Wingless Angel

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She is an angel for me.

A wingless angel.

She has the purest, kindest and most sincere heart in this entire universe. She is also the most beautiful person I’ve ever seen in my life. Nothing can beats her smile. Looking at her smile merely can heal my sadness and pain.

Nevertheless, I know too that she is not perfect.

But….

She is still my everything.

Foreword

Beep…

Beep…

Beep…

Beep…

Beep…

The beeping sounds keep coming from the machine located next to the bed. It sounds like a timer, counting down the little times I have.

I still remember her words. She said time is a precious thing. And people should have treasured time instead of money. Because you will only have it once and you can never buy it back. Yet… now I know. I can’t trust on time too much. Time is indeed unreliable, because sometimes, when I need a longer time, it becomes a liar, that years seems like months, months seems like weeks, weeks seems like days, days seems like hours and hours seems like minutes.

I know my times is short. I have been in this room for a week that feels like only a couple of hours to me. There is not enough time. My time has gotten lessen and lessen each minutes I spent in this lonely room. Yet, I can’t really do anything.

Only if I can conquer time, I won’t only stop this little time I have, but I, more than anything, want to rewind the time. So I won’t have to go through this pain…alone.

I hold the cold hand engulfed inside my hand even tighter. If the doctors couldn’t do anything anymore, it would be the least I can do. Being next to her and giving the little warm I have left inside my heart.

My chest feels tightened as time goes by, bearing all the pain that creeping into my already broken heart. The pang comes filling the room inside it, then squeezing it firm, trying to breaking everything left inside it.

But I can’t give in to this pain.

I won’t let the only precious things I have to be crushed into pieces. I won’t let it happen. My feeling and my memories of her are the only things I have. The only things that makes me still alive.

 

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What do you think? Any guess? Hahaha

This is originally written as a oneshot but end up too long for a oneshot, so I decide to split it into a few chapters, maybe around 3-5 chapters. Anyway, this is certainly an angst, so prepare yourself if you proceed :)

I will update asap. See ya then~

 

You also can check my other fanfics:

1. Love Between Dreams -> Romance. ANGST!!

2. On Your Shoulder -> Romance. Fluff??

3. Remember Me -> Romance. Fluff??

4. The One To Live For --> Romance.

Thank you :D

 

If you come here because of my fic Love Between Dreams then you can skip straight to Chapter 4 ^^

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js1234 #1
Chapter 3: I am always skip story like this because I laready know what the fweling of losing someone and now I am crying because I miss my father now T.T
Eriika #2
Chapter 4: El azul de las letras casi no se ven cuando lo lees en modo nocturno
Eriika #3
Chapter 3: Me parece buena la trama.
Eriika #4
Chapter 2: Me gusto
Eriika #5
Chapter 1: Bueno
arairai #6
Chapter 4: *sniffs*
I thought I couldn't cry harder after the latest LBD chapter, then I read this, I-
I'm not sure how many times my tears fell at many points here. The grief, the pain, the sadness, the regret, the guilt, everything just hurt too much. His parents were strong people, so was he. He just had to go through grueling years in his life, and knowing how kind, warm, full of smile he was in LBD made me feel he really was strong. All of it was so overwhelming for a young kid, made anyone wonder how he did that, to be the person he is now.
I say this again, he really deserved everything good in life. He deserved to witness that rainbow of his life.

It's so unfortunate his mother had to have such life and hardship T-T she really tried to be a much better person, moreso after the death of the love of her life, her saviour, her anchor, her everything... but she didn't have any other way to keep her son alive than to go back to that. There may actually be other ways, but she was just desperate and had to get whatever amount she could get in the shortest time possible. The fight with time, really.

Despite all that, she still was a good person. A mother who loved her son too much, who would give the world to her son. She must be feeling guilty all her life and I just want her to know all the things she did for her son didn't go down the drain. She succeeded in bringing up a good man and how he had accomplished better things because of her.

Sigh... *sniffs*
Sone_snsd_9 #7
Chapter 2: i cant imagine what will i do if i am a main character in this story. it's so touching. you succeded to make me cry
TeamReowesome #8
Chapter 3: This is so touching. I wonder how she would continue her life. Would you like to continue this fanfic cause i'm really curious who this 'I' is. Heheh. Plss update this story. Thanks
alexyoong #9
Chapter 3: THUMBS UP!!
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