Sooyoung didn’t come out from her room since she come back from meeting her mother. She keep forcing herself to sleep eventhough she couldn’t sleep, Seunghwan come out from the room with the tray and food on it,

“She didn’t eat it, what should we do?,” she asked to Joohyun and Seulgi who is waiting for her in front of the room,

“I’ll try it then, she didn’t have dinner too last night,” Joohyun said and take the tray from Seunghwan and enter the room, “uri dongsaeng…you will get sick if you keep like this, eat your breakfast now,” she said then put the tray near Sooyoung and try to wake her, “I don’t know what you heard last time from your mother, but if it’s really something that make you in this bad state, I think it’s not a good thing, so I won’t ask about it. But, you shouldn’t losing strength after that…keep going, you still have us..you still have someone else who really love you,“ she said, Sooyoung open her eyes and face Joohyun, Joohyun smiling to her, “good girl, let’s eat now..you can take a rest today, I’ll tell Changsub that you can come to today filming,” she said, Sooyoung smiling then take the spoon, she start eating.

After that, she call Changsub and tell him that Sooyoung couldn’t come to filming set today, Changsub know the reason so he just say yes and he’ll tell the PD.

In filming set, Sungjae come to Changsub after spotting him come out from lift,

“I think, her mother said something bad to her. She won’t come today, I think she is really in bad state,” he said after Sungjae asking about Sooyoung, “and I think she know about your father too,” he said, Sungjae look shocked after heard that,

“What do you mean?,” he asked him back.

“On our way to meet her mother yesterday, she said to me that she is afraid that she’ll hate you, so she meet you yesterday before she go to meet her mother, to confirm something..,” he said, “when I asked her what kind of thing that she want to confirm, she didn’t give answer just smiling and said this, ‘it’s not fully his fault, so I won’t hate him’. Don’t you think she know something?,” he asked.

“From who she know then?, you?,” he asked, he is suspicious of Changsub.

“Me?, why me?, “ he said then in deep thinking,  “I think, that notebook, she said to me that notebook help her a lot too,” he said.

“If it’s from the notebook, then..it’s already long time ago. If it’s really from that notebook, she won’t come to me when I asked her to come,” he said about that day when he invited Sooyoung to his manager’s house.

“She said that she came to you because she want to confirm something, and she said she won’t hate you. So I think she came to you fully knowing about that,” he explained to him, Sungjae just frozen there,“ for now, just focus on the filming,I’ll take care of this,” he said then leave Sungjae, Sungjae still look worried.

He get NG for many time in one scene, making the director wondering,

“Is there something bothering you today?, you don’t look really well,” he asked to him after filming a scene.

“No, nothing, don’t worry. I’m really sorry because I made a lot of problem for the team,” he said then the director patting his back,

“It’s okay, do well for the next scene,” he said then leave him.

*

Sooyoung come out from her room when the dinner time, while all of her house mates gathering in dining room, Sooyoung walking to the kitchen to make something,

“You want to make tea, I’ll make it for you,” Seunghwan said while walking to the kitchen.

“No, I’ll make it, just continue your dinner,” she said while taking the sugar and smiling to Seunghwan.

“You want to join us, let’s have dinner together,”Seulgi said.

“You don’t have date today, unni?, ” Sooyoung asked while walking to the table.

“We meet everyday, no need to go on date everyday too, right?,” she said. Sooyoung sitting down and start testing the food,

“She said that she hate it,” Sooyoung said, the other looking at her, “when I called her mom, she said she hate it,” she said then taking another food, “I just meet her after she throwed me away, shouldn’t I be the one who hate to call her that?,” she asked.

“Hmm…you should be the one who said it,” Joohyun said.

“I called her mom because I never calling someone like that before, I want to have a memory where I calling my real mom with ‘mom’, why she keep making bad memory for her daughter,” she said, then start crying, Seulgi take a box of tissue for her,

“You can angry this time, say all of the things that you want to say to her,” Joohyun said then Sooyoung start telling them all the thing that her mother said.

*

The next day, she came to the filming set. Sungjae waiting for her there, he want to talk to her,

“Are you okay now?,” he asked after they are in the waiting room, the manager and his staff leaving them alone.

“Ah..you heard about it?, hmm, I’m okay now…, although it’s still feel hurt, but I’m okay,” she said.

“You know about it, right?, about my father,” he asked, Sooyoung nodding then avoiding his gaze, “I’m sorry for not saying anything about it,” he said.

“Should I say I’m okay now?,” she asked, “honestly, I still feel hurt everytime I’m looking at you, I know that’s it’s not your fault. That day, I decided to meet you hoping that you’ll tell me about it, beside about Lee sunbae. But you couldn’t told it, so I thought..ah, maybe he still need a lot of courage to say that, maybe he really feel sorry to me. And do you know thatI was hoping something stupid too,” she said then smiling, Sungjae still looking at her, “I did have reason to meet you that day, but I also did have reason not to meet you that day, in your manager’s house. Should I say that I was nervous too meet you, just both of us in a house?, do you know why I was nervous?,” she asked.

“Why?,” he innocently asked.

“Although I know that your father hiding about my family, but I couldn’t help to like you, and starting from that day, my feeling start growing bigger. So, I think it’s because of this feeling, because I have this kind of feeling to you I’m feeling hurt. Because I’m hoping that, your father didn’t know anything about my family,” she start crying, Sungjae still staring at her, “I feel stupid after this confession, I’m sorry, but could you forget about it?,” she asked him.

“How can I forget it?, it’s the first time I heard a confession from a girl,” he said then walking closer to her, “I’m even more happy because I like that girl too,” he said, Sooyoung looking at him then he give her a kiss on her lips, she still looking at him because she couldn’t believe what’s happen, “why are you looking at me like that?,” he asked and give her a hug, “do you still feel hurt now?, should I heal it?,” he asked, there is no answer from her so he check it, and she is crying now, “why?.”

“Ahh..what’s wrong with me?, why am I crying right now?,” she said, “then..let me meet your father, I have so many things to asked to him. Would you?,” she asked.

“You want to meet him?, really?, it won’t hurt you more, right?,” he asked.

“You must be there too when I meet him, so you can prevent him to say something that will hurt me,” she said, he smile to her then rubbing her head,

“Of course, I’ll be there..,” he said.

*

Sooyoung’s dongsaeng from orphanage come again to Korea after receiving email from her that she is going to meet her mother. He come to filming location and asked her to have lunch in restaurant near the filming location, when they are eating while she told him about her mother, Sungjae and his staff with Changsub come in to restaurant, he saw Sooyoung there with a man,

“Do you know him?,” he asked to Changsub, Changsub looking at the man who sit in front of Sooyoung,

“I think I ever see him, but I don’t know his name,” he said.

“How can you don’t know when you know her from child,” he look upset.

“Don’t be so childish Yook Sungjae, just because you like each other, she can’t talk to any man in this world?,” he whispering to him, then he sit and looking at menu, then looking at the man who sit in front of Sooyoung, “I think I know him,” he said, Sungjae look curious, “he is from the same orphanage with her, he help her a lot,” he said then ordering something to eat, Sungjae still looking at her. Sooyoung noticed that Sungjae come to the same restaurant after she heard his voice ordering something loudly,

“Don’t you know him?, you should know him, you read my notebook, right?,” he asked.

“Hmm..I know him, at the start I just know that we are sharing the same bad experience from our dream, then I know his dad hiding about my family from your notebook, and two days ago, I know that he like me too,” she said, he spilled out his food, “yah..that’s dirty,” she said.

“You like him?,” he asked, “he likes you too?,” she is nodding, “wah..that’s crazy noona, what kind of mess is this?, I said this not because I jealous or something, but you shouldn’t like him after knowing it, right?,” he still couldn’t believe what he heard.

“Hey, how could you said someone else feeling as a mess. The one who did it not him, we are just not that lucky that we meet in this kind of situation,” she said that and looking at Sungjae while smiling, “I hope it’ll last long,” she said. They start dating since two days ago, although she stiil feel afraid dating celebrity, on top of that..that celebrity’s dad have done something to her, “we’ll be okay, right?,” she asked again.