chapter 2


I enlisted 27 august in 2013 and after to years it was almost time for me to go back to my daily life,i wanted to act again and two month before leaving i came across of a script who captured my attention.The name of the drama was Descendants of the sun,it was an interesting story,long shorts it was about the love story between a soldier and a doctor.The story was different from all the other script that i received,my character name i s yoo shi jin and his love interest doctor kang mo yeon is a really strong character,"i wonder who could be the actress who will bring her character to life,anyway i decided,this will be my new project"i was satidfied of my choice and i liked the script so much that kept on reading the other episode in just one day.
After i have chosen the drama,i told my manager about my decision and after my actual discharge everything was settled,but still i was really curious to who will be kang mo yeon.My curiousity was soon put to rest when i came to know who the actress will be,i seriously,couldn't belive it,it was Song hye kyo,i was schoked and i thouth i heard it wrong too so i had to ask again and the answer was the same:Song hye kyo.
Ok,that was something really unexpected i remained silent for awhile,in my van before coming back to the real world.


In may 28,was the day of the first script reading,there i would surely see her.And i was right she was there and i couldn't stop my eyes too look at her,i was nervour just like the first time and like that time she surprised me with her gentle manners,beautiful smile and the way she treated me like i was an old friend.My initial nervousness disappeared in an istant and i felt confortable,yes i was still a little nervous but it wasn't like before and anyway the overall atmosphere was good and we laughed a lot together with everyone.I also took the liberty to put my head on her shoulder,i was hesitant in doing that,but then she started to laugh,like everyone and myself too,what the hell did i do that for,i think it was best if i didn't either way the result wasnt bad,just that i regretted it a little so i put my hand on my face.After the script reading was over everyone started to do their own things and i also,took the script and the other things,sometimes i couldn't help but sneak a peak at her who was talking with some of the other actresses,she smiled widely,even though she is 34 to me seems like time stopped for her at 20 years old,sometimes i even thinks she looks like a girl underage,she is ageless,how can she be this beautiful,i still can't belive what is happening to me. The other actress greeted me too so everyone and also song hye kyo started to talk a little,just a bit because soon after they had other things to do,so the two of us remained.


"Song hye kyo sshi,was i bothersome earlier?if so i am sorry"i asked a little embarrassed.


"what?no of course,what made you think that?also jong ki,please be at ease i am a human being too,before being an actress ok?"she said then smiled at me brightly.


"ok then,can i call you hye kyo?"


"sure,jong ki"we then started to laugh and left togeter.




Me and song hye kyo-i mean hye kyo started to film the first scene in seoul,the filming started On June 12, 2015,the drama is the first production preproduced so we don't have much problems about the time.Working with her for the first time was really fun,we became friends very fast and finally i became confortable with her and we joked around like it was the most natural thing in the world.She is a really kind person,while i took care of"my" alpha team she took care of her medical team,but not only that,she was of help to everyone,she laughed a lot and usually most of the time she would treat us to to lunch or dinner,she also like to drink a lot,ahahah she is really funny.
She always made me laugh,and for that reason we would do a lot of NG,well i made her laugh too and also i sooo like teasing her,when i do that she would hit me lightly on the chest with her tiny hand,and i can't help but find her cute.I found out that she is a person easy to talk too,when at first i was afraid a little that she would be an actress a little difficult to talk to,thanks god it wasn't like that.It's easy talking with her and i found out that we have a lot in common,like our passion for acting,we are a little perfectionist in our own way and instead of star we just want to be good at our work.she is someone who kepps on going he own way,ans she want to emprove as a person and as an actress,it's something i really admire her for.
One thing i found difficult to do was the first kiss for mo yeong and si jin,we had to do it a lot of time,some because of the angle,i didn't really know how the viewers would take this first kiss or i should act,and the fact that i had to kiss my long time idol didn't help at all,gosh i was nervous,but in the end we finally did it. Surely it was difficult filming this scene,but it was fun too,when we did the reseal,and we were wearing just normal clothes. After i kissed her she was supposed to run away...yea but she took the bottle with her ahahah,my god too funny.


director:"jong ki you should kiss her this way"


Jong ki:"...like this..."


director"right like that,then hye kyo sshi,you should run  away"


song hye kyo:"ok"she nodded and with the bottle pressed against her chest as if it was her treasure she run away,i couldn't help but laugh.


song jong ki"ahahah,she is taking it away"


Song hye kyo then came back smiling a little shy and everyone laughed too.


Song hye kyo:"i don't leave alchol behind"


Song jong ki"it's her,song hye kyo,that's the real song hye kyo"i shouted.


Song hye kyo:"ya!"she said to me as to say to stop doing that,how cute really i can't help but keep on tesing her,her reactions are to funny.


While kissing her for the actual scene,i could feel her beautiful lips on mine,i could taste a little bit of the wine she drunk a little while ago,as i kissed her my heart kept running wild,it was beating really fast,it was beautiful,as i touched her pale skin so smooth and soft i was afraid to hurt her in some way.I know that she is only a friend to me,i clearly know and other than that i don't feel anything more for her,but...in that moment i thought if i was her boyfriend would i taste her lips like this all i want?when the director finally said that it was ok how it turned out i came back to reality,for an istant i couldn't even understand why i did that,but then i came to think that it was because i was acting as yoo shi jin,yes that's must be it i said to myself.




Our drama is doing well thanks god and we couldn't be more happy,as time passes i keep on changing my mind about her,i could see first hand how dedicated she is,but not till that point.There was a scene where angus point a gun at her and he hit her on the head,it was hard for him,he said so himself,i can understand him,she seems the most fragile thing in the world but she made her clear to our eyes that she isn't so fragile as everyone including me was thinking.She told him that she was fine,and to hit her properly,so that the scene would be good,she said it in a gentle voice yet the actor angus could feel the meaning behind her word,it wasn't a reproach,more like,she wanted him to see that she can stand her ground,that she won't break,so he should be strong too and stop being afraid since as an actor he was bound to do those things.
In reality there was no need for that,because with the help of the professional and the angle camera the problem could have been solved,but as brave as she was,she didn't agree and just asked to do it for real and she was right.Angus finally stopped worrying he could immerse himself in his character perfectly and the scene came out beautiful. I really can't keep up with her.


There was another kiss scene in our drama,where mo yeong finally accepted yoo si jin love and confessed her's to him,it was funny to shoot but in a way it was even more nerve vrecking than the first,jokingly i said i have to ask my mum persmission before kissing you,joking obviously and looking at her and she with a smile said to me i must have already asked her and so we joked around till it was time.This time wasn't only a peck on the lips,we had to act it out as a really long and passionate kiss,i was the one who kissed her first,and my heart was ready to explode,but when it was her turn to pull me into a kiss my heart became impossible to control why?the way she looked at me,her eyes looked as if she wanted me all to herself,as if she couldn't wait but kiss my lips,i was speachless,i must admit that never once i encountered this type of situation before,as expected from an A list actress,gosh if i didn't know she was acting i would really belive that she is madly in love with me.When i wen't back in the room of my hotel i couldn't stop remembering her smile,her lips and...those eyes those y eyes,she is such a funny girl,that i never thought she would be able make to have thet expression as if i am the object of her desires."she is good...indeed,she is really an actress worth of praise"i said sarcastically trying to calm me down,i went to shower and then i finally went to sleep.


This is another day where we had to kiss because this will be the last kiss they will have before mo yeong goes back to seoul,there we kiss each other for the third time,with the beautiful view in front of my eyes,and her as beautiful and good as always,this kiss was also hard for me,something must be wrong,yoo si jin sure is loving her hard,but it's ok for now i have to,and so i kissed her as sweetly as i could and she returnes the kisss,and our mouth moved to complete each other.As i kissed i could feel her arms touching my back who became suddenly hot as if a fever arose,yes i must have a fever a fever,that it's not painful at all.


After we finished to film the most difficult and hilight scene that we had in greece,the last scene we had to was to film the last kiss on the bich.


Here,this is the the last day of filming in greece and again that day my heart had to be strong.Even if she is a friend she is always the actress i always idolized and most of all she beautiful,so hw can i calm down,this time the kiss is longer but thanks to her i could have fun and be more at ease,yes she noticed i was nervous.


"jong ki"


"hu?oh, hye kyo sshi,what is it?"i asked


"no,i am alright,it's you the one who is strange,do you feel unwell?"she said concerned.


"oh?no,i am fine,it's just that this is the last time in greece that's why"i said lying and she didn't buy it.


"mmm...really?liar!"she said


"wh-wae?cmon i am ok"i said smiling as if everything was alright.


"you are lying why?"she said suspiciously.


"what makes you think that i am lying,hu?"


"because when you lie or are embarrassed you usually scratch your head"damn how did she know?did she obseve or something?but she is right.


"sigh,ya!i am fine really,now don't worry beauty hu?"i said trying to divert her attention to something else but she is like a worrior,when she want something she will obtain it.


"don't ya!me you tell me what happened"her expression then softened "jong ki,i am worried can't you just tell me what is going on?"she said to me,with those eyes who sometime i just can't make look at anything else but those beautiful pair of brown eyes,anyway i can't possibly tell that it's because of her.


"dear friend,don't worry,i am fine,i will prove it to you in an istant"i said smirking gaining a little push by her who smiling tells me.


"by the way you are joking around i can tell that you are fine. Ok,let's go,they are waiting"she takes my hand and we go where the kiss should be done,once again,she can make me surprised in all kind of way,i hope we can be like this forever.


"start"said the director.


And so we started doing our acting once again,and she made it so that i was confortable,she is good at that,her funny expression are really too cute,but now the kiss came back an i was really into it his time,and when she touched my arm i felt something strange what it is?,just yoo si jin loving his mo yeong.






ok the orther the scene where shoot i just don't know them but for my purpose i organized them this way.^^