her....

INEBRIATED

The crack in the mirror had multiplied in a spiderweb like pattern at the pressing of her slim knuckles.

Yun Hee looked in awe at the thin trail of blood that acompanied her reflexion in the broken mirror,not quite aware of what pushed her to such extreme motion in the middle of the night.

One second she was eyelining her eyes for  her  latest performance and next thing she knew she was punching the mirror in anguish.

Oh...that's right,she remembered how he had smiled when he first saw her doing her makeup,giggling they might as well share the product since he used the same brand.

She never understood his need to make use of such thing,but then again he did look cooler with it.

Great, her resolution just went down the drain.

Again!

"Yun Hee,get a hold of yourself.You'\re supposed to be over him.Don't go breaking promisses."she chanted looking at herself.

After one last check-up,she hit the stage as soon as the club's announcer called her name,encouraging the crowd to cheer for the performance:a song, instead of a dance, at least for starters.They never came for the music,but her moves.

It was her therapy,her escape from a stuck-up world of rich but shallow living.As an art major,she was expected great things, but Yun Hee could never stick to the rules.Dancing was freely expressing one self,not confining into thought out routines.

It killed her that he understood her,much more ...welcomed her rebelious self with open arms,without so much of a question mark.

And when they threatened crushing her fantasy,he stepped out, as she'd soon found out eavesdropping on her father's quiet meetings.

What could she do?Sunggyu had made it clear they were to make no contact what so ever after mutually agreeing to go their separate ways.

They had their fun, but she needed to grow the hell up or let him do it on his own,as his also rich as family demanded of him.

She cursed him, calling him a fake when he spent all that time enjoying her carefree ways only to put a stop after his relatives rang their bells.

But it had all been a show for her own entertainment.

"You should've majored in acting, bastard!"she huffed just before the spotlight hit her frame.

Lovers, into friends

Move on, to strangers

Let go, no more us

Move on, I'm trying

Denying

Saying 'time will heal'

Keep lying

To make me feel

I'm okay

So you believe

I forget you,

Seriously

Really.....

Are you kidding me

You're out of your,

You're out of your,

You're out of your 

mind

To Think that I

You're out of your,

You're out of your,

You're out of your 

mind 

To think that I

To think that I can

Keep you out of mind

 

Happy, used to be

Together, you and me

Things die, drift apart

Wait for, a new start

Denying, think you'll fade away

Keep lying,

I can hear you say

'You're in touch with Reality'

Mmm,baby I say

Are you kidding me?

You're out of your,

You're out of your,

You're out of your 

Mind

To think that I

You're out of your,

You're out of your,

You're out of your mind 

To think that I

To think that I can

 Keep you out of mind

How can you say

I'll be alright?

What makes you

think

That I'll be fine?

Baby you have to be

Completely out of

your

You're out of mind

To think that I can

keep you

Out of mind

As soon as the song's beat got higher she had to let herself engulf in it,chosing to express the rest of her frustration through dancing;all years of ballet lessons and contemporary dance mixing in a thrilling performance.

Yun Hee couldn't fight the tears streaming down her face.

Wouldn't!

She wished he'd heard her lyrics,but knew better than dreaming foolish dreams.The reality was that Sunggyu never once looked back and she understood his reasons now.

But protecting her this way was the worst choice.

Unfortunately,Yun Hee had to admit, it had been the only way.

So she promised,on a chance meeting that she was okay with it and that she got why he'd asked her to try and act like the very thing he hated the most or forget about him.

He walked away, being the better man,or so he thought.

Never will he know the threat that hung above his status.And never will she spill.

For both their sakes,they were better off apart!

She'd keep her ungodly wayward ways and he'd free to enjoy the family status as long as they kept their hands off each other.

Apparently it had been close to an utopia.Yun Hee should know.

Romeo and Juliet never felt more accurate of a resemblance to their story.

She rushed to the changing room,bumping into a hard chest just before entering it,a strong hold of a hand keeping her up her feet.

"Sor..."

The seal on the ring made her stop mumbling nonsense.

Yun Hee gulped the lump in ,raising her eyes to meet two dark orbs staring her into one place.He didn't have to speak and she always knew when it'd be a bad idea asking for his opinion.He might've worked for her family,but he bestfriended her nemesis.

"You're wanted at home first thing in the morning."Hoya pushed her off."Wipe that ty smudge on your face and let's go."

"He still sends his pet dog to..."

", Yun Hee.Don't make this anymore awkward than it has to be.Your father is already at his boiling point having to ask me drag you out of here."he spat, cheking his watch."Why can't you ever make things easy?"

"Ask your friend."she slipped,before she could stop herself.

"Funny, he said you've always been 'easy'!"he smirked,earning himself a slap across the face.

"You can either share this,or punch him on my behalf."she strutted, trembling with rage.

Eventhough she knew the truth, Sunggyu's words in trying to cover his tracks still hurt.He used every chance to belittle her in front of others and she began to question whether he didn't really mean what he said.

"I'm not payed to deliver messages."Hoya spoke,his back at her.

"Then what the hell is it that you're doing right now?"

"You're under the wrong impression that I expect an answer.I'm not asking you to come home.I'm here to make sure you get there tonight!"Hoya sprung on his feet,staring at her in the broken mirror."The hell did you do to it?"he frowned.

"We had a conflict of interests."Yun Hee puffed,unconsciously hidding her scrapped fingers.

"Like what?Your face was in it?"he mocked.

"Whatever.Let's just go over with it."she rushed them out.

The sooner she played her role,the happier her dad would be,which translated in more free time for herself away from him.

 

 

 

 

 

A/N:the song lyrics belong to Tove Lo-Out of mind.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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marieah
what's real and what's not? who's the one that slipped into a coma?

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need feed-back 2 set the flow.i'm not sure who dreams and who's awake....