“Okay boys, we’ll be doing the other exercises tomorrow” Byul said packing her things

“Neh noonaaaa~”

“Okay Byul~”

“NEH!!!”

“Aigoo, my kids” she chuckled

“Okay then, good night, study hard” she smiled

“Byul—”

“It’s okay, I can go on my own” Byul said cutting off WonWoo as the boys laughed a bit

“Bye” she said exiting the dorm.

Byul sighed as she remembered that the bus did not run during the hour

“Aish” she muttered

“You shouldn’t sigh too much” Mingyu said coming from behind

“What are you doing here?” Byul asked, startled

“I just thought if you’d want to have a coffee?” he asked as Byul looked unbelievably at him

“At this hour? Gyu-ah, just go home” Byul sighed as Mingyu looked at her

“Happy birthday” he said as Byul paused

“it’s not my birthday” she said

“You even forgot my birthday” she muttered

“To us” Mingyu said as Byul gulped. She had been trying to forget the whole fact the whole day and tried to push the memories aside

*It’s our 5^th year anniversary, I know*

“So I want to treat you to coffee for that” Mingyu said as Byul looked at him

*Yah TaeByul, uljima ULJIMA!*

“Y-You’re c-crazy” she said walking ahead looking down

“how long are you planning to walk away from me?” Mingyu asked as Byul gulped

“Go home Gyu-ah, it’s late” she said

“TAXI” she called as a cab halted in front of her

“Is this really what you want?” Mingyu asked as Byul looked at him

“Mianhae” she said getting into the cab

Mingyu sighed as he looked at the cab drive away

~How much longer do you want to run away from me? Do you really want me to go away from your life? If what we really had was real, how can you push me aside like this? Byul, why are you so hard to understand? But if that’s what you want then I guess … ~

Byul sighed as she held her tears and stared out of the window

~Why am I like this? Why do I always make the decision to walk away from whom I really love and want? Why am I such a pabo?

It’s just the past…remember how badly we ended, Im taeByul. You can’t go and press that repeat button of heartbreaks…

I can’t be selfish…I can’t. ~

THE SAME NIGHT:

Byul looked at the diary she had written for three years and looked at the last blank page and smiled

“Dari-ah, Our journey has been amazing” she said talking to her diary

The 12^th scent of Mingyu…

He is faithful and loyal.

Why am I pushing him away when I really miss him?

But I don’t want to be selfish right? I can’t just come and go when I want…

It was me who left him in the first place and so I have no right to go back to him.

Minahae oppa…I really wish I could just run back to you but…

I really don’t know what I should do…

I really don’t.

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