Don’t get hurt..Don’t feel Sorry

DREAMING

Someone come at night to revel house, a high school student who is come from her school. Seunghwan open the door for her and asked her who she is,

“I’m Seunghoo’s sister, Soohee,” she said, after heard that, she let her enter revel house,

“Are you here to meet Sooyoung?,” Seunghwan asked.

“Yes..my oppa said that I must give something to her,” she said, Seunghwan run to her room after heard that, Sooyoung is sleeping after her schedule today…,

“Hey..someone looking for you, she is Seunghoo’s sister,” she said, Sooyoung heard that then immedietly stand up, making Seunghwan surprised,

“Where is she?,” she said while making her eyes wide open, Seunghwan point her finger to the living room, then Sooyoung run there,

“Are you really Seunghoo’s sister?,” she asked, the girl shocked after looking at messy Sooyoung, “ah..sorry, because I’m so tire, that’s why,” she said then sitting in front of her, “want to drink something?,” she asked, but the girl shaking her head,

“I just come to give you this, and I’ll go home after that because it’s already late,” she said while handing a notebook to her, she take the book and say,

“Thank you, do you want me to accompany you to go home?,” she asked, Soohee scaning her body,

“Wouldn’t I be late if I wait for you to bath up?,” she asked, Sooyoung speechless after heard that,

“Didn’t we just meet?, isn’t those words are too much for someone who just seeing each other for the first time, I don’t even know your name,” she suddenly mad.

“You are the one who making me saying those words, if it’s hurt you, then I’m really sorry,” she is standing and get her bag, “ah..before I leave, I know your name from oppa, Park Sooyoung unnie, right?. My name is Hong Soohee, let’s meet again someday. Ah, I bet you won’t hope that, right?,” she said then leave revel house like that, leaving a pin in Sooyoung’s heart,

“Wah..I know that she is his step sister, but she is way too much to became Seunghoo’s sister, a calm and nice Seunghoo,” Seunghwan who seem heard all of their conversation said, “what are you going to do with that notebook?,” she asked, Sooyoung just open the notebook,

“I’ll read it first then decided,” she said then goes to her room and take a picture of the notebook and because she want to send it to someone, “is he still have interest to help me, he didn’t call me last night like usual, should I send it or not,” she asked to herself, after thinking for minutes, she decided to send it.

*

It’s not like usual, the one who looking for now isn’t Sungjae but Sooyoung. Her eyes wandering around the set from the morning, when her eyes catching her pray, she just looking at him from a far. After the filming end, she decided to meet him,

“Hey,” she said, he turn his head, “let’s talk,” his face doesn’t look good at that time, but he still follow her to the rooftop, “what’s wrong with you..?, I sent you picture yesterday, but there is no response from you,” she asked.

“I have been busy in this past days,” he answered simply.

“What?, okay, then you should stop now..,” she said, “why did you insisted to help me before if it’s end up like this?. I sent that picture hoping you’ll reply that you’ll help me to find what does this notebook mean. Let’s end this then, I’ll looking for them by myself, not by myself, my housemate surely will help me. You already pay for your debt, your dad did, so don’t concern about it too much. I won’t greet you although we’ll meet again next time, so don’t try to avoid me, it’s really visible,” she said then leave him.

“I couldn’t say it..that I already meet one of your family, I know your mother..,” he said while watching her back, “I’ll try to find the reason..why she ignored the fact that you’re her daughter,” he said.

She really ignoring him the whole time, he ignoring her too. But sometime when she is not looking, he’ll looking at her then smile,

“Did you fight with her?,” Changsub asked to Sungjae.

“Why are you asking about that?.”

“It’s strange, usually, you’ll looking for her everytime we meet In the set, but today you have been silent. She was like that too, when I asked about you she look upset. Did you do something upsetting?,” he asked.

“Maybe I did that, and I’ll do that to in the future, so for now I want to keep the distance with her,” he said then walk away.

“Is he always like that?, saying all of those cheesy words, wasn’t that his drama line?,” Changsub said.

When the break time, for dinner Sooyoung come to rooftop, not joining the other to get her dinner. She open the notebook that Seunghoo give to her, from the first page there are his hand writing, when he was child…

I’m sorry for not doing anything..

Because I’m still a child at this time…

In the future, I’ll do anything to help you to find the truth..

For now, this is the things that I can do

 

The next part is some of news papers articles, he wrote on the top of those article ‘February 2005’, from that Sooyoung know that those articles are about that incident, she read one by one. Seunghoo made under line for some part that he thought important, such us the two victims, witnesses, places where the two incidents happened, testimony from two victims and witnesses, evidences, and the last the one who kidanapped them. There is his photo there, but a little bit blur, then after all of those article, he wrote something,

I’m sure that I saw a woman there, but..

Why the detective said that I’m the only witness on that bridge

I already said to them that woman’s feature, but they always said,

There is only you there, there is no woman’, how did they know?

I’m the one who saw them talking to each other, I’m the one who is there…

Sooyoung open the next page while eating her ramen, but then someone come to the rooftop, not someone but two people, she is looking at them, there Changsub and Sungjae come after having dinner,

“Were you here all the time?,” Changsub asked, then he see the cup ramen, “there are so many delicious food that sent by his fans, why are you eating cup ramen here?,” he asked again. Sooyoung didn’t response his question, but keep eating her ramen,

“Let’s go,” Sungjae said, but then he stop when looking at the notebook that Sooyoung read, it look familiar to him,

“Where?, you are the one who want to be here, I’m really tired now if you ask me to come down, let’s just sit here, if you and her have a big fight, just ignore her,” he said, after heard that Sooyoung put down the notebook and looking at them,

“Just sit here, I’m the one who’ll ignore both of you..,” she said then take the notebook and her cup ramen then walk away,

“Thank you Park Sooyoung for being so considered to me,” Changsub said and push Sungjae so he sit on the bench, “tell me, why are both of you fighting like a child?, ignoring each other like that.”

“Then..will you make it secret if I tell you?,” he asked, then Changsub nodding, “because there is no one who know about it except my family and her…,” he said.

“Hmm..what is that..?.”

“This is a memory that forgotten by me and her, but there are some people who still remember it,” he begin his story, “do you remember when I told you that I have nightmare?,” he asked, Changsub nodding, “it’s all start with that nightmare…nightmare that called up us that we have gone thorugh that kind of incident. Then we finally know what happen that day…after knowing a lot of things about that day, we became closer but then after knowing another truth, we became like this..ignoring each other, ” he said.

“So, what’s the nightmare about?, and what happen that day?,” he asked.

“It’s such a long story,” he said.

“I’ll hear it, until our break time over,” Changsub said then Sungjae start tell him about that incident.

*

After reading the half of the notebook, Sooyoung decided to come to her orphanage to met the woman who take care of her after that incident,

“Mom, how are you?, I miss you a lot,” she said after she saw the an old woman who smile in front her, “I miss you mom,” she said then hug her tightly.

“You must be busy preparing for your test, right?, here, I make something for you and Seunghwan, bring it to your house,” she said while giving her something in the jar,

“Thank you, mom ,” she said, then both of them sit.

“You want to know about your family?, finally you asked about them, you never did that back then, you just asked ‘where did you find me?,’ after get the answer you make your own conclusion and decided not to looking for them, but because I know you’ll do it someday, I keep this..,” she said while giving her a box, “do you remember when you graduate from high school?, I said to you that someone looking for you because he know about your family, but then you refused to meet him because you don’t know who is she/he. Then he gave me this box.”

“Was the one who give me this an ahjussi?,” she asked after take the box.

“No, he look young, maybe one or two years older than you?,” she said,

“Young?, then he isn’t the same person, he isn’t Sungjae’s dad?,” she asked then open the box

“The same person?, who?,” the chief or orphanage thinking about it then, “ah..if you thought that he is the same person as the one who keep sent you gifts?, no, he wasn’t the one who gave this box, he is different person,” she said, but Sooyoung look frozen while looking at things inside the box, “are you okay, Sooyoung-ah?,” she asked, but there isn’t response from her,

“Ah..I’m sorry, then do you remember his name?, the one who give me this box,” she asked, the chief of the orphanage nodding, “who is he?,” she asked.

“If I’m not wrong..his family name is Lee..,” she trying to remember his name, “ah..Lee Changsub,” she said, after heard that, Sooyoung body became weak, “are you really okay?,” she asked.

“I’m okay. Thank you mom, I’ll go now mom..thank you, I’ll visit often,” she said after minutes, then hug her before leave the orphanage, on her way to Seoul, she keep saying, “it’s imposible…really..”

When she arrived at Revel’s house, she calling out Seunghwan,

“Mom made this for us,” she said while pointing at the jar that she bought from the orphanage,

“Mom?, you just come from orphanage?, why you didn’t tell me that you’ll go there, I want to come too,” she said while walking to the kitchen and open the jar, “my favourite food,” she said. Joohyun just come from her practice for tomorrow theatrical, that’s already the third time that story coming upon to the stage,

“Ah..unnieI, I brought this on my way,” Sooyoung said while showing four tickets to her, Joohyun take a look at the ticket, when she read the title,

“Don’t come..,” she said then walk away, “but, why four tickets?, who is the other one?,” she asked.

“The other one is..our Seulgi unnie boyfriend, they want to have date tomorrow,” Seunghwan said.

“Why didn’t that boyfriend who bought those tickets then,” Joohyun asked.

“She said that her boyfriend will buy dinner for us after theater end. You’ll join us, right?,” Sooyoung asked.

“I don’t know, because there will be team dinner,” she said, “ah…Sooyoung-ah, do you know Lee Changsub?,” she suddenly asked about Changsub, after heard that name Sooyoung’s face became a little bit pale, then she nodding after seconds, “he said that he is one of the staff of our oppa new drama, so I just want to confirm it to you, is that right?,” she asked.

“Hmm..he is one of the casting team, why?.”

“He came to the theater at the second time our theatrical shown, and he gave me his name card and he asked me my number too, he said that maybe someday he’ll cast me..,” she said.

“He came to watch your second theatrical, what day is that day?,” she asked.

“Three days ago?, so, he is really from movie industry, right?,” she want to confirm it.

“Hmm.., that’s right,” she said then she in deep think, she didn’t hear that Seunghwan called her name many time,

“What’s wrong with you?,” Seunghwan asked while touching Sooyoung’s forehead, the Sooyoung back to the reality and smile to Seunghwan,

“Where is that girl?, is she have date again?,” Joohyun asked about Seulgi.

“Hmm..she said she straight to amusement park after finish her things in college,” Seunghwan said while preparing for dinner, “let’s eat, unni let’s eat, our mom made a delicious food for us,” she said,

“Okay, I’ll change my cloth first,” she said then enter her room.

*

In the morning, Sooyoung come to the rooftop while bringing her phone and trying to call someone,

“Please, pick up my call…,” then she is smiling after the one she call pick it up, “I call you because it’s really urgent, so don’t end it,” she said,

“Okay, what’s wrong?,” he asked.

“Let’s meet today, when lunch break at rooftop.., there is something important I want to ask you, after this..it’s up to you to keep avoiding me or not,” she said, after long thinking, “I do it because it’s really urgent, really..so please..”

“Okay, let’s meet..there is something I want to tell you too,” he said then end the call.

“So, you are going to tell her?,” someone asking, it’s Yerim.

“I’m not going to tell her about her mother, I just want to tell her that maybe our dad know about her family..,” he said, Yerim eat her apple.

“Why?, you should just tell her about her mom so she won’t strungle to find her,” she said.

“I want her to ask to dad directly, I want her to meet dad and ask all about it..,” he said.

In the filming set, both of them still busy with their own work. there is someone who keep trying to talk to Sooyoung about Sungjae,

“He did that because he really feel sorry to you, so don’t ignore him,” he said.

“I think you are saying that to the wrong person, I have so many works to do now..so I’ll leave first,” she said then leave him. When lunch break, Sooyoung goes to the rooftop with two cups of coffees and a box, she is waiting for Sungjae there, not long after that Sungjae come,

“Sorry for making you wait,” he said then sit not far from Sooyoung, “what is that?, the thing you want to ask to me?,” he asked.

“Before that, does that nightmare still come in to your dream?, ” she asked.

“Why suddenly asking about that?,”

“Just..I want to know, if that nightmare still come, then it must be really make you in pain if I ask you about this,” she said.

“Ask about?,” he asked then turn her head to face her, “don’t you want to know what kind nightmare I had?, the last nightmare,” he said then it’s silent, “I think that the last one because after that, I didn’t dream that kind of dream anymore,” he said, she is nodding, “I dreamed about how we escaped from that warehouse. How you helped me to go through that window, the window that we were looking at together at that day, the first day of filming,” he said.

“Then…through that window we escaped from that man?,” she asked.

“I’m sure I was the one who safe after escaped from that warehouse, how about you?, I didn’t know if you escaped safely from that warehouse too, like me.”

“I escaped safely, but that man follow me until that bridge,” she said, “that was appeared in my dream..ah not exactly a dream..just it suddenly appeared like that…,” she said, “so, you avoiding me because you feel sorry after that dream come?,” she asked, he doesn’t answer that, “so, that’s it.., I said that you should stop that from the start because from the start I know it’ll hurt you, not just you but both of us. But for me, at least after that pain, I have a hope to find my family..but if you continue to help me, you’ll get more pain, so I said that to you, to stop it,” she said, then take a deep breath, “I feel relieved after said it..so, I hope after this you won’t feel sorry anymore, don’t get hurt anymore..”

“Then..the thing you want to ask..what is that?,” he asked, “what is that box.”

“Do you want to help me for the last time?,” she asked.

“Why last time?,” he asked back to her,

“Because I think, I just need to take one step to find my family,” she said, he look shocked after heard that, “I think I know who is my mom. But I need to confirm it to someone, can you help me to get his confirmation?,” she asked, then he asked who is that someone, “Lee Changsub, ask him about my mom, I think he know so much about her,” she said making Sungjae confused, why Changsub?.

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anditarasoekowijoto
#1
Chapter 19: Bbyu feels <3
dumb_dumb_dumb
#2
Chapter 19: love this and marvelous thank you so much
melliniabrianti #3
Chapter 19: Is it already the end of this story?:""")
But thankyou for the happy ending!
melliniabrianti #4
Chapter 18: Can't wait for chap 19! Authornim fightingggg
Echy29 #5
Thank u authornim haeblue for update chapter 18...last chapter 17 it so make me meloww ?...after i read chapter 17 i still curious it will be end or not...in reality it true it hard to be together...they relationship so many scratch...but i'm glad u continue this story...he have "nice dream"...??? i wait for next chapter 19...fighting!
Dcervantes98
#6
I'm gonna have to take time out to read this.
melliniabrianti #7
Chapter 16: Whyyýy
jepukcolek #8
Chapter 16: why so saddd. im cryinggg
jepukcolek #9
Chapter 13: so sadd. i'm cryingggg
ahndantaeway #10
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