’s mind as she woke up. While she was preparing a strong coffee to avoid sleepiness, her thoughts already went to two things: Jennie and addiction. She already admitted -  to herself, she wouldn’t tell anyone even if someone paid – that she had no character, but since last night this self acceptance that she was guilty, didn’t leave her feeling lighter as usual. So Lisa decided to ignore everything related to that, at least until that day was over.

And so she did. It started with a Lalisa all dressed in black “ready to go to the haters funeral” as Roseanne liked to describe, but completely ready to give an excuse to lunch alone, to avoid company. Her phone? She didn’t even check the hours on it. She looked like a devil running away from a cross, but that was the intention.

Jennie seemed to be missing – she thanked that, a lot – but she was sure that wouldn’t last long. Jennie was her boss after all, if not counting with the fact that she was also her secret lover.

On the end of the afternoon Lisa was completely ready to go home, to take a good shower and a good glass of wine to forget things until the man she merely greeted through the day with the excuse that she was busy, showed up to remind her of what he had written, about a formal dinner.

Lisa sighed with the request but ended up accepting. Perhaps out of guilt for ditching him – even she if it wasn’t with second intentions – to stay with Jennie, perhaps it was because of the feelings she still had for him, she didn’t know. The only thing she was certain was that she would’ve to look at the right side of her closet when she was about to choose her look because as he said, they were going “high class” that night.

Little by little she started to accept the idea of having a great night, one that she could compensate for whatever she did wrong on the last few days, but that idea seemed to turn completely sour as soon as they arrived at the known restaurant. She already went there for business purposes; it was a good place. However - she could really curse her luck -  in the middle of all those spoiled people, another figure that had previously confirmed her presence, was definitely there.

me. Literally, Lisa rolled her eyes, with her boyfriend taking her by the hand to the table where he reserved for them. Her eyes couldn’t leave the image of two women sitting front to front a few tables away, with Jennie seeming to tell something exciting that was definitely funny as the other laughed elegantly. That wasn’t Jisoo. That was one more addition to Jennie’s never ending list.

The man pulled the chair so she could sit while facing Jennie’s back, but she volunteered her to sit on the opposite side. With her back to the scene, she would avoid hurting her eyes – for the countless eye-rolls. Her boyfriend didn’t protest.

With time going by, Lisa tried her best to forget what was happening there. Even if the situation was awkward, she shouldn’t care more about someone who was nothing more than her toy, instead of paying attention to the one who really loved her. So she decided to leave her phone in vibrate mode, to avoid any disturbance from her friends and such.

Both requested some food and started a casual conversation. The man started to talk about his week and Lisa tried to listen to him with all the attention in the world. That seemed to work, until the food arrived, where she turned for a fraction of seconds to look above her shoulder, while she faking interest in something inside her purse.

Her eyes searched for Jennie and unfortunately, the black orbs from the latter seemed to be aware of that. Both women stared at each other and it didn’t matter that Lisa tried to turn as fast as she could – without seeming suspicious -, the woman had already recognized her. Lisa could only curse her whole life, as well as all the Kim generations and its descendants.

In the middle of the dinner, Lisa’s boyfriend seemed to notice Jennie. The Thai girl just took that as a common thing, choosing to completely ignore her existence with indifference.

Everything seemed to go well until her phone started to vibrate not only once or twice, but a lot of times, constantly. It seemed to be messages but she surely didn’t want to interrupt him to see it. For her displeasure, however, the phone that was on the table kept on vibrating. This time in form of a quick call, receiving even more messages after that. Lisa ignored but as it happened again, her boyfriend took the phone and lifted to show to her.

- Aren’t you going to look at it?  It could be something important. – He seemed impatient, not only because of the fact that it was ringing too much, but also because it was interrupting their moment.

It could be a big quality his undeniable trust in her, but it was also his biggest flaw. Lisa didn’t say anything, just acted normal while taking it from his hands.

The surprise only came when she quickly decided to verify what was bothering them, in form of a message. In the middle of a lot of messages coming from one sender, the most recent one was something that could make anyone else’s eyes grow.

Anonymous: I may be listening to what she talks, but all I can think about is your body.

And along with that, an extremely reveling picture was attached. Lisa for a moment felt pale, with her vision starting to get blurry but she tried to stay calm, gulping a few times.

On the picture, she could see her own body laying down in white sheets, wearing only a white and black lingerie, in an angle that favoured her curves and her s. That was one of the “gifts” Jennie asked for her birthday, while the older was traveling.

That moment, Lisa didn’t feel absolutely anything that she felt on the moment she took those pictures. She felt completely nauseated.

- What?

- Nothing. – She looked up, with a loop-sided smile. Her fingers quickly tapped something to Jennie. – I just got surprised with the amount of notifications. It’s from my cousin. I haven’t seen my phone since earlier.

Her boyfriend smiled and nodded, slowly coming back to what he was saying before. Lisa faked interest but got too aware of her surroundings.

A few moments later Jennie passed through them to go to the bathroom. Lisa excused herself innocently. Inside, she was actually a beast. Angry, nauseated with herself, while feeling extremely confused and guilty. Still, when she went into the bathroom – seeing Jennie there, retouching her make-up in front of the mirror – the anger dominated her.

Lisa walked with heavy steps on the luxury bathroom to verify the stalls and as she was done, she went back to the direction of the exit door to stare at Jennie, dead serious.

- Are you crazy? Mental?

Jennie didn’t even stop putting lipstick, just diverting her attention to Lisa’s reflection on the mirror.

- I don’t know what you’re talking about.

Out of everything in Jennie, what really got to Lisa’s nerves was her indifference.

- You’re sick! Can’t you see I’m with him? Even with that, you’re also with somebody, how can you still send me something like this?

- Since when being with someone stopped me and you of-

- I’m not saying in this way! I’m talking about – Lisa saw Jennie’s eyes leave hers to look at her own reflection, making her roll her eyes in impatience. – I’m saying that he’s there, right in front of me, he could see at any moment! Do you only think about this, every instant? Can’t you at least “enjoy” – She said in a sarcastic way – Your goddamn date, and leave mine alone?

Jennie sighed, finally tucking her lipstick back into her small purse.

- I forget how you’re a perfect girlfriend who cares so much about his feelings. I mean, when you’re not in bed with me, that is.

Those words sounded so real to Lisa’s ears, that she decided to categorize them as insensitive. It was her common sense, if she didn’t say it out loud, then it wasn’t an assumed truth.

- Whatever. Just stop doing this Jennie, it’s over the limits!

- Oh love… You don’t know what limit is since the day you pressed me against that wall and kissed me like there was no tomorrow. – The older left out a sarcastic giggle. – Don’t come at me with this “poor poor thing” act as if you never contributed to my dirty messages.

Jennie with that façade of a woman who wasn’t affected by anything annoyed her so much that Lisa closed her hands into fists, while walking a few steps to her direction. She didn’t have scruples but what was the news? She knew that too well. Spoiled, rich, jerk.

- Wasn’t you who sent me a message right after you laid down with him, telling me how you missed me on that moment? – Jennie turned her body to look at her. – How at every instant you imagined me in his place, how you had to hold yourself so you wouldn’t moan my goddamn name?

Lisa was found there in some big conflict while hearing those words being thrown at her face. Anger and guilt, that definitely wasn’t a good mixture.

- Shut up.

Jennie smiled seeing her like that. If Lisa managed to be hotter than the normal, that was when she got angry like that, fulminant, full of anger. It was something that usually ended up in but that possibly wouldn’t happen there. Or who knows it would, she would gladly accept.

Thinking like this, the older girl kept going.

- I may have started all of this…But you let me continue. Don’t blame me if your boyfriend Is an idiot that-

- Shut up!

On the moment Lisa’s voice raised, Jennie felt a hard and sudden slap hit the left side of her face. Lisa was close enough to use full force on her hand. Jennie gulped but turned her head without showing much reaction. Even if she was surprised with the act and the pain, the situation was something that fell into her liking. Perks of having peculiar tastes.

Lisa also seemed to be surprised with what she had just done but in her expression all one could see was frustration. While Jennie felt because of that, Lisa processed her thoughts that Jennie was a lost cause. Jennie didn’t care for her feelings, never listening to her if that wasn’t going to benefit her or if it wasn’t going to end up in .

That definitely weighted in what Lisa was about to say next.

- I don’t want it anymore. – Lisa gulped, feeling her own hand ache for the contact with Jennie’s small face.

Just then, she could see some emotion coming from the smaller woman, something characteristic of her annoyance.

- Right. – She rolled her eyes and clicked her tongue. – As you want. Go back to your boyfriend, maybe you can still compensate him for the cheating and everything. – The brunette turned back to her reflection, now looking at the red spot on her cheek.

Lisa decided to keep talking all she had in mind.

- This is what annoys me the most! You simply don’t care, do you? After all, I’m just one more of your toys!

Jennie didn’t seem to be on the humour anymore to stand Lisa in that way, now looking back at her with more fierceness.

- And what am I to you? A toy! Since when we decided that this “relationship” – She quoted with her fingers – Was supposed to be more than just ?

Lisa stopped to think. She couldn’t even think of when they agreed that it would be just , in the first place.

A small silence stayed, until Jennie took the blonde’s wrist to pull her quickly to inside of one of the cabins, not seeming to care of the way she did it. She now looked like she was aware of her surroundings, looking for privacy, since they could be taking too long there.

After she pressed the taller woman’s body against the cabin’s wall, Jennie left her wrist and put one of her hands on the side of the blonde’s head, now trying to look directly into her big eyes.

- You just ing hit me on the face. – She seemed annoyed, making Lisa rapidly regret what she did. – Not even my mother did something like this to me. What do you want from me, after all?  Huh?

Lisa looked away, not knowing exactly how to answer that. Everything she felt on the instant that followed was a lump in , the one that made her curse herself for being so weak. She felt guilty and Jennie could see that very well.

 - What the hell do you want from me, Lalisa?

And after that question and the new silence, Lisa’s words just decided to come out when she was sure that it wouldn’t fail her.

- I want you to stop looking for me. I want this to end.

Jennie tried at every second to look at her eyes, but the younger avoided like hell. So – trying not to be too rude – she used her free hand to turn the blonde’s face, “forcing” her to look into her eyes.

- Is that it? It’s what you really want?

A brief pause. Lisa sighed and after a few lingering thoughts, she left out what she didn’t even was certain of.

- I want him.

That made Jennie take a deep breath for the first time, just as it made her stop touching the other woman. The older nodded for a few seconds until she lifted her head, leaving Lisa to face her completely empty expression. They were close, too close for Lisa’s comfort.

- So he’s what you want… - Jennie finally withdrew her other hand from the wall and straightened her body. – From now on, you work for me and that’s it, so just be careful and control yourself in case you feel the desire to slap me like this… - She seemed dead serious. – I won’t find as hot as I did just now.

Drowning in silence, Lisa watched as Jennie started to leave. Everything seemed to lead to an end until Jennie quickly turned to her, gaining one more look from the blonde one.

Lisa didn’t see any more indifference in her eyes, nor heard it in her voice. It was all about that cocky persona again, something that she loved and hated it at the same time. The smirk was one of the reasons.

- You know… He may be what you want… - Jennie was bold enough to lift one of her hands to touch Lisa’s face, the latter not protesting even if she thought she didn’t want. – But I can be what you need.

And just as this, Jennie rapidly let her thumb brush Lisa’s bottom lip, leaving her touch to burn that place even after it was long gone.

There, Lisa found herself completely speechless after Jennie left the place.She was left dumbfounded, confused as hell.

Even if in the end she really followed her words, she was too selfish to let one of them go like that. Even if later on, it turned out she decided to accept the proposal her boyfriend did a few days later – while looking for her useless and egocentric redemption – she knew things weren’t going to be easy. Eventually she would be submissive to her Jennie addiction again, if things didn’t change, and that wasn’t a lie.

 She could count the days of abstinence, but if she didn’t really try, she would have a huge relapse.

At the end of everything, Lisa knew what the result was. She could avoid, she could change jobs or whatever, but it would be hard to forget her. Jennie was like an addiction, one that Lisa wasn’t proud of admitting but one that she also didn’t want to share.

After all…

Kim Jennie was her dirty little secret…And she loved it.  

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Inspired by: This y cover of my muse (Banks)

Author's Note: Ahem...So...I'm sure this escalated quickly from the ChaeSoo OS right? lol! I still hope you enjoyed even tho it was more mature, as I heard this cover I couldn't stop thinking about JenLisa so this happened ha! >.< Oh and it's longer too, is it too long? I tried to keep it short but as I said, it's difficult for me so just tell me if you think it's tiring ok? Constructive criticisms are good! 
Also, I'll be using this second poster (black and white) on dark/angst/mature one-shots, ok? Just so you guys get ready XD
So yeah, thanks for reading and for supporting me on the ChaeSoo one ^^
See yah, with Double J coming next! 

Edit: Want to know what happened during JenLisa's office time? My friend wrote me a , so check it out! What You Need - Deleted Scene