Entry 6

Yearning to Remember

It's been a few days since I last wrote. The flowers in my room are startingarrow-10x10.png to die; soon they'll be gone. Jonghyun hasn't stopped by the hospital, and I'm starting to get worried. Was I too harsh on him? Did him crying in front of me cause Doc to ban him from seeing me?

It's so frustrating, being stuck herearrow-10x10.png, having to rely on others for my knowledge of the outside world. I'm getting tired of it! I watched The Lion King for the thousandth time this morning, and I wanted to throw a brick through the screen. If I have to sit through one more Hakuna Matata, I really will go crazy!

I'm going to request for some new movies. Maybe "Mama Mia!". I've always liked the music. And some new books. The ones I have I've read at least six times now.

I've had a song stuck in my head for the past few days, just out of reach. What I meanarrow-10x10.png is, I know there's words, but I can't remember them for the life of me. Or who sang it, or the name. All I have is a scrap of melody. But that's less frustrating with having to re-watch a stupid cartoon pig's fart jokes...

I wish I could remember. The more time I spend herearrow-10x10.png, the less sure I am of what I think I know about myself. Though I try not to think about it, I can't help but feel like I'm supposed to be doing something else. Something big. Maybe it's my memory trying to come back, or maybe it's the picture Jonghyung left behind. Either way, I'm starting to feel really uneasy sitting in this room every day.

Just something elst to talk to Doc about.

-Key

 

 

Okay... So. This is happening. I'm sorry for crushing all your feels. :(

 

For those curious, the song Key is trying to remember is Jonghyun's cover of "Y Si Fuera Ella". (One of my personal favorite Jonghyun songs).

There is a reason I mentioned Mama Mia! Namely, the title song, Mama Mia! , which I feel helpsarrow-10x10.png to describe what's Key is going through, and the song SOS, which is Jonghyun...

Mama Mia! Lyrics --> https://www youtubearrow-10x10.png.com/watch?v=iB61j4XyMRs

SOS Lyrics --> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5TSPKhGhMk

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kkbeasty #1
Chapter 9: Ohh I thought you'll stop writing this all together and I was SO sad for a moment ybyjssn
I understand you, it does seem very hard to tell a story like this...
I'll be waiting for the sequel~
Also, I read Jonghyuns letters too and omg he's thinking it's all his fault I'm crying ;;;;;;;; this story is so heartbreaking I need a good happy ending for my shattered heart TT^TT
Jongkey will go back together...... right?
Dibidibidisn #2
Chapter 9: I'll be waiting for the sequel that's for sure!
Dkk125 #3
Chapter 9: I started read the whole story not knowing that the notification I got minutes ago was for the last chapter. TT. I'm gonna read "letters from a forgotten lover" now.
Though I feel so incompleted with Jonghyun who disappeared after that day I loved the plot and how Key still had feelings for Jjong. God! He even felt that they are bound by the red thread. TT Key's got glimpses of his past as feelings that I hope he'd be able to figure out later in the sequel. Though I feel bad about the whole Jae Eun thing he might be able to retrieve memories of Jonghyun and him by spending time with Jae Eun, or maybe he'll feel that it isn't right to be with someone else other than Jonghyun.
I'll be waiting for the sequel. Good luck~
Dibidibidisn #4
Chapter 8: Omg omg omg would this be the same shop Jonghyun bought his flowers for Kibum when he was in the hospital??? Then he comes back, goes to buy flowers for Kibum but then spots Kibum working there but then he thinks "wow, he's really forgotten everything" and he tries to move on but Kibum doesn't let him somehow.

I'm a blabbering mess but you already know I love this
geondarza #5
Chapter 7: I love this fic ㅠㅠ i can't wait for the next chapter, pls update soon~ <3
Dibidibidisn #6
Chapter 7: Why are the staff kind of brainwashing him!?!? He should know who he was before the accident. And I'm glad that even in someway he kept his feelings for Jonghyun.
But seriously where are all the people from before he got into an accident? The managers, the CEO, oh for goodness gracious the members where they at. He needs to know who he was, I don't want him to erase who he was before that's not only going to hurt him but it's also going to hurt the people who was close to him
Ordinary32 #7
Chapter 6: Nooo where's jonghyun? ㅠㅠㅠ
What happened what happened ㅠㅠㅠㅠ
Oh gosh i'm really curious
Dibidibidisn #8
Chapter 6: Omg he still thinks of him...
Dibidibidisn #9
Chapter 5: Awwee Jjong stopped visiting
Ordinary32 #10
Chapter 4: Oohhh I just read it. And it's a good story ><
Jjong still being cheesy~
And i'm curious about key's accident.. hmmm they're already a couple before the accident right? Why key's in the hospital when it's better if he's with his family *I believe there's a reason
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