Rinyoung’s POV

After we are officially together, they are happy except Byunghun… I know he secretly have crush on me… But, I just treat him as my older brother… I hang in their house every day when I’m free~

“Rinyoung!! Let’s go for a date~” Donghyun hug me from behind.

“Hyung I want to follow too!!” Minwoo said.

Jeongmin hit Minwoo’s head, “YAH! Don’t disturb them”

Donghyun pointed at Jeongmin, “He’s attacking our maknae!!! GET HIM!!” Soon, all of them tickle and hug Jeongmin… I chuckled because of their silliness.

Me and Donghyun go to cinema, he’ll put his arm around my neck and I lie on his shoulder. After that…

“Donghyun!! You see!!” I pointed an ice-cream stall from opposite road. But Donghyun is looking at the calm seaside… I pouted. “I’m going to get some ice-cream”

I cross the road… A car was speeding approaching me, I’m stunned at that moment…

“PINNNNNN!!! PIN!!!” I closed my eyes tightly… I thought I’ll die that moment…. But, when I opened my eyes, I saw a broad chest in front of me…It’s Donghyun, he’s hugging me… “Sorry!!” he waves to the car.

He let go of me, “YAH!! You know how dangerous just now?! Aish!!”

“Sorry~”

“Next time don’t cross the road without me!!” he looked away.

I pout~~~ He hold my hand suddenly, “Let’s go buy your ice-cream…”

I stand there, didn’t move… “Yah~ Why?” he asked me.

My sight become blur because of my tears, “Sorry~~ For making you worry…”

He wiped my tears away, “I’m sorry, I shouldn’t say like that just now… You this stupid, don’t cry”

I nodded in silent, he give me a warm hug, “Let’s go buy ice-cream, don’t cry silly~” he said.

“Dear diary, I almost die today, almost die because almost loss someone important!! Today she was about being crashed by a car while I’m thinking something… I pull her back and hug her... She cried, when she cry, my heart broken into pieces… When I look at the calm sea, I’m thinking… She’s my girl…I won’t let anyone hurt her… She’s mine forever~ Saranghae… Nol saranghae…”

Rinyoung’s POV

It is December now… Time flies so fast~ I’m with Donghyun about 2 months, we always hang out together, go Lotte World, go to SHINee’s concert together… He creates many beautiful memories in my life… Today, I’m going to a Musical later~

“Donghyun ?” I entered their house.

“Hyung is taking bath…” Youngmin answered while watching tv with Kwangmin and Minwoo.

Jeongmin came out from the kitchen, “Oh! Rinyoung, you came~ Hyung is still bathing~”

I nodded and then I walked to his room… I saw his drawer didn’t shut properly… I want to help him close it, but I noticed a book inside… So I decided to take it out and read it… I chuckled at first when I read because it’s his diary…

“18 January. Dear diary, someone stalk me today!!  She suddenly grabs my arm and called my name. I wonder why she knows my name~ Maybe I’m too handsome? *laugh at myself* Her name is Rinyoung… Studying in the same class with me. Ppyong!”

“30 January. Dear diary, today rain heavily… She’s all wet. *laugh at her* I lend her my jacket for her because it’s kinda cold in class… Byunghun keep shivering!! Luckily I got prepare umbrella~~”

I keep reading and until….

“25 June. Dear diary, I felt that she’s kinda relate to me… Don’t know why, when I’m near or touch her, my head will ache and some fragments of memories will flash in my brain. Today I accidentally touch her hand, I felt like… Fall on the ground hardly… What happen to me?”

“5 July. Dear diary, I’m doing some cleaning stuff in sports room with her. I hugged her to the other side to avoid those basketball falls on her… Then some weird clips flashing in my brain again! I collapsed today~ = ( I think, I should… Get closer with her so I can know more about myself and my past…”

I’m shocked when I read this… I’m asking myself… Should I continue read his diary? Should I? Before I make decision, I already flip to the other page and read.

“6 September. Dear diary, I already make my first move to get closer with her… I think I’m going to know more about my past, my family and why I’ll lost my memories… I hope everything will be on plan… Sorry for hurting you…”

“Rinyoung!! Sorry for make you…….” He was stunned there when saw me with his diary.

“Rinyoung, you… Read it?” he asked me.

My tears rolls down my cheek, “So? That’s your real motif to be with me?” my voice cracks.

The real Motif?

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“Why is noona crying?” 

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