Mental Struggles

Stay Strong BTS

Jimin kept silent the whole day long, he looked so calm and only stared blankly at his surroundings. He was silent and quiet from the outside but a whole war was going on from the inside.

"Min-ah?" called Jin for the ... actually ! he lost count for how many times he has been calling for him and gaining no answer each time, nothing but a blank look that meant nothing to any of them 

"Please ?" Jin pleaded once again for Jimin to open his mouth and take a spoonful of porridge but nothing came out from Jimin and it broke his heart every time

*Well done you, idiot !! wouldn't be better if you just died? you couldn't even do that huh ?* 

It was the voices again

*No ... go away ... I don't want to die anymore*

*Oh yeah? you're taking their air and their attention what did you do? are you even that important?*

* I don't care ... leave me alone*

The voices have gone out inside Jimin's head thinking why should he be alive but he tried to shut them up. He wanted it to stop now, he knew that what he has been doing was wrong and that his hyungs care about him a lot and didn't' leave him not even for a second, and that they don't deserve such a treatment. If there's something to be fixed, it was him. Jimin wanted to fix himself and maybe should leave them alone later.

It's been a while now, Jimin was starting to get really sleepy, and step by step his eyelids got extremely heavy.

Walking into a house full of mirrors. A room, and hundreds of mirrors on the walls. Jimin walked inside wearing a black and white striped shirt and a pair of black jeans. Just walking inside looking at his beautiful reflection in the mirrors, for a second, it was fun. Passing his hands over the mirror house everything looked very pure and white; very calm and extremely peaceful. Jimin kept walking, not knowing where to but he just kept walking and watching the reflections sweetly touched by the sunlight.

But suddenly, Jimin felt like he was watched, someone was following him. Jimin can sense an alien body moving inside the walls and touching his mirrors so he followed the small huffs and noises he could hear in order to find the stranger.

"Who's there?" Jimin asked

"Show yourself" 

Jimin was still looking around him, looking for the source of his nuisance

"You want me to show myself?" a sudden voice rose from somewhere behind the mirrors

"Yes" Jimin wasn't afraid but he was certainly confused when he saw the person that showed up in front of him

" W-ho are y-ouu ?"

"Oh me?" answered the person "I'm you ... Jimin"

Jimin saw a reflection of himself right in front of him; but slightly different, his eyes sunken and body so thin. Hair so dark bangs a bit long covering his eyes a little wearing a long black shirt and a black jeans

"Wh-what do you want?"

"I don't know, you tell me, ... don't you want to be like me? isn't it why you've called me?"

"Be like you?" 

"Yes reach a perfect scale on your weighing, like me, or be so bright and perfect"

"Me? ... no never"

The other started getting closer and closer to Jimin, and Jimin only took few steps back each time

"You wanted to die and be like me"

"No ... not any more so just leave me alone"

"Where are you going Jimin? You belong with me"

Jimin kept walking backward until he reached the edge of the house and if he kept walking backward, he would fall somewhere not clear and looks really deep 

"I don't belong with anyone ... not anymore please leave me alone"

"Catch my hand I'll save you, you won't fall and you'll join me"

"No, i prefer to fall then to join you"

The boy reached his hand to Jimin but Jimin kept walking backward, "Not again No Never" and with those words he fell, he closed his eyes accepted his fate but suddenly in the middle of his fall, he heard his name being called and things started to fade away. For a second Jimin believed that it was the sound of heaven calling for him but no it was Jungkook's voice trying to wake him up from his nightmare.

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purplejoch
#1
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Glauci #2
Chapter 39: Stay strong EXO? Sehun as the main character?
moroccandancer #3
Chapter 39: YAY!!
My bias, Jimin is ALWAYS a good choice, but whoever you choose will be good since you're an awesome writer. As long as there's a sick/hurt scene, preferably with some fainting, it'll definitely be a winner! Oh, speaking of WINNER...hint, hint?
lily2109 #4
I've been reading this many times! I really like your writing style besides you're my favorite author in here. Can I do a request? Could u do the stay strong sequel for nct? Haechan as the main character? I'm sorry if it's too much for u but I really hope u can write it =) anyway I'll always support u! Hwaiting! >~<
Crushnick
#5
Chapter 1: hello there...
i'm back.. but..
do you remember me?