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November 27th 2016

Hello love

It’s my birthday today. The sugarkick you got from my birthday cake has finally worn off and you’re sleeping soundly on my bed. You look beautiful. If you are reading this I’m guessing the time came for me to go, huh? What can I do when the big boss up there is calling. I’m sorry I broke my promise to stay forever. Know that without you I’d never have gotten as far as I did. It was all because of you baby.

You may be wondering why I am doing this, writing you a letter. I could never live with myself, pun not intended, knowing that somewhere you are sitting crying over a stupid giant. He isn’t worth it, pull yourself together girlfriend. I’m just kidding baby don’t hate me for this. I love you. This is going to be me telling you what to do, okay?

1. Go home and SLEEP.

I don’t know where you are or when Sehun gave you the letter but if I know you correct, you are probably deadass tired. So rest baby. Allow yourself to sleep. Don’t let your brain ghosts keep you from staying healthy. Who knows, maybe we’ll meet in one of your dreams? And also have you eaten? Byun Baekhyun lord knows my ghost will personally come and kick the soul out of you if you haven’t eaten. I love you.

2. Allow yourself to feel

This is for the days you’ll want to disappear. For when the pain is too strong and you hard headed won’t give in. Whatever it is. Sadness. Happiness. Let the tears fall. Mourn. Talk. Sehun promised me he’ll take care of you. I’m sorry I can’t be there with you honey. But just as it is for the sadness, this point is for the days you’d want to laugh. For when you hear a funny joke, for when the sun is out, for when you remember that t