maria/themonster.co.kr
triggers: eating disorder and racism
It's a starry night. Don't torture yourself.
— ma ria: her korean name
(tropes) esfj, lawful neutral, 2w1
(–) perfectionist, insecure, stoic
maria rarely sees her parents and rarely talks to them. when she told them why she couldn't see them as much they brushed it off as apart of gods plan. she wishes they weren't so overly religious and just told her they love and support her and give her a hug. there were times she just wished they said come home if youre unhappy, you did well. but instead told her god is watching over you to protect you. she only gets more frustrated when talking to them.
maria is closest to binni, maybe because she's the oldest and maria is very mature for her age. binni is like the co-leader so anything maria missed binni comes up with. she uses binni a lot to threaten the girls, especially youngsun and heidi. she knows all binni's struggles so everytime she sees her get nervous she's there to hold her hand. they have long late night talks often, she's the one member maria can open up to because she was in produce 101 too so she knows the struggle. she's also the only one thst has seen maria cry. binni tries to make healthy vegetarian food like zucchini spaghetti and maria tries so hard to like it but she can't.
maria is the most protective of koi after soojoo because she knows the struggle of being sea and the hate comments that can come with it. shes happy that koi can't read korean and doesn't see or hear some comments people make about her, she intends to keep it that way for as long as she can. she learned thai for koi and finds it cute how innocent she is. the only time she scolds her is when it comes to her health.
maria sees youngsun as a hot mess of a child. she's thankful for all the help she tries to do but sometimes wishes she really didn't. she actually thinks she's the problem child instead of heidi. but still she loves her all the same because she knows she means well. she is keen on making sure she doesn't overwork her voice even if that means screaming at her to drink her tea.
GROUPMATE / HEIDI KIM / 16 / MEMBER OF ULTRAVIOLET / ESTP
maria actually admires heidi for how daring she is. she wishes she was so confident like that and hopes she never changes. she's not as protective as for koi but she also doesn't want her to feel the pressures of hate comments since she knows how harsh it could be. they talk in konglish to each other mostly and whenever heidi gets the mic she gulps a little.
soojoo is her daughter, her baby, the one she hopes never loses her innocence. she actually thinks soojoo is amazingly talented and professional but she wants her to be a kid and make friends her age. she is lenient on soojoo because she wants her to enjoy her childhood without much worries. seeing her mess around and be a kid makes her happy.
natty is the only one that maria is really friends with from jyp. to her natty is like an older sister instead of maria taking care of everyone all the time. she hasn't seen her in a while and there are times she wishes she was so she has a shoulder to cry on. they promised each other they'll debut together back in sixteen but it never happened. she promised ultra that they'll stay together and thats a promise she's not willing to break this time.
OUT OF 10 HOW TALENTED WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF? seven? i trained for a long time though there are times i feel i can be better.
WHY DO YOU WANT TO BE A KPOP IDOL? i got scouted when i was really young so training she all i know. it has its ups and downs but i love what i do.
DO YOU HAVE GOOD STAGE PRESENCE AND CHARISMA? WHAT ABOUT STAR QUALITY? i think i have good stage presence and charisma by now, i practice everyday so i can have that. but i've been on two competition shows and didn't make the final so i think i'm lacking star quality. i will work hard to prove that i have it too though.
WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF A TEAM PLAYER? yes, i'm the leader of ultraviolet so i know the importance of working together. if even one person slacks it throws everyone off.
Why are you trying so hard? You're already beautiful.
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