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Sunggyu watched the scenery outside the window car. It was dark and the water pouring mercilessly from the sky. That make the night giving sad and lonely feeling, just exactly what he need right now. He closed his tired eyes and wondered what s doing right now. Myungsoo probably still in his drama location, Dongwoo and Hoya probably spent their free time practicing in the studio. Or maybe Hoya doing his cover thing again and Dongwoo playing with his nephew? Sungyeol? Sungjong? What they even doing lately? He didn't really know anymore. He was so busy lately that he feel so distant from his own members. He didn't even have a chance to talked to s, even to his so called pairing, Woohyun, outside the work thing.

Ah,Woohyun....Sunggyu feel pain in his heart when he remembered that particular member. His action and their argument lately still left a hurt feeling in Sunggyu heart. What should he do with Woohyun, seriously? Woohyun who fight with him for leader position, woohyun who then became his right hand, his left leg, and woohyun who can pulling his guard down and make him comfortable enough to cry in front of him. Woohyun too then who can hurt him by perfectly aim to his insecurities. Woohyun who ask about his credibility as a leader. Woohyun who accused him as a golden boy of woollim and how he just take all opportunity for himself without care of other members.

When woohyun accused him for abusing his power as a leader to get a solo album again instead him and how he was busy by himself and leaving the others behind, he want to scream to woohyun that he didn't want that too! He didn't want to get his second album coming out together with BigBang comeback and squeezing between INFINITE japan album promotion and INFINITE korean comeback, make him had to jumped from one schedule to others without any slept. He didn't want to come to every variety show that invite him cause he actually just want to sing! He was introvert for god sake! He actually feeling afraid and uncomfortable every time he was going on camera, not like on the stage where he feel very calm. He even sti