Personality traits.

independent, caring, perfectionist, playful, reliable, curious, sensitive, tolerant, shy, misunderstood, private
Personality. 

independent: meiyue is the only child and spent a lot of time alone at home as a kid, so she doesn't mind being alone. she actually works better alone and prefers being alone to recharge from spending time with people.

caring: meiyue is too caring, to that that she gets stepped on like a doormat. she loves to help people, even those she's not close with. she will give emotional support to anyone who needs it. she does little things that you probably won't notice, like get a drink for you too if she gets on for herself, or clean up the mess you left behind. usually this goes unappreciated but its ok because she doesn't do it for a thank you or recognition, just the bottom of her heart.

perfectionist: she gets an emotional attachment to anything she puts a lot of effort in. so she always wants the outcome to be good. any type of failure she'll blame herself. this can make her overload herself with tasks but hide the stress.

playful: behind all the shyness, she's actually funloving and playful girl. you just have to get past her many walls, which would take a while. she can be sassy in a passive aggressive but joking way and teases people. if you get close enough to her, you'll learn that shes a little weird too, she says random thoughts sometimes and just does random things that will make you say why would you even. so her close friends actually find her funny.

reliable: meiyue keeps her word for everything. if she says she'll be somewhere 2 weeks from now at 2pm, she'll be there at 1:55pm. her memory is amazing so she remembers little details about people and uses that to do nice things like get gifts for them. she's also a great secret keeper because she barely talks anyways. and trust me, she'll always answer your text. it takes her a while to consider people as friends though, just because you talk one time doesn't mean you're a friend. she thinks you're only a friend after constant effort to talk to each other.

curious: she loves to learn new things and get to know new people. this is why she may seem like an extrovert sometimes because curiosity gets the best of her and she just approaches people. but that's only because she wants to know more about others and whats on their mind. sometimes she might do things out of curiosity sometimes doing  things without thinking.

sensitive: meiyue has a habit of taking things too personally. she doesn't forgert anything that happens and she secretly holds grudges. she really doesn't forget anything. actually she's really moody and is bad at hiding it, but her moods are somewhat delayed. she thinks about things before having an emotional reaction. so she'll probably sulk about a situation that happened weeks ago.

tolerant: she has extreme patience, she just lets people do what they want and won't complain. or if someone screams at her, she'll just nod calmly and reflect about it later in her head. if you annoy her a lot, she probably won't say anything. but if you're close and annoy her, she'll have a comeback or chase you around.

shy: meiyue is extremely shy. she cares a lot about others feelings so she often holds her thoughts to herself, even if someone takes credit for her work, she probably won't say anything. she really doesn't talk much unless she's really comfortable around you, but she thinks a lot. even when she's with a big group of friends and they're all loud, sometimes she'll rarely talk, instead just laugh at what other people are saying. and when you ask her, she'll say she had fun because she just enjoys their company. with her group, she doesn't mind being on the side, others usually have to pull her to join in.

private: she never says whats on her mind or whats happening in her life unless she considers you very close. the ones she's close to understand her the best and she values friends who are reliable because she likes to keep her love life or emotions private.

misunderstood: because she's so private, most people misunderstand her, especially those who haven't known them long. they are often unable to either hide or articulate any distress they may be feeling. it may seem like she's sad about something in the moment, but its usually something she's thinking about. it can be frustrating for people who get annoyed easily because she doesn't say anything. most people just say oh thats how meiyue always is or just ignore it since she just shakes her head in  response or says its nothing. also, since she's so quiet and looks distant sometimes because she's lost in thought, some thing she's cold or doesn't like them. but not true, she's just thinking ok.

Background.

1998: a young 20 year old thought she found the love of her life. they did everything together and he was the sweetest to her. the young love relationship did not last long, she was soon to learn that their love was one sided and she had a even bigger surprise coming.

1999: meiyue was born on may 10, 1999, in guangzhou, the capital of guangdong, china. she lived in a small apartment in a run down building with her mom. her parents were disappointed in their daughters pregnancy and refused to help. her mom had to drop out of college to take care of her and work many odd jobs. they were behind the rent for months. meiyue spent a lot of time in daycare as a child, being neglected by the caretakers because they had so many children. she cried all day, but as soon as she was in her moms arms, she was happy.

2006: at the age of 7, meiyue was already walking to school by herself. she's a naturally curious person so she had a lot of friends even though she was shy. she was never embarrassed of where she lived, until one of her friends mothers offered to drive her home. when they arrived, the friend said "ew, look at that building, it looks so dirty." meiyue was so embarrassed that she didn't even go to school the next day. she wasn't mad at her mom though, she knew her mom was trying her best.

2008: when super junior m debuted, meiyue's mom was hooked. she watched all their tv appearances and had their song on repeat. her mom loved singing, she sang to young meiyue all the time. so much so that meiyue knew all the lyrics and developed a love for singing as well.

2013: she found out sm entertainment was holding auditions in guangzhou. now 14, meiyue kept her singing hobby as a secret. even when she went karaoke with her friends, she never sang all the way.  it was too embarrassing. but it was something she really loved. she also loved seeing her mom so excited everytime she watched people sing, that was her main drive to become a singer. when she got to the room, she planned to sing 不得不愛 by 弦子, but as soon as it was her turn, she froze. her mind went blank and she forgot all the lyrics. everyone was just staring at her like she had three heads, and next thing you know, she ran out the room crying. thats when she discovered she had stage fright. she knew she was shy and hated public speaking, but she didn't know it was that bad.

2014: at 15, meiyue got her first job, she worked at a restaurant, mostly cleaning tables and mopping the floor. she didn't make a lot but at least it was something to help her mom out. every check she got, she gave it to her mom or somehow spent it on her.

2015: by 16, meiyue had 3 jobs. she still had her restaurant job, eventually getting promoted to manager because of her outstanding effort. she learned both english and improved her mandarin in order to talk to customers from all over the world, which the other staff couldn't do. when she wasn't working there, she would tutor kids and sometimes even her classmates, and babysit for her neighbors daughters on the weekend. it was a busy schedule but she somehow balanced it all. later that year she surprised her mom by buying her tickets to exo's concert in guangzhou. exo was her mom's second love, after super junior. it was their first concert and it was amazing. she knew she wanted to be a singer, but seeing exo live made her more determined than ever.

2021: meiyue got awkwardly scouted by dal media on her way to work. since they were a small company, they weren't holding auditions in china, but instead she got offered to go to send in an audition video. she sang 不得不愛 confidently like she was supposed to at sm then soon got an email saying she passed. next thing you know, her and her mom were on a flight to korea, and the rest is history. but the day her mom left korea, was the last time she saw her mom since then.

Trivia.

Likes:

- eating

- classic songs ( like from the 80s-early 00s )

- chinese dramas

- silence

- romantic movies

- bubble tea

dislikes:

- disorganized places

- people who are loud all the time

- rude people

- loud chewing

- skinship ( if she does skinship with you, then you know she really is fond of you )

habits:

- cleaning when she's stressed

- taking walks in the late nighs

- sleeping early when she had a day full of socializing

- playing with her hair

- doing a little dance when food is good

- watching her own fancams to see where she can improve

- calling her mom everyday

hobbies:

- gaming ( her level is really high on league and pubg )

- darts ( she has a darts board across from her bed and quietly practices that for hours on end )

- cooking ( she loves making chinese food for her members )

- reading ( she brings a book everywhere )

- writing music ( she gets inspired by peoples stories or emotions, her lyrics are often deep and artistic... but its in chinese... )

- drawing ( she's actually an amazing drawer and has her own drawing pad that she doesn't show anyone. usually she draws things by memory, like people she met or places she's been)

trivia:

-she gets mistaken for a dancer in the group because she has energetic dancing

- her specialty is casually avoiding the mic so she doesn't have to talk

- she can play the ukulele and the piano, she never learned how to read music so she does it by ear

- she writes songs but most people don't know this, her lyrics are in chinese anyways so its not like they understand

- she really can't freestyle dance, she's really awkward

- she eats anything, isn't picky at all

- she isn't afraid of bugs or animals really

- she likes snacking

- she's usually the last to shower out of curtesy for her members, she's too shy to shower with other members

- she can't swim

- she doesn't have a personal instagram

- she's really bad at keeping up with the latest trends

- her ideal type is zhang yixing because he's a hard working

- everytime pandora is about to perform, meiyue quietly has a mini panick attack but does what she has to do anyways

- samsung user and her phone is pretty outdated

Relationships.

bandmate / sage wen / '98 / idol at pandora / sage didn't come until later but the month she trained with them it was as if the two were together by default. both felt isolated yet couldn't have any conversation that wasn't surface level since mei couldn't speak mandarin very well. willow tried to help connecting them through it didn't do much. physically they would sit next to each other and get food together but it tend to get awkward fast. their relationship just always felt like it was missing something. being together does help mei improve her mandarin though. instead of sage she calls her yezi. 
 

bandmates / pandora / meiyue isn't close with her members. she's not confident in her korean and a lot of the time doesn't understand what they're saying anyways. usually she will just sit there while they talk. sometimes she'll ask what a certain word means if she never heard it before. because of the language barrier, the girls don't invite her to do things sometimes or forgets about her since she's quiet. a lot of the time she's in her room or with sage. but the other way around, her members think she's standoffish and cold because she doesn't talk so some of them don't like her or think she doesn't like them. when pandora debuted and meiyue started making friends, they were surprised at how outgoing she was and took it as she just didn't like them because they were korean. which is really untrue, she's just shy and embarrassed to speak the language. she gets hurt when the girls don't include her sometimes and she wants to get closer to her members but can't express it because the only member she's kind of friends with, isn't close with them either.

↓ ( friends that meiyue made after debut ) ↓

best friends / song yuqi / '99 / idol at gidle / estp / wong kahei (vivi) / '96 / idol at clc / infj / meiyue met these two because when yuqi found out meiyue was chinese, she instantly ran to talk to her and started talking. she was talking so fast that she didn't understand a word, she thought the language barrier would be the end of their friendship but when she found out meiyue speaks canto she got even more excited because she always wanted to learn. meiyue became friends with vivi after she heard her talking on the phone with her mom backstage. vivi is like the mom and yuqi is the loud chihuahua. she screams and does dumb things that sometimes meiyue will join her or make fun of her with vivi. since meiyue isn't very confident in her mandarin, she is closer to vivi. but yuqi ends up knowing everything eventually anyways because she always goes "tell me! tell me!" she's like a younger sister to the two girls that they love and take care of because she's so cute. but she's also very protective of her two sky older sisters.
 

pain in the / wong kunhang (hendery) / '99 / idol at nct & wayv / entp / hendery is really outgoing and moodmaker so he can make anyone feel comfortable in the conversation. both hendery and meiyue have cantonese mother tongue so he wanted to get close to her since he wanted more friends who can speak it. he heard her speaking it with vivi backstage, and ever since then he hasn't left her life. he bothers her and does everything he can to annoy her because she's usually quiet and finds it cute when she gets annoyed. if you ever hear her scream its probably because hendery did something annoying to her that push her over the edge. which is hard because she has good tolerance.. so yeah.. thats how annoying he is. she never calls him hendery, only kunhang, so she'll scream "WONG KUNHANG!" and probably chase him around. usually vivi just sits and shakes her head at the two like old marry couple but shuhua will chase him too and jump on his back.
 

lil bro / liu yangyang / '00 / idol at wayv / entp / meiyue and vivi love yangyang, they just finds him adorable. just one year younger but she treats him like he's a baby. she calls him xiao yang (xiao yang literally means little sheep but more translated to little guy like affectionately). he's similar to hendery, pull pranks on people and he says random weird things but she still thinks she's cute. his smile aww. everytime she sees him she runs to him and squish his cheeks. and hendery get jealous for that and yangyang sticks his tongue out at him. yeah he loves the attention meiyue gives him. yangyang always gets a hug, but hendery, never. yuqi sometimes gets jealous too and say "hey! i'm cuter than him!!" and sulks because yangyang gets more attention. yangyang and yuqi argue all the time but vivi and meiyue think its because they have a crush on each other. they try to always push them together. but if she had to choose, she'll always baby yuqi instead of yangyang.

china/hongkong/taiwan line has a groupchat that they talk regularly, about serious stuff or send memes (mostly memes), gossip, and sometimes all hang out together. this tradition was started by amber liu who passed it down to jackson wang who passed it down to kun so now he's in charge of it and basically befriends chinese/taiwanese/hongkonger idols to be in it. meiyue is friends with everyone in the group but not as much as vivi, yuqi, hendery and yangyang, they are also apart of the chat. everytime she sees any of them backstage or during music shows, she'll probably go to them instead. obviously she's closer to the girls here and they have their own seperate groupchat to complain about the boys but she hugs and talks to any of them when she sees them. she's even closer to the ones that speak cantonese like xiaojun, juhaknyeon and lucas.

Stage Name. mei (美 / 메이)
Plotline. the free

Vocal Twin. mina (tzuyu)
Dance Twin. rose (tzuyu)

Trainee years. 1.5 years

Trainee Life.
meiyue had a hard time while training. she didn't know korean, she never took a dance class in her life, and she had stage fright. she cried in the bathroom before taking her first dance class, thats how scared she was. she expected everyone to be amazing but there were others struggling like her so she didn't feel as bad. she doesn't take long to learn the choreography, and she makes sure to put extra effort into her dancing since it was her weak point. working one on one with vocal trainers wasn't scary, they all said she had a beautiful soft voice, it was just a matter of getting it out that way in front of other people. monthly evaluations were the worst. she wouldn't be able to sleep the night before. she was terrible at hiding her nerves, her hands would shake slightly when she was sing and her voice was a little shaky too but it got better overtime. she realized she can sing more easily when in a group, but singing alone is what terrifies her. she didn't speak mandarin well unlike other trainees so she didn't have any close friends and was alone for a year and a half, but she's thankful to hyojin for being so forgiving and helpful to her. 

Scandals.

20?? / false / "pandora's mei is racist?" / fans have noticed that mei is a little detached from her group. it can especially be seen for music shows, mei is usually seen with the chinese or taiwanese members of other groups instead of her own. 
[+1203, -349] she should go back to china lol 

[+949, -123] does she forget what country she's famous in?

[+843, -235] i always see her in the back laughing with shuhua but when she's with her own group she looks annoyed haha

[+792, -473] she can't sing anyways, kick her out

20?? / true / "is meiyue and willow's relationship more than a friendship?" / when dal media tries to push for popularity in china, meiyue and willow are given schedules together and the two get popularity for their mother-daughter relationship with willow always doting on her. while they were in china they were seen getting hotpot together and when they left meiyue didn't have a jacket so willow back hugged her with her jacket as they waited for their taxi. some fans claimed that from the video it looked like the two pecked each other but its unclear.
[+1012, -441] the person taking the video shakes so goddamn much but i definitely saw a kiss 
[+1001, -329] this kind of behavior is normal between girls though
[+928, -311] i heard they shared a hotel room too....
[+832, -502] lol the grandma and the racist yikes

xiao

Comments/questions. kinda sorta upgraded version. a lot of this was copy&paste so lmk if theres anything i needa change! so happy pandoea is back!

Suggestions. 

- a dal media china unit with SING女团 as their discography?
- dal media league of legends league, they all play together as a team and meiyue learns how to trashtalk in korean from the other members and they unlock a sassy monster

- meiyue babying yangyang with jealous yuqi and hendery

- meiviqi moments!!
- the rest of pandora hearing screaming coming from her room so they run and see her sitting there playing league with hendery screaming over the phone cause he's losing

- just chinaline interractions

- meiyue making the first move on willow, maybe holding his hand? or a kiss?

- meiyue getting sulky at willow bc she's jealous for something dumb

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