I can't stop thinking about that Jonghyun guy. I haven't seen him since the day he broke down in front of me. If it weren't for Nani, I'd worry he'd died or something. But she says he still comes by every day, and the flowers in my room agree with her.

It's getting close to one of those stupid couple holidays. Really, does every month need it's own way to scam people into buying crap? Still... Jonghyun seemed like the kind of guy who would take advantage of the couple holidays as a way to pamper whoever hes dating. That's part of why I keep thinking about him. Based on our last conversation, he's bound to be missing someone.

I wonder if the Doc would let me invite him to spend the day with me again? I'm sure it would make Jonghyun happy to spend the day with someone. If we promised to stay in my room... And it'd be nice to talk with someone other than the hospital staff.

Aish. Key, why are you trying to justify wanting to see that idiot? Admit it, you just want to see him smile at you... You want to see his eyes melt while looking at you again. For him to lean forward and kiss you... YAH! What am I writing?! No Key! Bad! No thinking about him that way. He's taken. He probably only comes and hangs out in this room because he can't visit his real lover. You're in a hospital, remeber? NO ROMANCE!

Nani brought up something for me to think about today. Her brother just got home from his military enlistment. As far as I know, I haven't gone to mine yet. But... Because of my accident and the head injury, will I still have to go? I mean, it's not like I've ever been excited about the idea or anything, but still. I've thought it would be a part of my life, the way it is every man's. But will I be exempt because of this? It's strange to think about.

Key