Jihan 004
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“Jisoo… Do you really love me?”
“Jeonghan, you asked that many time...”
“Just answer me, shua…”
“Yes.”
“Me too…”
But, I’m still feeling insecure to the love that you gave me…
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Is always like this, no matter how hard he try to not think about that, he’s mind still can escape from this thought. Did Jisoo really love him? He showed no feeling when he try to flirt with Mingyu, even he doing all the skin ship with Seungcheol, Jisoo still remain steady and continue his own work. He asked him before, why he can have no jealousy at all.
He said,
“Because I love you…”
Love.
These 4 letters hurt me like humiliation.
Jisoo ahh… I’m not sure,
Whether your love to me is a noun or a verb…
“Fight again with Jeonghan?” Seungcheol approached him and sit beside him.
“I don’t know, he just doesn’t want to talk with me…” Jisoo eyes fix on Jeonghan, slightly frowned at his close action with Mingyu.
“You know sometimes your gentlemen’s image is too into you, you can be yourself…”
“…”
“You know Jeonghan doesn’t like being control, so you let him do whatever his likes, but your action make him feels fear, he’s scare that you might not love him, he might think that both of you are dating now because you accepted his confession because you doesn’t want to hurt him and broke your friendship with him.”
“No… is not like that! I love him… Seungcheol, you know how much I love him right…” He doesn’t expect the freedom that he gives Jeonghan will make him feels insecure.
“So, you should tell him, tell him how much you love him. Not sitting here and make him feels more insecure, moreover, I can sense Wonwoo will give Mingyu a punch if Jeonghan keep sticks together with Mingyu, I don’t want to solve another couple’s fight again…”
“I will…”
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Night,
“Jeonghan, can we talk?”
“I need to go and bath, later…please?” He walks to the direction of the bathroom without looking at Jisoo.
“Jeonghan, just for a while …” Jisoo held him by his wrist to stop him.
“Hong Jisoo! Let me go!”
“We don’t even talk yet, why are you crying?” He realizes Jeonghan is enduring himself for crying, but tears already running in his eyes.
“Because I’m not ready to break up!” He yelled.
“Jeonghan…” He pulled Jeonghan closer to him and hugged him. Caressed the latter’s hair, he can feels his shoulder is becoming wet because of Jeonghan’s tears.
“Just cry… and listen to me…” He said it tenderly.
“I love you a lot but I don’t say the words. I gave you freedom but I don’t really know it will make you feel so unconfident to our relationship. I’m jealous whenever you close with anyone, but I don’t want to show it, I’m scared that my jealousy will burden you and you will think I’m a narrow heart guy. First time in my life, I think love can make somebody be wise yet selfish…”
“Every day I am thankful that you are with me, my gift that God gave to me…”
“I’m sorry for making you feel sad… I’ll rub your hair when you’re sad, hugged you inside my arm when you feel cold, and never leave you alone again…”
“Always, Yoon Jeonghan will be the first priority of Hong Jisoo.”
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“Shua ahh, do I look good in this hair style?” Jeonghan run to him and asked, eyes blinking with stars.
“You looked cute…” He answered him.
“Cute? Not good or handsome?” Jeonghan pouted.
“Hmmm, for me you always looked cute…”
“Hehehe…”
“It’s cold here, let’s go back to our dorm…”
“Alright…”
Behind The story:
-I anti angst .__.
-JIHAN JIHAN JIHAN
-Tell me (what is love)
-Happiest person now: Kim Mingyu(temporarily)
-Wonwoo on the way.
A/N:
I WOKE UP ßYOU CAN SING IT LIKE SINGING FRONTING. XDD
AND I SAW A NOTIFICATION FROM YOUTUBE, AND I CLICKED ON IT
SEVENTEEN’S PRETTY U TEASER. IS YOUNG WILD AND FREE CONCEPT XDDD
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MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
MY LIFEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
TOMORROW MV WILL BE RELEASE(¯﹃¯)(¯﹃¯)
TISSUES!
OXYGEN!
CAPSLOCK!
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CARROT CARAT FANDOM HUG
WONWOO!! WONWOO!!!
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A thanks to MrsBeanie, because your idea helped me alotssssss!
But is not something cute and funny (。˘•ε•˘。)
Hehehehehe.
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