Remember when we always got paired up in class?   Not that anyone wouldn't want to be with us but because they all seem to understand that we already got dibs on each other. When the teacher asks who to be partners with, it was like we were invicible and it was fine because we knew we always had each other.

But then, we didn't anymore...

I want you to know that I'm not mad at you. I just miss you. You were the one who understood me best but somewhere down the road, things got really complicated. We kind of stopped being bestfriends. You started to like another girl and it got awkward between us... Maybe because you knew that I really liked you and you were afraid things might get ugly. I didn't mean to tell you how I feel but there was a time that I thought we could be more and of course I was wrong. I tried to talk to you while you were with her to show that I can do normal but I just wasn't able to control myself and I'm sorry for that.

Just like that, we stopped being friends...

Still, I don't hate you. I wanted to talk to you at school but you started to avoid me. It's obviously my fault.

And you hated me...

After some time, you broke up. I felt your sadness and I wanted to comfort you but I wasn't really sure if you wanted me around since we were no longer friends. I badly wanted to go back to what we were and I thought you wanted too but instead, you drove me a