Ryeowook POV

Am I okay? That's the question.

No matter how much I think about it, my life is over either way. I pushed away the only person I have dared to say "I love." I have disappointed the person who I keep and keep on asking for any form of acceptance and the nurses are getting tired of me. I bet they think to themselves "why won't he just do it? Makes our lives much easier." How have I fallen so far? You know that feeling of waking up next to your soulmate, and when you turn to look at them, he's not there. You panic first, and then your mind realizes that he hasn't been there for over a week and you turn back once again, back facing where he lied... Well, I guess I wake up to hearing Kyuhyun's voice telling me these jokes about some stupid professor and then I come to reality, it was simply my mind making fun of me because he was never there... 

Every single step had brought the burden of a thousand men on my shoulders. Every breath I took felt like a smack on the face. Every time my heart beats, it feels like a broken heart that was almost ready to come together, then shattered into a million pieces over and over again. It feels so dark. I can't really explain it but imagine that no light can ever part the gloom. The thoughts had clouded what he sees around him. I didn't see such a bright, breautiful full moon that shines upon me, nor the sound of the sirens on the ambulance trucks or the flashing of the phone on the camera app to get some views on the internet. And when I look down, no, not at the people but the streets where the car lights are blurred by the tears of your eyes, it looks so peaceful, 

So no, I am not okay.

Kyuhyun POV

He was a goner. That look, his eyes, his tears that just kept falling, I Running, running, and running some more. All I ever thought was how will I ever convince him to come down? After all, he denied me access to his room and he probably blames me for his troubles... My mind is racing, but one thought remains. Ryeowook. Kim Ryeowook. I bump into almost everybody, the doctors drop their papers, nurses get pissed off. All I thought in my head was how am I going to convince him? I only had one idea and it is extremely risky. 

No One's POV

Ryeowook closed his eyes and opened his arms like an angel would. He smiled, he thought that the pain would finally end, and he didn't have to face the pain. His feets getting closer and closer toward the end of the ledge. His heart is racing and there was absolutely nothing that would've chan