Entry 7

Yearning to Remember

All the flowers in my room are gone. The last one died this morning. No one will tell me anything about Jonghyun, though I've asked about a hundred times.

The good news is, I'm finally going to get out of this damn room. I'm going to be moving to a kind of halfway/temporary housing place out in rural Korea. I'll still be getting therapy from Doc, who goes out there once a month or so. But he feels that my staying at the hospital is no longer to my benefit. Aside from my missing memory, I'm in perfect health. So I'm going to attempt building a new life for myself, in a place where no one will ask awkward questions.

Still, I'm worried about leaving Jonghyun. I'll have to get Nani to promise me to pass him my new address. If he ever comes back... I'm going to be honest, I miss him. We only really spoke the one time, but... I just felt so connected with him. Though I'd screamed at him for being a stranger the first time I met him, I didn't quite feel the same when we spoke. Like... The red thread. Where two people are meant to be with each other. It sounds stupid and cheesy to say it, but I can't help but feel that Jonghyun and I are meant to know each other.

Either way, change is coming. I can feel it, and I'm not sure if I like it.

-Key

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kkbeasty #1
Chapter 9: Ohh I thought you'll stop writing this all together and I was SO sad for a moment ybyjssn
I understand you, it does seem very hard to tell a story like this...
I'll be waiting for the sequel~
Also, I read Jonghyuns letters too and omg he's thinking it's all his fault I'm crying ;;;;;;;; this story is so heartbreaking I need a good happy ending for my shattered heart TT^TT
Jongkey will go back together...... right?
Dibidibidisn #2
Chapter 9: I'll be waiting for the sequel that's for sure!
Dkk125 #3
Chapter 9: I started read the whole story not knowing that the notification I got minutes ago was for the last chapter. TT. I'm gonna read "letters from a forgotten lover" now.
Though I feel so incompleted with Jonghyun who disappeared after that day I loved the plot and how Key still had feelings for Jjong. God! He even felt that they are bound by the red thread. TT Key's got glimpses of his past as feelings that I hope he'd be able to figure out later in the sequel. Though I feel bad about the whole Jae Eun thing he might be able to retrieve memories of Jonghyun and him by spending time with Jae Eun, or maybe he'll feel that it isn't right to be with someone else other than Jonghyun.
I'll be waiting for the sequel. Good luck~
Dibidibidisn #4
Chapter 8: Omg omg omg would this be the same shop Jonghyun bought his flowers for Kibum when he was in the hospital??? Then he comes back, goes to buy flowers for Kibum but then spots Kibum working there but then he thinks "wow, he's really forgotten everything" and he tries to move on but Kibum doesn't let him somehow.

I'm a blabbering mess but you already know I love this
geondarza #5
Chapter 7: I love this fic ㅠㅠ i can't wait for the next chapter, pls update soon~ <3
Dibidibidisn #6
Chapter 7: Why are the staff kind of brainwashing him!?!? He should know who he was before the accident. And I'm glad that even in someway he kept his feelings for Jonghyun.
But seriously where are all the people from before he got into an accident? The managers, the CEO, oh for goodness gracious the members where they at. He needs to know who he was, I don't want him to erase who he was before that's not only going to hurt him but it's also going to hurt the people who was close to him
Ordinary32 #7
Chapter 6: Nooo where's jonghyun? ㅠㅠㅠ
What happened what happened ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Oh gosh i'm really curious
Dibidibidisn #8
Chapter 6: Omg he still thinks of him...
Dibidibidisn #9
Chapter 5: Awwee Jjong stopped visiting
Ordinary32 #10
Chapter 4: Oohhh I just read it. And it's a good story ><
Jjong still being cheesy~
And i'm curious about key's accident.. hmmm they're already a couple before the accident right? Why key's in the hospital when it's better if he's with his family *I believe there's a reason
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