Darkness.

Kihyun squeezed his eyes shut preparing for impact, but all he heard was the sound of the motorbike getting further away. He let's out a breath he was holding, slowly opening his eyes.

I almost died! He thinks, I almost f**king died! I'm too young to die! We just debuted, we haven't had our first win yet! I haven't gone out on an official date with Changkyun! I haven't got the chance to kiss him and hug him! I haven't even confessed to him yet!.... Confess! Right! I should confess! Life's too short to be hesitating all the time! Grab the bull by its horns!

With that train off thought he turns back and heads for their dorm, half running as if his time was running out. He opens the door, not even bothering to announce his presence, and makes a mad dash towards the kitchen.

Empty.

Oh, I guess they were done talking, he thinks. He walks towards their shared room and finds Changkyun lying comfortably on his bed.

"Changkyun" he calls out, the younger lifts his head up and smiles at him, causing his heart to skip a beat. No,no,no you can't have two near death experiences in one night. "can i talk to you for a bit?" he looks around the room and sees Jooheon and Minhyuk fast asleep "in private" he adds. Changkyun nods and carefully climbs down the bed, making sure not to cause any noise and wake his hyungs. They head out to the veranda, the only place that offered any sort of privacy. And the place where Wonho and Changkyun broke up.

"hyung, is everything ok?" the maknae asks, he noticed that Kihyun was acting weird, not at all like the calm and sensible hyung he knows.

Kihyun looks him in the eyes, he opens his mouth but no words come out. He takes a deep breath and runs a hand through his hair. Is he okay? He looks like he's having a lot of trouble. Maybe he needs to vent out his problems? "-ke you" Changkyun's thoughts stop once he hears Kihyun's voice, he looks at the older clearly confused

"sorry hyung, i wasn't listening. Can you say that again?". Kihyun facepalms. Of couse, he thinks, tonight was just not going well for him.

He looks back up at the maknae, straightens his back and says "Im Changkyun, I like you. Not just as a dongsaeng. Not just as a bandmate. I like you, more than friends. I want to be your boyfriend" Damn, boy, you just confessed the outta that!

Changkyun stares blankly at him, clearly shocked by what he heard. "hyung" he begins "i just- i mean, this is all too much for me right now. With Wonho hyung and now you. I don't- can you... Can you give me some time to sort things out?" Changkyun asks, Kihyun breaks into a smile, taking the younger's hands in his own, "of course, take as much time as you need. But, you not rejecting me out right means i have a chance, right?" Kihyun sqeezes his hands and Changkyun nods, a blush settling on his cheeks.

They go back inside the dorm and head straight to bed. A few more days of vacation before they start promoting for their 4th mini album. Changkyun lies in bed wide awake. The day has been an emotional roller coaster ride for him, with Wonho asking him to get back together and Kihyun asking to be his boyfriend.

He sighs, wanting nothing more than to just rest, but his mind keeps replaying Wonho hugging him and begging him to stay with him, then of Kihyun confessing to him and of how Kihyun smiled when he didn't reject him immediately.

He tosses and turns in his bed, but his mind was too busy thinking. Just then he hears Kihyun go up his bed, nudging his leg to make some room for him, Changkyun complies scooting closer to the wall. Kihyun lies down next to him, bringing his hands up to touch Changkyun's cheek, "can't sleep?" he asks, before Changkyun could respond, Kihyun pulls the maknae's head to his chest hugging him close, and humming a random lullaby to put Changkyun to sleep. He runs his hands along soft brown fluffy hair, wishing everyday would be just like this. He drifts off to sleep with that thought.