People say another love will heal a broken heart, that time heals everything.

Then why has it been 3 years and I am still not over Mingyu?

Time doesn’t heal everything…there are some things that can never be healed. Those scars that are in your heart…

I look at the diary I’ve written since we broke up – 12 scents of Mingyu

I am happy seeing him active on screen, finally gaining fame and doing what he loves. I’m happy because he is happy…

But then I sometimes think…What if we had never broken up?

Things might have been a lot more different if only….

Now we are all more like strangers. The boys, Mingyu and me. I can trust the guys to take care of Gyu…

Time passed, though the world remained unchanged. I moved to another part of Seoul. Cutting all contacts with the boys was the hardest. But eventually I changed my number and pretended not to know them anymore.

It’s like we belong to two different worlds now.

Mino tells me that the boys ask about me all the time but I don’t know how he manages that, so far he has been able to.
Indeed, my Song Mino, the one that always keeps me happy.

Byul sighed as she looked at the date – Mingyu smiling brightly in the calendar

*Happy 6^th anniversary* she sighed as she stood up and walked towards the kitchen when the door bell rang

“Coming” she shouted walking to the main door

Byul opened the door and was engulfed in a big hug

“I missed you” Mino hugged her as Byul laughed a bit

“I missed you too” she smiled

“How was the performance?” Byul asked

“It was great…fans were amazing, can I get something to eat?” Mino asked as Byul smiled nodding

“In a minute” she smiled preparing something for Mino

Mino watched Byul prepare something to eat as he smiled

~Pabo Im Taebyul…if only you had space for me in your heart…~

“Would you like some kimchi too? The ajhumma next door brought me some” Byul said as Mino snapped back to reality

“Sure…I love kimchi” he said as Byul nodded.

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“Great job boys!” the staff cheered as the boys walked backstage after the performance

Soon, the boys were headed to another venue.

Mingyu was quiet, he stared out of the window; memories flashing in his mind

Of Byul…of his Byul

“He used to be so noisy” people would say

People always wondered what really happened to him, did he really change because he was growing up? Because he was already 24? Or was there something else?

Mingyu gave up trying to reach to Byul after he learnt about Mino and Byul dating. Though the boys convinced him that it was not true, he never actually trusted anyone, not anymore.

If they had not been dating, why would she go away from all of them?

Why would she cut off all contacts with the boys?

Why would she refuse to see him or return his calls?

Why would she always be with Mino?

Things were always like this for 3 long years…

                                                                                   ~Covering time doesn’t mean it passes~