As soon as he stepped inside his apartment, Sehun removed that bloody tie first, soon followed by those work clothes that had grown uncomfortable since the afternoon. He sighed as a hand messed up his neatly combed silver locks while the other hand rummaged through the closet in search for something more comfortable. Sehun changed into some black sweatpants and a white t- before heading towards the small living room.

He let himself fall onto the couch, and he was about to grab the TV remote and watch something when his home phone rang, indicating a call. Sehun did not bother to get up and answer it, since he was not expecting an important call.

“Hey, Sehun-ah…It’s me”

The remote fell off Sehun’s shaking hand when he heard that familiar voice. A voice he had tried to forget but failed to every time. He jumped into a seating position and he waited for the person calling to say something.

“Uhm…I know you are still mad at me and I know I ruined everything but please…Sehun-ah, will you pick up my calls? I have no right to say this but I really want to see you again… Please”

There was a sudden rush of energy. A strength that Sehun was never capable of displaying before, that seemed to have awakened. It made him get up, pick up the phone and say all the things he was never capable of saying before. No matter how much he had hurt him, Sehun always kept silent. He thought that it was okay, everyone makes mistakes and that he should forgive because…because that is what people in love do right? They forgive each other, embrace the mistakes and learn from them. However, Sehun had failed to notice that those mistakes were not all innocent.

He had hurt him, and did not even feel sorry when Sehun confronted him about it.

He broke his heart, and left a shattered mess behind. Sehun still struggled with patching up the wounds and fixing the pieces.

“No”. Sehun said to him through the phone. “You do not want to see me again, and I certainly will not see you again. After all this time, when I finally managed to somewhat get my life in check, you come back. Y-You always do this to me. You hurt me, and right when I thought I could leave and move on, you come back again. I am not the same Sehun you used to know. I will not yield to your wishes anymore.”

“Sehun-ah, I am so sorry, I really am and I regret everything I did just please…” The man pleaded in agony, or was it just an act to shatter Sehun once again. Sehun is strong now, he will not believe in the same lies anymore.

“I have feelings too, and you never, never once considered them. Please do not try to contact me again.”

“Sehun-ah!”

“Goodbye. I really wish you every happiness. However, I don't think I can ever look at you the same way. Please