Hoseok went back with Yoongi that night and read through the note book with him.

“Hyung, ready?”

Yoongi gulped. He was as nervous as Hoseok, with his palms perspiring more than usual and biting on his nails. It became a habit whenever he was nervous.

Page 2.

“Yoongi yah,

I miss you.

I really miss you. My heart aches whenever i think of you.

The sky seems bright but it was never like this for me.

I went to the doctor and the doctor had mentioned that it might be good that I should go for a proper treatment. Well, I wish i’m getting better.

I think i’m getting better, and therefore my purpose of writing this to you.”

Page 13.

“....goes down the drain again.

I was injected with some fluids that was trying to keep me sane.

Doc mentioned that was hallucinating when i thought you’re real.

Real, standing in front of me. But it was just my illusion. Something that have project from my mind in front of me….

.......Am i getting worse?”

Page 53.

“Yoongi…

I don't think i can continue on like this.

I saw Namjoon. He came. I thought i would never ever see you guys again. But he really came. He came to find me.

When are you coming? That was what i thought.

But i ended up telling Namjoon not to say a word about my whereabouts.

I want to be healthy when i’m standing in front of you.”

“Wait? Namjoon knew where Seokjin was all these while?”

Yoongi asked Hoseok but Hoseok had no clue at all.

Page 109.

“ ...torturing. I don't think i want this any more.

Please just end my life,

Yoongi yah…”

Page 242.

“Yoongi, i feeling great today.

Things were going fine recently after my last session with doc. Namjoon said i’m looked radiant.

Hahaha…

....but I wish you were here…..”

Page 344.

“Yoongi….

Doc mentioned that i am really recovering well!

I can see you again….”

Page 516.

“Yoongi…..

I can’t wait to get back home.

The home where we truly belong.

I love you.”

Tears welled up in Yoongi’s eyes.

That was the diary of Seokjin’s. He wrote on it everyday, with the hope of coming back to Yoongi.

“Hope… i…”

Yoongi started sobbing.

He did not know that Seokjin was trying his best to come back and all Yoongi did over there was just living in agony, secretly blaming Seokjin for the sudden departure. Yoongi felt that the 3 years of hatred was nothing at all.Yoongi grabbed on Hoseok’s shirt as if grabbing on his only lifeline, leaning forward and cried.

“Hyung…”

Hoseok was crying too.

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Page 691.

“Yoongi yah…

I’m ready to come back home.

Meet me at our usual cafe and i’ll be there! :D”

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a/n:

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