I passed the lonely park and couldn't let my eyes off of the two children playing with each other. It was raining and the wind breeze caressed my cheeks. It was a cold October evening, yet the birds were singing. Like a loner I sat down with my umbrella on an empty bench. Why had I always been so alone? Then you came from nowhere. Sat down beside me and shone like the morning sunshine between the raindrops. Our eyes met for the first time and I felt warmth inside my cold and frozen body. Then you said something, but I was too far away in my thoughts to even pick up what you said. I didn't have any words, I had nothing proper to say, nothing important. Then you left me alone again. Was it my fault? I was too shy to even speak to guys in my own age. Or guys over all. The only guy I could speak to was my grandfather, he meant everything to me, ever since I was a baby I had always trusted and spoken to him.