princess sooyoen's  pov
'' AMY ''
i   shout  and  jolt  up  in  the  bed  ,  i  was  sleeping  but  then  i  have  nightmare  of   amy  fall  into  the  hill  ,  i  started  crying  ,  then   i heard  a voice  ,  
''  sooyoen  , what  happen  ,  ''  i  look  up  and  saw  miyoung  ,  taeyoen  ,  soojung   is  in  my   room  sitting  in  the  couch  ,  miyoung  came  towards  me  and  started   rubbing  my   back  and  side hug  me  ,  
''  shssh  everything  is  okay  ,  now  sooyoen  ,  you  are  safe  now  '' she   said  ,  trying to  calm  me  ,  i  don't  why  but  i  am  very  scared  , who  will  not   when  you   just  got  safe  by  death .  its  not  like  everyday  princess  see  these  things  ,  
''  yes  , unnie  ,  your  are  safe  now ''  soojung  said  and  hug  me , i  put  my  head  into  her  chest  and  calm  mself  . she   hug  me  and  hmm  a  melody  for me , i   always  feeel  better  when  soojung   sung  a  melody for me , 
after  some time  i  pull  out  of  the  hug  and  sit  properly  in  the  bed  .
''  come on ,  sooyoen   lets  get   you   change   ''  miyoung   said  ,  i  just   nod  and   walk   towards  the   bathroom ,  to  freshen  up  .  
''  sooyoen  ,  you  take  shower  and  relax  ,  okay   , we  all  are  in  the  room ''  miyoung  said and  close  the   bathroom  door .  i  look    at  the  mirror  ,  i got  shocked  to  see   my  white dress   full  with   blood  ,  
''  AHHHH ''   i  shout   looking  at   my  dress 
''  sooyoen  ,  what  happen   ,  are  you  okay ''  miyoung came  into bathroom  ,  i  point  my  dress . she  sighs 
''  its   amy's  blood  , she    was  shot  ,  when   some mens  where  trying  to  kidnap  yuri ''   miyoung   said  ,  holy   god  , what  have   i  done ,  so  that means  she  was  enduring   the  pain  when  she  wa s rescueing  me  ,  it  must  have   hurt   a  lot ,  uncounsiously   my  tears  started  following  into  my  cheeks .  
''  its  okay  ,  sooyoen  ,  amy  will  be  fine ,  yoong  is  there   ''  miyoung  said  , and  wipe  my  tears  
''  what   time  is  it  ,  miyoung  ''  i  ask   her ,
''  its  9  pm  ,  sooyoen  ,  you were   uncounsious  for  8  hours  ''  miyoung   said  ,   i   should   check   on   amy   ,  is  she  is  fine or  not .
'' lets  me  get   fresh  ,  miyoung  then  lets  go  to  see  amy  ''  i  said ,  
''  lets   go  tommorow  morning  ,  its  night  already ,  sooyoen  ''  she  said   ,  i  don't  care 
''  no  ,  i  wanna   see her  , right  now ''    i  demand  ,
''   lets  go  tommorow  morning  ,  sooyoen  ,  yoong  told  us  that   amy  is  fine  and  resting  ,  she  might  be  sleeping   ''  she  said  ,  
'' okay  ''  i  sighs  ,  i  wanna  go  there  to see  how  is  she  but  i don' t  wanna  disturb  her 
''  good  ,  now   take  a  shower  and  let   have  dinner  ,  okay  ,  we  are  waiting  outside  ,  don't  take   long ''  miyoung  said  , kiss  my  cheek  and  leave  me  alone  in  my  bathroom  .  
after  shower 
i  came  out  of  bathroom  ,  in  my  pj's  ,  and  saw  miyoung   ,  soojung  and  taeyoen   waiting   for  me   .  
''  oh  !  sooyoen   there  you  are  lets  go   downstairs  and  have  dinner  ,  then  you  can  have  rest ''  taeyoen  said  ,  i  nod   ,  we  all  go  downstairs  and   had  dinnere  ,  three  of  them  was   trying to  cheer  me  up  but  i  couldn't  because  i    was  worring  about  amy  ,   i   was  not  in  mood   of  having  dinner  but  i  don't  want  them  to  worry  about  them  so  i   came  downstairs  with   them  ,  i  didn't  eat  much  ,  after  that  i  stand  up  
''  i  am  going  in  my  room  ''  i  said  , three  of them  look  at  me 
''  sooyoen  ,  do  you  want  me  to  sleep  with  you   tonight ''  she  said ,
i  didn't  answer   and go to my  room  and  lay  down  onmy  bed  ,  i  was thinking  when   i  heard   miyoung  voice ,
'' you know   ,  i  am  here  now  ,  you  can talk  to  me  anything  ''  she  said  ,  i patted  the  space  next  to  me  , she  lay  down  and   hug  me  ,  i put my  head  in  her  chest  ,  she    my  hairs, 
''  what   happen  ,  sooyoen  ,  are  you  still  scared  ''  she  ask  me 
''  a  little  ''  i  said  , miyoung  is someone  i  can't  lie ,  she  always  there whenever  i  need  someone .
''  you  are  safe  , don't  be  scared  now  , okay ''  she  said  , i  just  nod my  head  in her  chest  .
''  so  what  are  you  thinking  ,  i know  there  is  something  ''  she   ask ,  
''  its  just  ,  first  time  i  face  death  and  i  am  this  much  scared  ,  didn't   amy  got  scared  ,  you  know  she  just  jump  off  the  hill  without  thinking ''  i  said  ,  
''  you  are  forgetting  something   sooyoen ,  amy  is  a  soldier  ,  she is risking  her  life since  she was  kid  ,  and  she  don't  even  have  someone  look  after  her   '' miyoung  said  ,  true  ,  now  i  feel  very  bed   giving  her  those  treatments,  she  must  be  in  pain  but  she  didn't  complain ,  i started  sobbing  ,  thinking   she  is  suffering   since  she was  kid  ,  she  even  save  me  from  drowing  into the  water  when i  was kid  ,i  forget   everything    just  because  i  didn't  got  married  with  yul,   in  that  thing  also  she  was helping  us  by   make  herself  a  bait .
''  shhh  its  okay  ,  sooyoen ,  i know you  are  feeling  guilty  thinking  all  your  acts ,  you  can  apolozise  to  her  , you know  ,  i  know  she  will  forgive  you  ''  miyoung   said  ,   i  sob  harder  ,  because  i  know she  will  not  say  anything  .
''  shhh  sooyoen  ,  its  okay  ''  miyoung  said  and  wipe  my  tears   ,  i   cried  hard  that  night  ,  after   some  time  i  feel  sleep  after  crying ,  
next   morining  
i    woke up  at  10:30  am  and  got   ready   to  visit  amy  ,  but  then  i heard voices  outside  my  room  ,  so  i   hide  behind   the  door  so  ,  that  i  could  listen  it  clearly ,  looks  like  someone  is on  the phone ,
''  yes  ,    the  task  was  to  do  an  act  to  kidnap  ,  yuri  so  that  it  looks  like  that  you  killed  that   orphan  , and  after  that  leave  yuri  without  any  hurt  to  her  and princess  sooyoen  ,  but  that  orphan survive  ,  i don't  know  how many  times  i  have  to  give  you  money  to  kill  that  orphan ,  how  can  you  not  killed  her  yet , aa  hh  leave  it  ''  i heard  the  footsteps  of  moving  and  look  outside  that room and  saw  it  was   queen  ,  she  didn't  saw  me  as  she  was  walking  in  opposite  direction , 
why  did   queen  wants  to   kill  amy ?
and  she  already  tired  many  times  ,  why  she  is  just  a  low  rank   captain , she  don't  even  have  anything   than  why ...i  have  to   find  about  this  thing  .
i  strenthen  myself  and  walk  downstairs    but  my  mind  was  thinking  about  the   what  i  heard  the  queen  say,  there  is  some secret which  is  hide  from  everyone , i  was  walking when  i  heard  yoong  voice  calling  me   ,  i   trun  around  ,   
''  unnie  ,  where  are  you  going   ''  she  ask  
''  i  am  going  to  visit  amy  she  is  in  the  hospital  ,  right ''  i  ask her ,  she  looks  at  me  ,  
''  unnie  ,  i  wanna  talk  to  you  about  something  related  to her ,  lets  go  to  my  room  ''  she  said  ,  i  nod  and  follow  her  to  the  room .  she  close  the  door  and  we  both  sit  on  the  couch.
'' so what  do  you  wanna  talk  about  , yoong''i  ask  her . she  fidget  her  fingers ,  i  think  she  is  scared 
''  yoong  ,  just  say  what  you  wanna  say  '' i  said  and  smile  to  her 
''  unnie ,  actually i  wanna  ask  you  ,  are  you  the  one  who  told  amy  to   do the  tatto  on  her  back  ''  she   ask ,  i   feel  nervous ,
''  why  ,  what  happen  ''  i  ask  her .
''  because  the  time  when  tatto  was  done  her  back  was  already  have  some injuries,  and  because  of  tatto  it  get  infected  , if  she  won't  get  aid  by  donghae  that  time  then  her  backbone  cord  will  be  effected  and  she  will be  paralysised  , i knew  about  the  tatto  when  i  was  treating  her  ,  i  ask  her  about  she  said  , it  on  the  trend  thats  why  she  made  it  , but  i  don't  believe  her  ,  also  these  past  month  she  got many  injuries  ''  she  said  ,  i  gasp  ,  why  didn't  she  said  anything  and  also  these past  month  she  was  sleeping  on  the  floor  ,
'' its  okay  , unnie  she  is  fine ,  but  she  was  begging  me  to  discharge  her  from the  hospital  so  i  already  prepared  her papers  at  night ,  she  might be  somewhere in the  palace''  she  said  , and  hold  my  hands  .
''  her  sh-ould-er  ,  ho-w  is  it  , is - she - okay  ''  i  ask  her  with  shuttering  ,  i  am  trying  hard  to  hold  my tears .  
''  she  is  okay   ,  it not  her  first  time ,   but  unnie  please  take  care of her  , she  won't  take  her  medicines  ,  thats  why  her  recovery  takes  time  , and  she  always  do  the  work  if  she  is  injured  also '' she  said  ,  i  nod  . 
'' thats  it  , unnie  ,   thank  you  '' she  said  ,  i  stood up  and  look  at  her 
''  thank  you  yoong ,  and  i  will  go  now  , i have to  see  her  , how is  she doing '' i  said . i  walk  outside  the   palace  ,  stand  in the porch  when  i  saw  donghae  talking  to  some  soldier   ,  i  walk  towards  them  ,  i  excuse  all  of them  and  look  at  donghae 
''  you  want  something  , princess  sooyoen  ''  he  said  
''  can  you tell  me where  is  amy  ''  i  ask  ,  please  just  tell me  , i  pray
''   sorry  princess  she  is  injured    ,  she  will be  back in an  our  for  that  time  i  can  accompany  you  ''  he  said  ,
''  no  , i  actually  wants  to  meet  her  , and  wants  to  apolozise  to  her ''  i  said  
'' i  think  that  place will be  inappropriate  for you , princess  , she  will come  after  few hour , you  can  meet her then ''  he  said 
''  no ,  i  want  to meet  her  right now ''  i  said with  authority .
''  okay  , princess  i  will  lead the  way  ''  he  said  , i start  following   , he  take  me to the  headquaters  basement  ,  who  live  here  ,  this  place  is  secluded and  it  looks  like  a  store  room ,  we  stand  ouside  one  door  , 
'' this  is  her  room , princess  , i  leave you  two  alone , i  am  just  above  the  stairs  ,  you  can  call me  and i  will  accompany  you  to  the  palace  ''  he  said  , bow  and  left  me alone  . i   smell  something  and   open  the door   ,  and  gasp  what   i   am  seeing  ,  amy's  shirt  is  on  the  floor ,  she  is  laying  in the  bed  on  her  stomach  ,  and  sleeping  ,   her  one  hand  is  hanging  from the  bed  as  the  bed  is  so  small  ,  and  there  is a cigratte  on  her  fingers ,  when  did  she  start  smoking  ,  i  thought  she  don't  smoke  .  i  walk  inside  the  room  and  look  around  the  room,  this  room  dosen't  have   many  thing  ,  only  one  bed   and  a  table  with  bag  on  the  top  of  it  ,  the wall's  paint  is  falling  , how  does  she  live here , this   room  is  even  smaller  than  my   bathroom .  i  look  at  her  sleeping  ,  the  white  bandages  is  around  her  shoulders ,  how  could  she  sleep  like  that  it  looks  very  uncomfortable ,  
one  thing   is  also  notice  that   she  only  have  black clothes  none  other  than  that  ,  i   look  at  her  again  ,  she      is  murmmuring  something ..
'' hmmm umma   umma   hmmma  ''  
she  must  be  dreaming  about  her  umma  ,  how  could  you  endure  this  much  pain  and  then  also don't  say  a word.

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