The Pitfalls of Jiang Meiyue
NICKNAMES:
- gong meijyut / how her name is written in jyutping
- 강미월 / kang miwol, official korean name based on pinyin
- may jiang / english name
- angel mei / her fans call her this because her angel like face and body proportions
- mimi or kangmi / her korean members would call her that as a nickname based on her korean name
BIRTHDATE AND DEBUT AGE: 5/10/1999 (21)
BIRTHPLACE AND HOMETOWN: hong kong, china
ETHNICITY: chinese
CITIZENSHIP: chinese
LANGUAGES:
- cantonese / native / born and rasied in hong kong
- mandarin / conversational / learned from working and school but far from fluent
- korean / conversational / learned as a trainee
- english / basic / learned from working
BACK-UP: wang yiren
HEIGHT: 167cm
APPEARENCE: meiyue stand tall at 167 cm and 47 kg. she has a nice s-line body with wide hips. now her hair is brown hair thats mid length. she is known for her natural beauty face.
FASHION STYLE: meiyue wears whatever is comfy. its a normal style with neutral colors and nothing too crazy or colorful. she doesn't mind wearing skirts or dresses or pants. she isn't picky with clothes. but she doesn't like high heels. she has no piercings or tattoos. not even a ear piercing.
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caring: meiyue is too caring, to that that she gets stepped on like a doormat. she loves to help people, even those she's not close with. she will give emotional support to anyone who needs it. she does little things that you probably won't notice, like get a drink for you too if she gets on for herself, or clean up the mess you left behind. usually this goes unappreciated but its ok because she doesn't do it for a thank you or recognition, just the bottom of her heart.
perfectionist: she gets an emotional attachment to anything she puts a lot of effort in. so she always wants the outcome to be good. any type of failure she'll blame herself. this can make her overload herself with tasks but hide the stress.
playful: behind all the shyness, she's actually funloving and playful girl. you just have to get past her many walls, which would take a while. she can be sassy in a passive aggressive but joking way and teases people. if you get close enough to her, you'll learn that shes a little weird too, she says random thoughts sometimes and just does random things that will make you say why would you even. so her close friends actually find her funny.
reliable: meiyue keeps her word for everything. if she says she'll be somewhere 2 weeks from now at 2pm, she'll be there at 1:45pm. her memory is amazing so she remembers little details about people and uses that to do nice things like get gifts for them. she's also a great secret keeper because she barely talks anyways. and trust me, she'll always answer your text. it takes her a while to consider people as friends though, just because you talk one time doesn't mean you're a friend. she thinks you're only a friend after constant effort to talk to each other.
curious: she loves to learn new things and get to know new people. this is why she may seem like an extrovert sometimes because curiosity gets the best of her and she just approaches people. but that's only because she wants to know more about others and whats on their mind. sometimes she might do things out of curiosity sometimes doing things without thinking.
sensitive: meiyue has a habit of taking things too personally. she doesn't forget anything that happens and she secretly holds grudges. she really doesn't forget anything. actually she's really moody and is bad at hiding it, but her moods are somewhat delayed. she thinks about things before having an emotional reaction. so she'll probably sulk about a situation that happened weeks ago.
tolerant: she has extreme patience, she just lets people do what they want and won't complain. or if someone screams at her, she'll just nod calmly and reflect about it later in her head. if you annoy her a lot, she probably won't say anything. but if you're close and annoy her, she'll have a comeback or chase you around.
shy: meiyue is extremely shy. she cares a lot about others feelings so she often holds her thoughts to herself, even if someone takes credit for her work, she probably won't say anything. she really doesn't talk much unless she's really comfortable around you, but she thinks a lot. even when she's with a big group of friends and they're all loud, sometimes she'll rarely talk, instead just laugh at what other people are saying. and when you ask her, she'll say she had fun because she just enjoys their company. with her group, she doesn't mind being on the side, others usually have to pull her to join in.
private: she never says whats on her mind or whats happening in her life unless she considers you very close. the ones she's close to understand her the best and she values friends who are reliable because she likes to keep her love life or emotions private.
misunderstood: because she's so private, most people misunderstand her, especially those who haven't known them long. they are often unable to either hide or articulate any distress they may be feeling. it may seem like she's sad about something in the moment, but its usually something she's thinking about. it can be frustrating for people who get annoyed easily because she doesn't say anything. most people just say oh thats how meiyue always is or just ignore it since she just shakes her head in response or says its nothing. also, since she's so quiet and looks distant sometimes because she's lost in thought, some thing she's cold or doesn't like them. but not true, she's just thinking ok.
1998: a young 20 year old thought she found the love of her life. they did everything together and he was the sweetest to her. the young love relationship did not last long, she was soon to learn that their love was one sided and she had a even bigger surprise coming.
1999: meiyue was born on may 10, 1999, in hong kong, china. she lived in a small apartment in a run down building with her mom. her parents were disappointed in their daughters pregnancy and refused to help. her mom had to drop out of college to take care of her and work many odd jobs. they were behind the rent for months. meiyue spent a lot of time in daycare as a child, being neglected by the caretakers because they had so many children. she cried all day, but as soon as she was in her moms arms, she was happy.
2006: at the age of 7, meiyue was already walking to school by herself. she's a naturally curious person so she had a lot of friends even though she was shy. she was never embarrassed of where she lived, until one of her friends mothers offered to drive her home. when they arrived, the friend said "ew, look at that building, it looks so dirty." meiyue was so embarrassed that she didn't even go to school the next day. she wasn't mad at her mom though, she knew her mom was trying her best.
2008: when super junior m debuted, meiyue's mom was hooked. she watched all their tv appearances and had their song on repeat. her mom loved singing, she sang to young meiyue all the time. so much so that meiyue knew all the lyrics and developed a love for singing as well.
2013: she found out sm entertainment was holding auditions in hong kong. now 14, meiyue kept her singing hobby as a secret. even when she went karaoke with her friends, she never sang all the way. it was too embarrassing. but it was something she really loved. she also loved seeing her mom so excited everytime she watched people sing, that was her main drive to become a singer. when she got to the room, she planned to sing 不得不愛 by 弦子, but as soon as it was her turn, she froze. her mind went blank and she forgot all the lyrics. everyone was just staring at her like she had three heads, and next thing you know, she ran out the room crying. thats when she discovered she had stage fright. she knew she was shy and hated public speaking, but she didn't know it was that bad.
2014: at 15, meiyue got her first job, she worked at a restaurant, mostly cleaning tables and mopping the floor. she didn't make a lot but at least it was something to help her mom out. every check she got, she gave it to her mom or somehow spent it on her.
2015: by 16, meiyue had 3 jobs. she still had her restaurant job, eventually getting promoted to manager because of her outstanding effort. she learned both english and improved her mandarin in order to talk to customers from all over the world, which the other staff couldn't do. when she wasn't working there, she would tutor kids and sometimes even her classmates, and babysit for her neighbors daughters on the weekend. it was a busy schedule but she somehow balanced it all. later that year she surprised her mom by buying her tickets to exo's concert in hong kong. exo was her mom's second love, after super junior. it was their first concert and it was amazing. she knew she wanted to be a singer, but seeing exo live made her more determined than ever.
2019: meiyue got awkwardly scouted by shim jojeong on her way to work. since they were a small company, they weren't holding auditions in china, but instead she got offered to go to send in an audition video. she sang 不得不愛 confidently like she was supposed to at sm then soon got an email saying she passed. next thing you know, her and her mom were on a flight to korea, and the rest is history. but the day her mom left korea, was the last time she saw her mom since then.
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- classic songs
- chinese dramas
- silence
- romantic movies
- mango green tea with lychee jelly
- exo
- super junior
DISLIKES:
- disorganized places
- people who are loud all the time
- rude people
- loud chewing
- skinship ( if she does skinship with you, then you know she really is fond of you )
HOBBIES:
- gaming ( her level is really high on league and pubg )
- darts ( she has a darts board across from her bed and quietly practices that for hours on end )
- cooking ( she loves making chinese food for her members and will learn how to make thier favorite foods too )
- reading ( she brings a book everywhere )
- writing music ( she gets inspired by peoples stories or emotions, her lyrics are often deep and artistic but its in chinese so she doesn't show anyone )
- drawing ( she's actually an amazing drawer and has her own drawing pad that she doesn't show anyone. usually she draws things by memory, like people she met or places she's been. shed take a picture of things she wants to draw and draws it later.)
HABITS:
- cleaning when she's stressed
- taking walks in the late nighs to clear her mind
- sleeping early when she had a day full of socializing
- playing with her hair
- doing a little dance when food is good
- watching her own fancams to see where she can improve
- calling her mom everyday
- hyperventilating and shaky hands when she's nervous
ASPIRATIONS: to be a successful singer
- her specialty is casually avoiding the mic so she doesn't have to talk
- she can play the ukulele and the piano, she never learned how to read music so she does it by ear
- she writes songs but most people don't know this, her lyrics are in chinese anyways so its not like they understand
- she really can't freestyle dance, she's really awkward
- she eats anything, isn't picky at all
- she isn't afraid of bugs or animals really
- she likes snacking
- she's usually the last to shower out of curtesy for her members
- she can't swim
- she doesn't have a personal instagram, probably the least to post on their socials too
- she's really bad at keeping up with the latest trends
- her ideal type is zhang yixing because he's a hard working and good looking
- everytime elysium is about to perform, meiyi quietly has a mini panick attack but does what she has to do anyways
- samsung user and her phone is pretty outdated
POSITION: lead dancer, vocalist
TALENT TWIN: Tzuyu
TRAINEE SINCE: (01/2019)
TRAINEE PERIOD: meiyue had a hard time while training. she didn't know korean, she never took a dance class in her life, and she had stage fright. she cried in the bathroom before taking her first dance class, thats how scared she was. she expected everyone to be amazing but there were others struggling like her so she didn't feel as bad. she doesn't take long to learn the choreography, and she makes sure to put extra effort into her dancing since it was her weak point. working one on one with vocal trainers wasn't scary, they all said she had a beautiful soft voice, it was just a matter of getting it out that way in front of other people. monthly evaluations were the worst. she wouldn't be able to sleep the night before. she was terrible at hiding her nerves, her hands would shake when she was sing and her voice was a little shaky too but it got better overtime. she realized she can sing more easily when in a group, but singing alone is what terrifies her. she didn't speak mandarin well unlike other trainees so she didn't have any close friends and was alone for a year and a half.
- she has a nice soft singing voice
- shes an energetic dancer
WEAKNESSES:
- she lacks stage presence when she performs
- some say she's not lead dancer material
- her variety skills are bad because she's awkward and shy even though sometimes her awkwardness is funny
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IDEAL TYPE: meiyue likes someone protective that she can depend on. someone who will take the time to get to know her and not try to change her. looks don't matter to her, personality is the most important. she'd prefer if they could speak Cantonese since it's her most fluent language.
DATING STYLE: She’d be open to dating someone if she liked them, she has a hard time saying no to people and is very pretty so she’d find herself going on dates with people she’s not interested in them writing a long paragraph to say sorry she’s not interested. Only to see them flirting with another girl the next day like they weren’t just into her. She’s not interested in one night stands, she wants long term relationship. Though her giving people the benefit of the doubt makes her get into week long relationships because she’s terrible at rejecting people. Yet stern enough to keep her ity.
She tends to be a giver in the relationship. Whether it’s gift giving or acts of service she shows that she's thinking about you in subtle ways. Always sharing her thoughts and interests and wanting to know her partners interests. Exploring places together or just staying in. In public she's more reserved but in private she becomes very cuddly. She's on the slower side of emotions, usually going quiet when some things wrong instead of screaming about it. She'd need someone who will take the initiative when it comes to opening up. She rather write her concerns in a letter than say it.
REQUESTS: (optional)
DATE OF BIRTH: -
PERSONALITY: -
LOVE STORY: The slowest of slow burns, for a long time their relationship remained professional. Jojeong is the one that discovered her and he believed in her. There was a businessman who was interested in working with her for well know magazine, he was well known in the industry, of course Jojeong approved since Meiyue didn’t get much attention in the group. But after the photoshoot he was inappropriate with her. Meiyue never said anything though, she should be happy that she got a solo photoshoot in the first place. Due to her silence, he kept wanting to work with her and jojeong kept signing off on it cluelessly. It wasn't until he saw them together did he realize something was off. How uncomfortable Meiyue looked when he put an arm around her and her flinches at his slightest movements.
Meiyue didn't know exactly what happened, all she knows is that the next day Jojeong had a bruise under his eye that he blamed on his hyperactive dog and she never saw or worked with that business man again. Ever since then jojeong checked up on Meiyue whenever he could. He would call her into his office just to ask her how she's doing and make small talk. At first it was awkward but he wanted her to feel like she could open up to him since he knew she was closed off to most people.
These little meetings became a monthly thing, Jojeong spoke conversational mandarin so they were able to talk but not deeply since both of their vocabulary wasn't good enough. Slowly he saw the girl open up to him and actually say her feelings, confessing about stage fright and he gave her advice, make her laugh. Eventually she started to get more comfortable around him. Their monthly meets that would last about 10 minutes at first turned in 20 mintues and later 30, then they last an hour sometimes because they just get lost in conversation. Jojeong is a serious business man but he also thinks a lot and loves learning things, sometimes jumping to different topics and Meiyue's curious nature always wants to learn more.
Jojeong surprised her one day by speaking Cantonese, that's when meiyue really could tell that he cared for her because he wanted to speak her language and talk to her more deeply. Eventually he made it a little obvious that they had a connection because he would walk past and ruffle her hair in the hallway or specifically give her more detailed feedback than the others at times. But overall their relationship remained innocent, professional and respectful. No one would suspect a thing.
RELATIONSHIP TRIVIA:
- they don’t hang out outside of the professional setting (yet?) but they text often about random things since they both like discussing random topics. she taught him how to play league of legends so sometimes they play together while on the phone
- in her phone he’s known as jojo nim, no one knows that him though
- she is completely clueless in love
- sometimes she brings him food that she made or buys him energy drinks/drinks that are good for your health since he works a lot
- she actually gets jealous easily but doesn't say anything, although jojeong can tell and finds it cute since she gets jealous over the most ridiculous things
- because of what happened he is very overprotective over her, he blames himself for it
- he loves how pure of heart she is
- Meiyue is practicing late at night, she's suddenly been getting a lot of cfs and photoshoots so she hasn't had much time to practice and thinks her dancing is lacking. Jojeong sees her in the practice room to check up on her. She tells him that she thinks her dancing is lacking so he offers to give her feedback. He actually says that she did well but she breaks down crying and doubts her abilities, just being really hard on herself. He gets frustrated at hearing her words so he just pulls her into a hug. They thought that they were the only ones in the building, but another Elysium member was practicing in a nearby room and saw the whole thing. But she saw it incorrectly and twisted the story to be that they kissed. So the members put the pieces together and assumed that she was suddenly so busy with commercials because she has a thing with the him and thats why she thinks she's better than them. But none of that is true. Or something like this that results in rumors and tension with her members.
- Netizens call her racist because she’s detached from her group and goes to other Chinese idols instead
- Her and jojeong fighting because he says she should date guys her age since she barely has experience and it’s a conflict of interest for them to be together. But meiyue just wants him
- She confesses what really happened with that businessman to Jojeong (you can decide how serious it is)
- Jojeong is her endgame but doesn’t have to be her only relationship
DON'TS: none
- she shares a song with joejeong and he translates it to korean and gives it to Cygnus. During the listening for their upcoming album she heard the song and was shocked that it was her
- xiaojun confesses to her
- her publicly getting hate from netizens because of the racist allegations, she has more fans in China than in Korea because knetz make her seem like the villain
ANYTHING ELSE: hi I hope she's ok! I'll let you choose her relationship with Somang.I'm loooking froward to how her future plays out hehe
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