J-Hope stared at himself in the mirror.

Jung Hoseok stared at himself in the mirror.

He ran a hand along his jawline, checking to see if he had missed any spots while shaving.

He ran a hand alone his jawline, gripping it so hard that he was sure a bruise would form later.

He took the bottle of vitamins out from the cupboard behind the mirror.

He took the bottle of sleeping pills out from the cupboard behind the mirror.

He unscrewed the lid of the bottle.

He struggled to pop the lid of the bottle.

Hands steady, he shook a few of the vitamins into his hand.

Hands shaking, he shook a few of the pills into his hand.

A couple of the vitamins slipped into the sink, and J-Hope clicked his tongue, picking them up and throwing them out quickly.

A few of the pills slipped between his trembling fingers into the water-filled sink, and Hoseok watched them disappear emotionlessly.

J-Hope placed the vitamins into his mouth and chewed quickly, swallowing afterward.

Hoseok dry swallowed a couple of the pills, feeling them run down his throat.

He replaced the bottle in its place and closed the cupboard.

He replaced the bottle in its place and closed the cupboard.

his lips, he put on a cardigan and walked out of his door onto the street.

Biting his lip hard enough to draw blood, he put on a cardigan and walked out of his door onto the street.

Walking mindlessly, he soon found himself on the main road, and waved at all of the people passing by him in their cars.

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