My first time seeing Exo perform since Kris left. I didn't want to believe it but it's true. OTP12 is now OTP11

(T_T)

I miss him dearly. He won't be forgotten. He will have a place in my/our heart. It hurts me to not see him there but what hurt even more is the treatment he will have to face. He might not ever be able to promote anything in Korea. That's some sad news but there's still China and the West.. I guess. But it's not the same. I hate that this had to happen after I learned their names. This must be my karma for temporarily abandoning Shinee. If this happened last year when I barely even knew how many members they had it wouldn't be such a big deal.

With Exo being such a big group it didn't feel like a major part was missing. (It might be because he wasn't a main singer or dancer who is usually more noticeable) It's the same feeling you get when you see SNSD or SJ. It takes you a while to recognize a member is missing. When they are all together they seem whole. But when they are split up it seems a bit empty. I think it's the fact that K is 6 and M is 5. Very odd. They were able to stand strong without him. (Now the number of 5 member groups is up to 3 now.) 

Give me some time and I will be able to get over the loss. I will miss seeing his face in Korea and hearing him speak English. When I look back at old moments it will sting a bit. I felt like they were too new for this to happen. To me they are still rookies in a way. Even though Exo can function perfectly without Kris I believe they should consider adding another member. It'll make M even again and it'll give a trainee a change to debut. The hardcore Exotics might not agree though. If they do add a member I hope they don't protest. 

On a lighter note, Did you see Baekhyunnie?!?! His hair was dark and his bangs were in his face XD He's looked so HOTT^^ And OMO Chanyeol!! Stop being such a bias ruiner!! (Don't worry D.O you will always be my #1 <3) Kai and Tao on the same damn stage *dies* 

EXO FIGHTING!! <3