I hate it to be honest when I have to force myself to be productive. But that doesn't mean I'm not going to do anything and just fail this semester. I really tried my best to get up and to get all of my assignments done. 

"You still have assignments? Oh my gosh seriouslyyyy?"

"None asked you to join the dance, now look at you with bunch of assignments."

Like really? I'm trying my best to get all of them done. Why can't you just go "all the best!". Can't you guys see those words triggered my anxiety like, it's hard for me to breath when I get panic. Well bet you guys don't even know I'm this way. 

I'm tired to deal with peeps who gives negative vibes like, dude, I know we're friends but know your limit. You don't know what it's like to have so much emotions at once, with bunch of "what if" like man can this just end. 

tbh I just realized I'm tired to deal with such type of human being. Like they're expert in killing people with their freakin words, with their freakin actions.

Just stop will you? Just stop. 

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